Sometimes, I wish we never met. That way, it will stop hurting, it would not have hurt.

Sometimes, I wish we met earlier. That way, understanding will come more easily, we would have understood what we lack.

Sometimes, I wish it never had to end. That way, I can still hold on to you and I won’t cry over losing you.

Sometimes, I wish it never had to start. That way, I never had to hold you and I won’t be indecisive.

Sometimes, I wish I can decide whether to hate you or love you. Because leaving you makes me sad and it is painful but leaving you also makes me happy and it feels like my burden is being taken away.

But there is one thing that occurs more than sometimes. That is every time, I wish to erase the bad things that happened, the good things that happened. I want to erase the memories of us back then.

I write occasionally to relieve myself from certain pain that happened in my life. I think it works for me. I think everyone has that particular sometimes as well.

Also, I really wanna update stuff and write but school is taking away all my brain cells. I am not sure if I should post shorts of the stories that it is in my folder. It is likely that some of them might not be completed in the end so I don't really want to disappoint anyone.

To my dear readers, should I post them or do you want to read them? O_O