An undecided future. (1)
My best yearsIt’s been four months that Namjoon had lost his mom. It was still difficult for him, but Jin and Jimin was there. Jin had taken a break week from his work to stay with him. Jimin regularly visited them during his free time.
Today, he didn’t have a lot of course. It was always the same routine since Namjoon’s absence. Going to class while worrying for his friend. It was becoming increasingly difficult for him. He didn’t know if Namjoon will be strong enough to overcome this step of his life. He took his stuff and leaved the course. He still had two course to go, but today it was too hard for him. He decided to spend his afternoon with Namjoon instead of studying.
When Namjoon opened the door, Jimin got welcomed with a bright smile. But he could feel some sadness in Namjoon’s eyes. They went to his bedroom. Jimin noticed Namjoon’s stuff in the living room. It was a mess of family picture with him and his parents. Some were torn apart, other have been scotch, and a few one were plasticized. He didn’t say anything but this scene made him sad.
At his bedroom, Namjoon spoke right away.
“You saw them, right?
-What… do you talk about?
-The pictures.
-Yes, I’m sorry. I know I shouldn’t have look-
-It’s ok, I was cleaning my mom’s stuff; and I got surprised when I saw that she kept intact all the picture with me on it. It’s kind of weird to think that she didn’t remember me but still she cherished me.
-Namjoon, she is your mom. Even if her mind was gone, her body didn’t forget you. It may sound weird but I think, that deeply in her heart, she knew that you were precious to her before the accident.
-You may be right…. Thank you Jimin.
-You’re welcome Nam.”
Jimin searched in his bag, the CD that he wanted to offer him. He felt useless to see Namjoon down and had decided to brought him a gift. It was not something expensive but he hoped that it will be bring him pleasure. He remembered one day when Namjoon and him hang out. Namjoon literally fangirl over an American rapper, and was excited for his next album. When the album was out, Jimin quickly brought the CD with an autograph in it bef
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