A/N Some sh^tty af angst.Also Kookiemonster cuz we need more of this ship.

He nuzzled his head against the sheets as silent tears made their way from his eyes,holding the frail hand in his tightly as if afraid to let go.He looked at the frail boy on the bed,the heart monitor beeping steadily,his mask fogging up once in a while with his breath,empty chocolate eyes that once sparkled staring back at him.At this moment,he wasn't the fierce Rap monster;he was Kim Namjoon,a human.

"Hyung..." The soft voice asked.He looked up at the boy,raising a hand to slowly carress his once rosy cheeks. "Neh,Jungkook-ah?" He answered in a soft voice,different from his onstage self."Hyung,You promised you'll do anything for me right?" He nodded tearily,harshly wiping his own tears."Neh,I'll do anything for you baby.I will give you the whole wide world if I had to...." The latter let out a weak laugh."Don't be so dramatic,hyung."

"But it's true."

"Hyung,I'm tired." The younger bit his lip,taking deeper breaths."Jungkook,please don't." He clutched the hand in his tighter."Hyung,you said you'll do anything for me.Please let me rest....let me die." Jungkook let a few tears escape his eyes."Jungkook,please." 

"I'll do anything.....just not that."

"But I'm tired..."