(Confusion)

Stupid brother!! I know that he misses unnie so much!!! Why does he have to keep it??!!! Why does he need to act like that?!?!?! He's not the only who got sad......That time.........Does he really need to act like that?!?!?! He's too harsh!!!! He's to COLD!!!! WHY?!?!?!?!? Why oppa?!?!?!? I keep on asking myself why is he like that........

I didn't attend my afternoon class.....I was really not in the mood that time...So I decided just to wait fo my big brother......And for sure...He already knew that I was absent in my afternoon class......

Me:Ah! Oppa!! (Waving at him)

ELI:Hey.......

Me:How are you??

ELI:I should be the one who's asking you that......

Me:Hmmmmm?? (Absent minded)

ELI:I heard that you are in the clinic this morning.......

Me:Uhmmm..Yeah....Why??

ELI:Are you having some problems???

Me:Nuh-ah.....(Disagreeing)

ELI:Then....Let's go home now.......

Me:Okay......

ELI:You didn't attended your afternoon class...Why??

Me:I was waiting for you.......

ELI:You're not gonna LET ME OFF THE HOOK.....Are you??

Me:Uhuh!!

ELI:Good luck about that.......

Me:Ah!! Wait...Just wait here......

ELI:Hey!! Where the heck are you going......

Me:Just wait for me....I'll be back.....What flavor?!?!?!?

ELI:Flavor??? Don't mind me!!!

Me:Okay!! Be right back^^

ELI:Gelatissimo Cafe'.........Ice cream shop??? Ah.....I almost forgot...Shiee loves ice creams.......

Inside the Gelatissimo Cafe'.........................

Cashier Lady:Good afternoon ma'am.....

Me:Good afternoon^^

Cashier Lady:So what is it going to be ma'am......

Me:Hmmmmmm.....(Pointing every single flavor^^) I want this one.......

Him:I want this one......

Cashier Lady:Okay......2 scoops os Panna Cotta

Me:Huh?!?! (It's him!!! AGAIN?!?!?!?!?!)

Him:Ehhh??

Cashier Lady:I'm sorry...But we can only serve one more Panna Cotta ma'am.......

Him:Then it's mine.....

Me:No!! I'm the first one here!!!

Him:I was here before you came......

Me:Well....She took my order first....

Him:Well..I was the first one who paid her.......

Me:Aish!!!!

Him:Okay...Give her the Panna Cotta.....

Cashier Lady:And for you sir???

Him:Pistachio.........

Me:Pistachio??? (Whispering)

Cashier Lady:So one Panna Cotta & one Pistachio.......

Me:Thank you......

Him:No big deal^^

Cashier Lady:Here you go ma'am and sir^^

Him:Thank you....

Me:Thank you^^

Cashier Lady:Thank you sir...Thank you ma'am...Come back again.....

He pushed the door for me...........

Him:Here you go^^.....

Me:Thanks again^^

ELI:Hey!!!!!

Me:Oppa!!

ELI:Why it took you so long??

Me:I was..... (I looked back at him)

ELI:Huh?!?

Me:He's gone?? (Doubting)

ELI:Let's go home......It's getting dark now.....

Me:I'm sorry if I've kept you waiting.......

ELI:It's okay.........I know that this is your happiness

Oppa pushed the gate.......

ELI:Ladies first......

Me:Thank you^^

ELI:Change your clothes now...Then go down.....After......

Me:I will........

ELI:I'll prepare the dinnner......

Me:Okay.........But aren't you gonna change???

ELI:I will....After I'm done preparing.......

Me:Ahh...I see.........

I went upstairs to to change........Then I suddenly remembered......I saw him again......I am realy really really confused now......I always see him......But why???? And......What the heck!!!! I need to go down now.......Or else my big brother will explode again.........

ELI:Shiee!!!!!! (Shouting downstairs)

Me:Coming!!!! (Shouting back from upstairs^^)

ELI:Dinner is ready!!!!

Me:Okay!!! Be there in a minute.......

ELI:Okay.......

Dinner........................

ELI:It's already 7:00pm....

Me:Yeah....(Chew chew chew)

ELI:Here...Taste this.....

Me:What's that???

ELI:My specialty........

Me:Ahhh!!!SHRIMPS & SCALLOPS!!!!!

ELI:Hahahaha!!!!

Me:Oh I will taste this!!!!

ELI:Help yourself........

Me:By the way oppa......(Trying to start the serious conversation)

ELI:What is it???

Me:Aren't you happy because unnie Allyn is back??

ELI:Why should I??

Me:Because she's you friend???

ELI:She is??

Me:Oppa........

ELI:I don't wanna talk about it.......

Me:Why???

ELI:Don't ask anymore.....

Me:But oppa.......

ELI:Shiee......

Me:I just want to know why.......

ELI:You don't have or need to........

Me:So you're telling me......That........

ELI:Just eat.......

Me:Are you mad at her??

ELI:No.......

Me:Then what?!?!?

ELI:What do you mean "WHAT?!"

Me:What's wrong with you?????

ELI:Nothing.......

Me:Oh!! So nothing is wrong.......

ELI:Bingo.......

Me:Yeah....Nothing is wrong....But acting COLD IS SO DAMN WRONG!!!!!!

ELI:What??? What did you just said??

Me:You want me to repeat it???

ELI:Go ahead

Me:Why are you acting so cold?!?!?!

ELI:I'm not......

Me:Then if the word "COLD" doesn't fits you....Maybe......

ELI:Maybe what?!?!

Me:Maybe NUMB will do............

ELI:Don't try my patience Shiee........

Me:Then don't lie to me!!!!

ELI:I'm not!!!

Me:You're not?!?!?!

ELI:Yep.......

Me:I PITY YOU oppa.......I really do........ (Throwing a tantrum)

ELI:Don't throw your tantrums on me Shiee!!

Me:I'm not!!! (Shouting while running upstairs)

ELI:I don't really get her.........

I slammed the door of my room so that he will know....That I'm so freakingly mad at him!!! Aish!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! I'm so damn mad right now!!!!!!!!!!!!

I thrown myself at my bed............I don't get him!!! Why does he keep on denying it......While I can easily read him..............He keeps on lying to himself.........I really don't want him to be like that........I'm very uncomfortable............

Dinning Room..............................

ELI:Why do I keep on running away?!?! Why am I acting so cold?!?! Am I getting more and more selfish?!?!?! Am I lying to myself again?!?! My little sister.....I know that she's also worried.....And I know that I still like her.......So no doubt.....She can easily read me........Thanks ALLYN!!!! Now that you're back.....I'm CONFUSED AGAIN!!!! How am I supposed to forget you?!?! If you keep on appearing again and again in my dreams?!?! Huh?!?!?

TELL ME SHRIMPS!!!! TELL ME!!!!! (He's gone mad.....He's even talking to the shrimps now^^)

Now that my little sister is mad.....I think I'm still gonna be the one....Who will wash the dishes tonight........Shoot!!!I didn't even think about that!!! I shouldn't made her mad......So she can wash the dishes!!! Stupid me!!! PABO!!!!!! Aish............

My big brother still likes unnie right??? But why does he have to keep it.......He doesn't need to lie......I can understand him.....And I'll always will...........I'm here to understand him.....I'm here to support him.....But why??

This is the first time I saw my big brother so confused........

(Shrimps & Scallops^^ Big Brother's Specialty^^)

See you in the next chapter^^

-Shiee