It’s our 3rd year together today. I am sitting here, the food laid before my eyes still warm. In this neither long nor short time, we have done so much, gone through so much and not one moment was forgotten.

But you forgot the time to be home for dinner today. No actually, you remembered but you called an hour ago, telling me that you are working overtime. Today is important to us but it slipped your mind. The food has slowly went cold. The candles slowly dimming. I sat in the darkness until you flicked the switch on. I didn’t really know the time. You asked me why I was sitting without any lights on. My expression no longer carried any pain or sadness as I locked my eyes with you.

“Today is our anniversary,” the voice that came out sounded like my own but it felt strange as well.

“I… . I am sorry, Hongbin, I-“

The bouquet of flowers next to me landed on your face. You kept apologising until I stopped you.

“I know about Jaehwan.” The moment you stiffened, my hopes were also crushed. “Let’s break up.” I wondered how that left my lips and how my limbs moved on their own to pack my stuff, leaving you sitting on the floor.

The last word I said to you was “Goodbye” and the last time I saw you was three years ago. Even now, I still can’t forget even as my fingers brushed the beautiful pink envelope, even as my eyes found your name printed on the invitation card it contained.

You are somewhere in the corner of my heart as part of my memory because right now, someone else is holding my hand. And I know, my heart has already moved on from you.

>< I am sorry for the sad broken Leobin... 

I started a new Leobin fic and I have to say I am in a serious fix because nothing can come out... It pains me because I saw many subscribers and I don't know what I should do... Maybe I will write a bit more and end it short. To be honest, it is very unfortunate because I wrote, thinking that I could do it but suddenly my words don't come out anymore after a while. T_T