Eternal Five

Description

Title: Eternal Five
Author: [info]kyouya3 /kyouya-sama 
Length: Chaptered
Pairing: OT5 
Rating: PG-13
Genre: Angst, Drama, Tragedy
Summary: DBSK disbanded and Jaejoong blamed himself for it. He disappeared for some time and when he got back on his feet, he decided to bring s back. Could he do that? Meanwhile, what happened to him while he disappeared? Questions would be answered as the story went on...
Author's notes:
I'm dedicated this to my dear friends and readers who gave the inspiration and fought with me together at this hard time, especially nemosmknimh, she's the source of ideas for this fanfic. Thank you very much for all of you. Remember, no matter what, always keep the faith! Hope till the end and forever five!

Foreword

PROLOGUE


Looking at the night view from his car window was his favorite things to do these days; he didn’t sleep, at least he tried not to.

The sky was dark, no moon or even a single star, nor the Cassiopeia, the star he adored the most. He took a deep breath as he recalled how much time had passed. Too long, it’s just too long. One year three months to be exact, yet, it felt forever for him. 

He missed them…

…so badly.

Wind made his dried tears even more invisible. Yes, he cried, but not much. He didn’t like to be seen crying and he didn’t like crying in the first place.

Despite the silence that was killing him; he heard voices inside his head. He missed those voices…

Annyeonghaseyo! DongBangShinKi imnida!

If only he didn’t do what he had done, all of them might be still together. If only, he’s strong enough to win the fight, they would be together once again. If only, he didn’t do all of the futile resistance…

When one of us gone, we’re not DongBangShinKi anymore…

Yes, they’re not what they used to be. He wasn’t the lead vocalist anymore; he was no more than a single soul that had one wish to fulfill…

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JJ1006 #1
Chapter 20: Reading this again in July 2017.. Dunno how many times I have read this but I am still crying badly at the end of it after each time.
naznew #2
Chapter 20: Second time i read this story and my tears coming out again..
turyka #3
Chapter 20: OMG it's being so long since a story make cry so much...
Great work .
AKTF..
milkyboy_khun
#4
Chapter 20: And again uh-oh quick hide my tears before mum comes in and sees how well my "research" has been doing ... only the last few chapters and imma sobbing my eyes out ... gyah ... TT_TT JAEJOOONGG NOOOOO
milkyboy_khun
#5
Chapter 20: 50th time and still crying ... Wow ... Jaejoong you ... You are amazing
Jaejooooooooong nooooooooooooooooo ...
Mbk
milkyboy_khun
#6
Chapter 20: Read it for the fifteenth time and I'm crying my eyes out on my desk ... Well done, this ... This ...
*cries* Jaejoong ... You ... Just ...
*wails* the go back to their jobs don't they? The last concert ... *sniff* as long as they are happy ... <3 saranghe DongBangShinKi ...
Milkyboy_khun
TT_TT :'(
milkyboy_khun
#7
Chapter 20: I ... Just ... Can't ... Stop ... Crying ...
Jaejoong ... *sobs* ... WHYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYY
authornim how could you ...
The video ... Omg my pillows are wet now ... *sniffs*
jae died whyyyyyyy he was sick and srsly GREAT TIMING collapse right at the end of the concert. Wow.
O.o
but jae ...
TT_TT
anotherone_101
#8
Chapter 20: Also from your description it's scary how alike Changmin and Chansung (from 2PM) are ... Both one of the tallest in their group, both the youngest, both crazy about food, eeps! They really did break up in real life though??? And three people left? And now there's only two??????? How did that happen ... Exo has too many people, DBSK has too little guys (2)
A101
congrats!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
anotherone_101
#9
Chapter 20: Noo ... How ... Could ... You ... Do ... This ... To ... Me ... *sob* I'm crying now, and it takes a lot to make me cry. I aboely love this, it's amazing and soo emotional and sweet, why did they break up ... Jaejoong oppa died ... The video part ... *heartbreak* ...
Thanks you so much for this, except for the small unnecessary fact that I'm crying my eyes out and I have a test in 12 Hours. But seriously ... You are amazing ...
A101
*crying quietly under my bedcovers*
:'(:-)
stanwendy
#10
Chapter 20: This is my first time crying so hard after I read a story...