Lua woke up before anyone else and went to get a shower. When she got out of the shower, she saw that Rina was up and putting some eggs on the boil.   "Can you put a couple on for me?" Lua asked.   "Sure thing," Rina said, putting two more eggs in the pot. "I'm making soft-boiled eggs. Do you want soft-boiled or hard-boiled?"   "Soft-boiled is fine," Lua said. "You want me to make some toast?"   "Sure," Rina said.   A few minutes later, Rina and Lua were sitting at the table, eating breakfast while everyone else was still sleeping. Rina looked at Lua while they were eating. "What's wrong, Lua?" she asked. "Your eyes are red."   Lua rubbed her eyes, wishing she hadn't cried so much. "It's nothing," she said, "I got some shampoo in my eyes when I was in the shower."   Rina put her spoon down and looked at Lua, raising one eyebrow for emphasis. "Oh, really?"   Lua sputtered, frustrated by Rina's unwillingness to let her get away with this. "No, really. I'm fine," she said, trying to put on a brave face.   Rina rolled her eyes, picked up her spoon, and started eating again. "I don't believe you," she said, "and I'm willing to listen whenever you want to talk about it."   "It's nothing, really," Lua said. "I'm going to do my dishes and then go for a walk."   "You want me to come with you?" Rina asked, throwing away her eggshells and joining Lua at the sink.   "No, I kind of want to be alone for a while. I've got some thinking to do."   "Okay," Rina said, drying the dishes as Lua washed them.   ^ ^ ^ ^ ^ ^   They had the morning off, then after lunch Manager-nim was supposed to come pick them up to come record some radio promos. As lunchtime drew near, Suyeon looked around. "Has anyone seen Lua?" she asked.   Rina looked up from the magazine she was reading. "She was going to go for a walk this morning. Isn't she back yet?"   "No," Suyeon said, looking worried. "I'd better go look for her."   Suyeon put on her shoes and headed out to look for Lua. She went down the stairs and decided to start by checking the arcade, then the park. The arcade was busier than usual for a weekday morning, but none of the people there were Lua. Suyeon left the arcade and headed for the park. There were some boys throwing a frisbee around. There were some little kids on the playground, with their moms sitting on benches chatting while they watched them. Down by the edge of the lake there was a man sailing a remote control boat. Suyeon headed back toward the apartment, hoping that Lua had turned up while she was gone. When she started to go up the stairs, she thought she saw something moving under the stairs. Climbing down she walked around and saw Lua sitting under the stairs.   "Lua," Suyeon said. "what are you doing?"   "I just needed to be alone," Lua said.   Suyeon noticed that Lua was slurring her words. She narrowed her eyes and looked closely at Lua. Her eyes were red. Suyeon sniffed. "You've been smoking." It wasn't a question.   Lua turned away from Suyeon, leaning against the wall. Suyeon came and sat down by her. "What's wrong? Why did you do this?"   "Because no one would care anyway." Lua closed her eyes. A tear was running down her cheek.   Suyeon put her arm around Lua's shoulders. "Of course people care. I care. The other OT6 care. Rina and Elly care. The Ki-Lings care."   Lua tried to pull away, but Suyeon was holding her to tightly. Lua tried to stand up, but Suyeon pulled her back down. She sat down too hard and knocked her head against the wall. "Ouch," she said, rubbing the back of her head.   "Talk to me," Suyeon said, "please Lua - talk to me."   Lua pulled out her phone, loaded a webpage, and handed the phone to Suyeon. "Look at that."   The title of the page saw "Who's your Weki Meki bias?" Yoojung and Doyeon were at the top, with about 20 thousand votes each. Suyeon was third, with about 10 thousand v