He sighed as he once again saw an article about him......him who he regrets.....if I never met you.....what could have happened to you?....what could have happened to me?

"Hyung,could you help me with this please?" "Hyung,I don't know what to do?" "Hyung,what do I do?" "Hyung,could you do this for me please?" "Hyung~" "Chimchim~" "Jiminie~" 

He smiled bitterly at the memories coming back to him.He wished he could just forget about him.He wished he never met him.He wished he was just a dream.He wished he never appeared in his life.....because just his voice alone makes him weak....it makes him fall.....it makes him vulnerable....he'd always been strong.....he was always so brave but when it came to him he was nothing....it eats him up....he cries....he cries becaus of the pain....he cries because his pain is not anymore else than his heart.....it hurts him.....it hurts him because he longs for him.....he longs for the person he regrets....he longs for one person that makes him weak....the only person that knows him.....the one who understood him....the one who was always there for him....the one he was always there for.....Jeon Jungkook.....He wanted him..he needed him.....he needs him back....but that's impossible....he needs to hold the younger against him.....to protect him again.....to teach him lessons in life.....to be with him again......

He was gone....gone with the wind.....all because of that one time.....that one time where he got mad at Jungkook....that one day that he decided to let Jungkook alone......that one time....he raised his voice at Jungkook......that one time he found out.....how much Jungkook meant to him......because that one time....was the time he lost him.....the time he lost Jeon Jungkook....the time Jeon Jungkook called his phone and