This might be the last time I'll ever talk about her like this. I just realized that maybe I should just move on or just let whatever fate brings me.

"Hey, can you help me?" My bestfriend asked and honestly, I was a bit sure of what he wanted anyways.

"Help you what?" I said pretending not to care and not to know anything as usual.

"I wanted to court her" He sounded so helpless. He actually mentioned this a few times before but always change his mind because he knows that she would reject him right away. 

"What do I have to do with this?" We've actually been through this situation before where he will ask for my help then of course being a good friend, I would help him out by talking to her eventhough I don't want to since I wanted to move on. As we talk I would know things about her and will ended up falling deeper but then I have to keep in mind that I'm not doing this for myself but for my bestfriend.

"Poem, short song lyrics or short message?" He asked. Why did I even agreed to this? 

"Poem" I simply answered. 

"You sure? If it's for you, you would 100% answer poem" He joked knowing how much I love poems and prose. Maybe I'm romantic after all. 

"Why won't you just draw her? She once told me she loves it when someone drew a portrait  of her" She even asked me to draw her. I would love to but I really get insecure about basically everything I do and my drawing would definitely won't do justice of her beauty. 

"You know what? You're right! I will buy some pencils and sketch pad tomorrow" 

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That day she went to our office. It has something to do with paperworks. I don't really feel good that day as if I already knew something is about to happen, and I'm right. Their office will be moved far from us. She will still go to our building if there's something they need but not that often. 

"Stay here" I said. She contemplated for a bit but then decided to stay. I don't really talk that much. I just want her there, by my side.

"We're gonna move out tomorrow" she said. I know she doesn't want to leave. I can see it by the way she said it and by the way she suddenly get serious. 

"Why? Stay here" I said in a childish way to lighten up her mood a little bit. She laughed a little bit and said she also doesn't want to leave.

"I want you here" I whispered but loud enough for her to hear. We both smiled then burst into laughter. We talked for an hour completely forgetting the time. I noticed her blinking a lot and rubbing her eyes. I quickly grabbed my eyedrops and gave it to her. 

"Thankyou" she said after she used it and was giving it back to me. 

"Keep it" I playfully winked at her. She smiled again. We realized that it's been an hour and she really need to leave. I wanted to hug her but