Youngmin's P.O.V

"What a disgrace for your family!!!"

"I wish you have died together with your mom"

"You are so pathetic, worthless"

"Don't ever exist in front of me"

"I did not loved you..... Fool..... "

STOOOOOPPPP!!! 

I woke up because of the nightmare or should I say past memories AGAIN

I just wanted to live peacefully but why I can't. I just wanted to forget all of it but why I can't. Why I am living to this ing world? Why-

*RIIINNNNNGGGG*

I look at my alarm clock that is echoing through my room. 

"Work again..... ing dramas....." I sighed. I got up from my bed and do my daily routine.

While I'm eating my usual breakfast, someone called me. My best friend, Gio

"Duuuuddeeee!!! Where are you?"

"Why so sudden?" I answered him

"What are you talking about?! I told you before that TWICE will have a fan meeting, right?"

"Then?"

"Wuuutttttt?! Today is the day brooooo! Have you forgotten?"

"So?"

"You will gonna join me right?"

"I've never told you that I am going with you"

"But-"

I ended the call and continue my breakfast. Then went to work

*At the Cafe*

Well my work is not as big time as hell but just an ordinary barista/manager. This cafe that I am working is from Gio's mother, so that is why we are best friends. Even though I treat him coldly, deep inside I am really thankful for him that he is always beside me. It is just that I became cold towards people after what happened to me and he understands that really. He is the only one who knows the real me.

I went to my locker and change my clothes then opened the cafe. I am incharge in the morning session. Soon, the other staffs also proceed to their work.

I checked my watch that it shows 7:56 am and the customers are still few. And speaking of customers, a certain customer entered the cafe and went straight to the counter and talked to me like as usual. 

"Broooooo!!!" Gio yelled at me that cause the other customers looked at him weirdly

"What?" I answered him with my infamous poker face.

"Grrrrrrrr, why are you so cold towards me? I am your best friend right?"

"Well yeah, but this is my night and day attitude"

"Owwwwwkaaayyy, by the way, are you coming?" Gio showed two tickets that is labeled ONCE BEGINS and grinned like a child.

"What are those?" I asked

"Agaaaiinn? These tickets are the only access to see my favorite girl group TWICE in personal!!! Most likely Dubuuuu!!! " Gio yelled again. 

"Ugghhh, why he needs to yell in front of me?" 

"And I want you to come because I bought another ticket just for you" he grinned again and made a puppy eyes to me. 

"No" I said it in monotone

"Whyyyyyy?" he whimpered like a kid

"Do you even know TWICE?" he asked with already annoyed face

"I do know them, but I am not into them, like you" I said calmly

"So that means you are not into girls?!" he yelled it and of course other customers heard it too

"What the f*