사는 법 (How To Live)

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That weekend, after a busy week of schedules, Sungjae and Joy finally got to meet again. After recording for Inkigayo, Joy went straight to BTOB's dorm while the rest of the members went home to rest. 

 

Sungjae: Sooyoung-ah!! You're just in time, come here, come watch the show and tell me what do you think about it

Joy: Oppa's show? All the butlers?

Sungjae: Yea, we've aired quite a few episodes now, the ratings aren't very promising, so I want to know what others think about it and how we can improve

Joy: I haven't had the chance to watch it yet, but I've heard it's pretty interesting? 

Sungjae: Eunkwang hyung, Changsub hyung!!! Come out and watch, you said you'll monitor the show for me!!!

Eunkwang: Is it starting already?

Changsub: Coming!!

 

The four huddled together on the sofa to watch the show.

The episode started off with a hike up a beautiful hill that was completely covered in snow. They suggested a game to guess who their master will be, and receive a punishment if they get it wrong.

Sungjae laughed hysterically as he watched himself shove a handful of snow down Sehyung's shirt on TV. The others also squealed as they watched the snow fall into his shirt.

 

Joy: Omomo!!!

Eunkwang: That's crazy!!!

Changsub: It's gotta be freezing colddd...

Sungjae: It's a good thing I didn't guess!!

 

As they continued to watch, the cast finally met their master. Their master for this week's episode was the Nation's Father, Choi Bul Am.

 

Eunkwang: Wow~ Choi Bul Am sunbaenim, daebak!

Joy: It's been so long since I've last seen him on TV

 

After their hike on the hill, the cast sat down with Choi Bul Am and began their mission of reciting their favorite poem. Known as the sentimental one, Sungjae volunteered to go first. Feeling nervous, he cleared his throat and began to recite the poem, while the soothing music of "Beautiful" (Goblin OST) started to play in the background.

 

Sungjae: 
나태주 의 <사는 법>

그리운 날은 그림을 그리고
쓸쓸한 날은 음악을 들었다
그러고도 남는날은
너를 생각해야만 했다

Na Tae Joo's "How To Live"

On the days when I missed you, I drew a picture
On the days when I felt lonely, I listened to music
On the days when I had nothing to do, I had to think of you

 

Lee Sang Yoon: Wow~

Choi Bul Am: That was really nice 

Seunggi: Why did he have to think of her?

Sungjae: Because that was the only way he could live. When he had spare time,  after doing everything he could, he had to think of her to live.

Choi Bul Am: It sounds like he has a broken heart

Seunggi: That's right~ *teases Sungjae*

Sehyung: Did you break up with your girlfriend?

Sungjae: What...?? *Laughs frantically* That's not what happened...

 

While watching the scene, Sungjae's face turned bright red. Feeling embarassed, he hid his face behind a cushion. 

 

Changsub: What was that Sungjae-ahh~

Eunkwang: You totally got caughttt!!!

Sungjae: I didn't think they would say that...!!! I totally didn't know how to respond, I was so surprised when they said that 

Joy: Then why'd you pick such a sad poem?

Sungjae: I just picked my favorite poem... It was a poem that I really liked back when, you know... 

Joy: Oh... When I decided we should stop ignore each other...

 

The room suddenly fell silent. Eunkwang and Changsub stole glances at each other while staring at the two. It was a heartfelt poem that accurately portrayed how Sungjae had felt back then. It perfectly captured everything he felt, and everything that

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leily_09 #1
Chapter 11: I recently just became a bbyu shipper and I've been badly craving for bbyu moments day after day. And now, I'm just glad I ended up here discovering this awesome fanfic or else, I think would go crazy imagining things on my own.

Thank you for this dear author. Even if it's a fanfic, I really do love how you write the characters so well.
BTOB_BBYU #2
Chapter 36: Chapter 36: I feel sad reading the last part of chapter 36
Universe12345
#3
Chapter 28: Holy . I've read tons of s on this website but half of them don't even make me feel anything. Maybe it's because we always portrayed these two as innocent and young that it felt intense? Like they're starting to breakthrough on each other's barriers? Dear god. This is so hot.
Universe12345
#4
Chapter 8: There we go! You do it like a man ma man Sungjae-ssi!
Raaachet #5
Chapter 61: Awwwww! Amazing. Thanks for writing this!
Raaachet #6
Chapter 44: It would’ve been really funny if some guy came up and just started flirting with Sungjae.
Raaachet #7
Chapter 41: This chapter reminded me of “Flower Boy Next Door” and “Radio Romance”!! I knew it was the manager, but I still feel so MAD!
Raaachet #8
Chapter 36: Sungjae seems a bit too free. I expected him to be really busy since his schedule seems to be really packed irl.
Raaachet #9
Chapter 15: A bit too close for friends, don’t ya think? Not that I mind or anything.
Raaachet #10
Chapter 14: I love BTOB so much. This is honestly the first Bbyu or really any Korean fanfic i read that made me cry.