“Or…” you swallow nervously. “I . The endorphins help ease my pain and heal faster.” It’s getting worse

You don’t need to look to know that Himchan’s eyes are piercing at you. “How did you learn of this other method?”

“I have my ways, the next morning I was back to being normal. The doctor approved.” A moment of silence falls as you fight to keep your eyes open. “I need to get upstairs”.

Strong arms swiftly slid under your frame as Himchan carried you to your room. Drained of energy on the mattress you didn’t even thank the man as he paced by your side. A soft question made you open your eyes slightly

“Do you want me to you?”

“Wha-no!” you winced as your voice.

“No one can afford the V.I.P sick-”

“I’ll get over it. It’ll pass.” You cut him, before grabbing a pillow beside you to cuddle into. Silence fell, your breathing fell more even.

“Let me turn you on then.” A warm hand turned you onto your back.

No. “Himchan, listen to me”

“What” the deep husky voice responded, he was already hovering over you

“I’m not letting you have with me-”

“You can’t fall sick on us we need to protect-”

“I don’t care, I can easily let this pass but I respect you. I want to know if you’re okay with doing this, not just because of the job, because you’re hum-“

You were cut off with a kiss placed on your lips. “I can’t afford to lose you”.