(Goodbye)

 

As I lay on my bed.....Trying to close my eyes.........5 Minutes after that.................My big brother knocked on my door...........

 

ELI:Shiee!!!

Me:What is it??

ELI:Open the door!!

Me:What?!?! (Opened the door)

ELI:Monica called.......

Me:So??

ELI:Their dad wants you to go to the airport......

Me:What for??

ELI:Xander hyung is leaving.......

Me:WHAT?!?! (Surprised)

ELI:They are going to Canada....

Me:Why?!?!

ELI:I don't know!! Maybe that's the reason why he said all those things to you last night!!!

Me:What?!?!

ELI:He doesn't want you to know that he will leave......So he decided to be harsh.......

Me:That!!!

ELI:Monica told me that their flight is 11:35am.........

Me:Should I go??

ELI:Of course!!

Me:Why??

ELI:Shiee!!!

Me:Why??

ELI:Because.....You have to settle this issue......And you two should have a formal break-up.......Not like this.....

Me:I was thinking about that too.......Formal break-up after he leave........

ELI:So??

Me:Should I go??

ELI:Shiee!!!

Me:Okay okay!!!

ELI:Good^^

Me:What's good?? I'm just gonna say good bye to him........

ELI:Okay....Say whatever you want.......But don't blame me if you will cry infront of many people while seeing him leaving......

Me:Whatever!! (Closed the door)

ELI:Hey!! That's so mean Shiee!!

Me:I know!!

 

Eusebio's residence...............................

 

Uncle A:Good morning........

Monica:Good morning dad.....

Uncle A:Where did you sleep last night??

Monica:On the sofa.....

Uncle A:And why??

Monica:Because I don't want to forget to call at unnie Shiee^^

Uncle A:You are the same with your big brother......

Monica:Heheheh^^

Uncle A:So what did she say??

Monica:Actually it was her big brother who answered her phone......

Uncle A:Okay.....

Monica:I told ELI oppa to tell unnie Shiee to go to the airport....To see oppa one last time......

Uncle A:So today....Let's just pray that your big brother's girlfriend, Shiee will come and appear at the airport.....

Monica:I hope unnie will come......

 

It's already 9:56am......................And I'm still lying on my bed..................Thinking if I should go or not...........Looking for all the reasons and possibility...........Like;

--If I'm going to see him for the last time.......What am I going to say to him?? Cry again??

--But if I'm not going to see him.......I will regret it..........

--Should I ask him why did he lied??

--But if I'm going to ask him....Will it be okay or not??

--Should I ask for a formal break up with him??

--But what if he doesn't want to break up with me?? Impossible...

 

These are the examples that are currently playing on my mind....................And they having a great time jumping up and down........

After 15 minutes of thinking and draining my brain........I decided to go and see him one more time.......Not because I will interrogate him......But ask him a formal break-up...........

 

Eusebio's residences.................Parking lot...................

 

Xander:So we are really going to leave huh........

Uncle A:You still have time to back out son......

Xander:No dad.....It's okay....

Monica:Aigoo~~

Xander:What's wrong Monica??

Monica:Nothing oppa........

Auntie Chungmi:Shall we??

Uncle A:Okay.......

Monica:Bye bye......(Looking at the window of their car)

Xander:I will miss everything.......

Monica:I will miss everything too......Including Shiee unnie..........

Xander:Uhmmmm.......

Monica:I will miss her.....I will miss the day that I cooked a breakfast for her.......

Uncle A:You cooked a breakfast for her??

Monica:Yes dad......

Uncle A:When??

Monica:2 days ago.....When she slept over in our house......

Uncle A:She sleep in our house??

Monica:Yes dad.....

Uncle A:Where??

Monica:In my room^^ (Lying)

Uncle A:Is she pretty??

Monica:Yup...And she's very nice^^

Auntie Chungmi:Hey....Stop it you guys.......I'm already tired of my conscience......

Uncle A:Why??

Auntie Chungmi:Since I heard that Xander is her boyfriend......My conscience didn't stop following me.....

Uncle A:That's weird.......

Monica:Yeah mom....You're weird.....

Auntie Chungmi:It's already 10:15am and we're still on the road.......

Xander:Patience mom......

Monica:Oh!! It's unnie Shiee's house!!!

Xander:Yeah....(Looked at the window)

Uncle A:So that is your girlfriend's house.......

Xander:Yes dad.....

Uncle A:Don't worry son........She'll be there.....

Xander:What?? I don't get it......

Uncle A:Never mind it son....

 

10:30am.........Still lying on the bed.......My ged!!!

 

ELI:Hey!! It's already 10:30am!! And you're not yet ready!!! Get up and prepare yourself!!!

Me:Okay!!!!

 

Then I went inside my bathroom to brush my teeth and take a bath...........Scrubbed my whole body......And soothe it with the body wash..........

10:47am.....................Done taking a bath and brushing my teeth.........Next......Put on my clothes.........Comb my hair and put on my shoes........

Exactly 11:00am.....I'm done with everything..........So now....I have to go to the airport............

 

Me:Bye oppa.....(Running downstairs)

ELI:Take care and good luck.....(Sitting on the sofa)

Me:Okay......

 

I ride a cab......So that I won't be late........Thank God that there's no traffic jam......Or else I'm gonna be oh so dead........

 

Airport......................................

 

Xander:Wait....I have to grab some coffee.......

Monica:Okay......

Auntie Chungmi:Double time.....

Xander:Okay.....(Walks away)

Uncle A:Where is she Monica?? (Referring to me)

Monica:I don't know dad........

Auntie Chungmi:Pray that she'll come.......

Monica:Mom?? (Surprised)

Auntie Chungmi:WHAT?? I don't want to be the reason why your big brother is sad.....

Monica:Too late mom....Oppa is depressed....

Auntie Chungmi:Okay okay...I admit it....It's all my fault.......But I didn't know that he's also going to have some difficulties dealing with me......

Monica:Since when did he doesn't gone into difficulties dealing with you mom??

Auntie Chungmi:Since I didn't came here??

Monica:Correct!!

Auntie Chungmi:Hey! Stop teasing me!!

Monica:Hehehe...Sorry mom^^

Xander:Shall we go now??

Uncle A:So fast......

 

11:15am when I arrived at the airport.......After getting off the cab...I started to look for him as soon as I can........I wandered around the airport...........Looked at the souvenir shop.........Same with the snack bar area.........But not at the departure area

 

Departure area.....................................

 

Me:Come on!! Where are you!!!

 

As I turn around....I bumped on someone...........

 

Me:Oops! I'm sorry...(then I looked at him)

Him:Ack! My clothes! What the heck?!

Me:Oppa??

 

Flash back of our first meeting..............................

 

Me:Oops! I'm sorry...(then i looked at him)

Him:Ack! My clothes! What the heck?!

Me:I'm really sorry...I didn't mean to bumped on you...

Him:It's okay never mind(He looked at me...BLANKLY...)

 

Back to the reality................................

 

Xander:Shiee??

Monica:Unnie!!!!^^

Me:Monica??

Xander:Why are you here??

Me:Uhmmmm......

Xander:Heven't you had enough......I said that I'm tired of loving you right??

Me:You are lying!!!

Xander:Now I'm the liar here??

Me:Yes!!

Xander:Then prove it!!

Me:You didn't told me that you are gonna leave......You only said those things to me because you don't have the courage to leave me behind.......

Xander:Should I report everything to you??

Monica:Oppa!!

Uncle A:Son.....

Xander:Let's go.......We're gonna be late.......

Auntie Chungmi:No! You stay here and settle this!! No one is leaving until you two are settled this issue.....

Xander:Mom let's go!!

Auntie Chungmi:No!!

Uncle A:Let's go....Let's leave them alone first......

Auntie Chungmi:You...Settle this first...Or else....(Referring to Xander oppa)

Uncle A:Let's go Monica.....We'll wait for you inside son........(Walking away)

Me:I just want a formal break up before you leave......

Xander:That's it??

Me:Yeah.....

Xander:Okay........Good bye.....

Me:Huh??

Xander:I said good bye.....I'm now officially ending our relationship....

Me:Okay.....(Cried)

Xander:Good bye....(Walking away)

Me:I hate you!! I really really hate you!!! Why are you being so rude to me!!! (Shouting loud)

 

I don't care if there are many people looking at me..................And caught their attention........Who cares!!!

He stopped after hearing those thing coming from me..............He looked back at me.............And walks toward my direction.....

He hugged me................And then............

 

Xander:I'm really sorry for lying......I didn't mean to do that......(Whispering in my ears)

Me:Oppa.......

Xander:All I want is to let you know that even though I said those harsh words for you......I still love you and it'll never change......

Me:Hey......

Xander:I don't have the courage to tell you that I'm leaving.....I don't want to see you cry.........

Me:Is that the reason why you asked me that time.....When we played on the rain??

Xander:Yeah.....

Me:I see.....

Xander:So please........Let me know if there is someone better than me that you're going to meet next few years......Let me know so that I can be ready.......

Me:What??

Xander:I don't want you to leave me hanging like this........

Me:I won't...........So will you promise me??

Xander:What??

Me:That you will come back for me??

Xander:I promise.....

Me:After??

Xander:After 4 years.....

Me:That's so long..........

Xander:I know......But I will surely come back for you....

Me:Okay..........

Xander:Your palm??

Me:I accidentally cut it.....

Xander:What??

Me:Don't mind it......You should go now.....

 

Then he let go of me..................Stared at me..........Then kissed me........Like it will be the last kiss of our lives.........He kissed my lips and forehead for the last time...........

 

Me:Bye bye~~

Xander:I promise that I will come back.......

Me:Take care........

Xander:You too

Me:I love you........

Xander:I LOVE YOU TOO.......

Me:See you soon........

Xander:Bye~~(Waved at me)

 

Being separated with someone that you really love....Doesn't mean that it will take both of you forever.........A lot of ups and downs of my life happened......Including experiencing love..........A one true love.......

 

SEE YOU IN THE BOOK 2^^

-Shiee