Forgiveness

Took My Breath Away

The locker room was so quiet. No one else was around but me. The only sound that could be heard was coming from my hairdryer. I got frightened a little bit and decided to put the hairdryer at the maximium heat so it could dry my hair faster. The thing I hated the most in this world was being alone. And second was being alone in the dark. Then cockroach came close at third.

After I had finished drying my hair and brushed it, I quickly put on my coat and switched the light off. The building was still pretty crowded eventhough it was already 9 pm. I said 'Hi' to the other trainees in my batch and gave bows to the other ones who already trained way long before me. I didn't feel tired eventhough I had been practicing a new dance routine that the songsaenim gave me since morning. I didn't feel like going home yet, and besides, I was already on my winter break. So I decided to go to my favorite book store to buy some novels to accompany me when I wasn't working my off in SM.

I carefully looked around before I went down the stairs. I narrowed my eyes to get a better look at the recording room on the opposite end of the building. I saw the light was still on, so that meant the Super Junior members were still in there. I heard from Minyoung unnie that they were at the building that day to record their latest Japanese single. I quickly strolled down the stairs before any of them got out of the room. I wasn't in the mood to meet any of them. It had been a liitle pass a week since Kyuhyun annoying act and Eunhyuk oppa surprising question. I had been trying to stay out of the radar since then. I stayed as far away as possible from them in the waiting room and I left the music station right after they finished their performance. I hated complicated things. So I chose to run away if I met one.

I sighed in relieve once I reached the main hall. Emuahahaha, I, Song Nara, have once again successfully escaped the Super Junior members. I was humming cheerfully when suddenly I saw someone was sitting on the couch near the entrance, playing with his cellphone. My expression immediately dropped at the sight of the said person. Tsk, seemed like I speak too fast...

He lifted his head once he heard my footsteps. "Seems like someone in a good mood," He said with a half-smile as he stood up from the couch.

"Not anymore," I murmured my answer as I walked passed him as quickly as possible.

He didn't say anything and kept on following me. I fastened my pace and about to walked out of the parking lot when he caught my arm and turned me to face him.

"Hey, slow down will you?" He said in a calm voice and steady breath while holding my arm in place, just to make sure I wasn't trying to escape from him anymore.

"What do you want, Kyuhyun-ssi?" I glarred at him.

He frowned at me but kept his voice calm, "What I want is for you to tell me what I did wrong. Why are you avoiding me?" 

"I wasn't..."

"Don't lie," He cut me.

Wait, did he just called me a liar?! I couldn't hold back my anger any longer and snapped at him right at that moment.

"You... You're the most horrible and obnoxious person I've ever met! What did I ever do to you?! Just because I liked you so you think you can just walk all over me?? Wasn't it enough that you humiliated me in front of all those people and treated my feeling like it was some kind of trash?!" I took a deep breath before i continued my rant. By then I realized I was already sobbing and my cheeks were already wet. But I didn't care, "you can't be nice at one moment and treat me horribly at the next one!! Stop messing with me and just leave me alone!!" I yelled the last sentence in frustration and sobbed uncontrollably.

I tried to yank my arm free, but his grip was too strong. I tried pushing his hand away and hitting it so he would let go, but he didn't even winched. Then suddenly I felt my head crash into something warm. I soon realized that Kyuhyun held me to his chest with his other hand behind my back, holding me close to him. I was too tired to fight, so I just continued crying in silence against his chest while he moved his hand that was holding my arm to the back of my head.

"I'm sorry," was the first words he said after I calmed down a little.

"I didn't know I've hurt you this bad," he said while brushing my hair softly, "I'm a selfish man. I didn't think about how my actions will affect other people. I just... I didn't like it when I saw you getting so close to Hyukjae hyung. Don't ask me why, I don't know the answer myself. I'm so sorry if I hurt you..."

His voice was so deep and soothing. I could feel that he was sincere with his words. By then I had totally calmed down and felt a little bit embarassed having cried and sobbed in front him.

When I didn't say anything, he spoke again, "Are you still mad?"

I reluctantly lift my head from his chest and looked at his eyes. "No," I shooked my head weakly.

He smiled sweetly and wiped away the trails of tears on my cheeks with his thumb. I blushed madly at his actions but didn't do anything about it. I couldn't deny that I like being in such close proximity with him. I just hoped he couldn't feel nor hear my heart that was pounding crazily against my chest.

Suddenly he chukcled and had this cute smile on his face. "What?" I asked him confused.

"You're so small, Song Nara." He was already laughing softly when he said it. I was wearing flat boots and my height only reach the middle of his chest.

I hit his chest playfully, "Yah! You're the one who's way too tall for a normal human being!" I let go from his embrace and watched him laughed at my words. I didn't really wanted to let go, but I was afraid things would get awkward if I stayed.

"Were you planning on going home? Let me take you," Kyuhyun said, still chuckling.

"Nope, I was actually heading to a bookstore. But thanks for the offer, sunbaenim." I was back using formal languange at him. My cheeks was burning when I remembered that I used banmal and yelled angrily at him. Geez.. what were you thinking, Nara-ah?

"Now now, you can't just do that," He frowned at me. I frowned back at him, confused.

"You can't just used banmal at me and then back using formal language again," he smiled at me before continued, "I believe I'm older than you. So you should call me 'oppa' from now on." He said it as if he was ordering me to do it, not asking.

I smiled widely at him and nodded my head along. "Okay, Kyuhyun oppa."

"You still wanna go to that bookstore? I wanna find some books too, can I come along?" He already opened the passenger door for me before I even said 'yes'.

I laughed at his action and nodded again. "Sure, oppa."


Is it too short? Well, I'm gonna post another chapter in about an hour. Wait for it ;)

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(Took My Breath Away) I'm not abandoning this story, don't worry. Your update is cmoing out soon :). Thank you for your patience :)

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rae1520
#1
Chapter 37: Whaaa~ omg please update soon, I need to know what happens to Kyu & Nara. Its such a great story♡
suju-elf4ever
#2
Chapter 37: I seriously miss this story so much :(
rochirusan
#3
Chapter 37: Hi! This is so random, but i was re-reading Kyu and Hyuk's story again and i just remembered how hooked i was with them :) i just really missed reading your stories :) hope you're doing well!
ninobelle17
#4
Chapter 37: waaa~~ please don't separate them again... no~~ did Nara already tell the CEO? is Kyuhyun too late to save Nara? did Jinyoung did it?? waaa~~ can't wait.. update soon Author-nim!! I'll look forward for it! :D
suju-elf4ever
#5
Pleeeeeeeaaaaaaaseeee update, I really like this story and miss it!
ecikurcaci #6
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kyu ert.. hhahaaa
poor hyuk.. but hyyk with ahreum now..
like ur story. hhhahhaa
Rainbowzjulia #7
Chapter 37: omg please update im dying here
evilbluemonkey #8
Chapter 37: Update pleaaaaaaaassssseeee!!! >,<
mynameis
#9
Chapter 37: im waiting for an update. dongseng, where are you?T;T
katharine #10
update soon.