(Temper)

He's mad right?!?! He's gonna kill me?!?!?He will!!! I really don't know what to do......I want to apologize to unnie.....I didn't mean to say all of that.......Unnie!!!! Forgive me!!!!! Wahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh!!!!! What will my big brother do to me?!?!? Is he going to hurt me?!?!? I can't think normally!!!! I'm so scared.............

He dragged me infront of all the students....He doesn't care if there are a lot of people staring at us.........He's not afraid of being humiliated.....But I do...........Even Kris Anne and Dong Ho......Saw what happened........Omo~~What am I going to do..........

Me:Oppa......

ELI:..........................................

Me:Oppa..........................

ELI:Shut up.........

Me:They are looking at us.........

ELI:I DON'T CARE.........

Me:But I do.........

ELI:it's not my problem anymore Shiee..........

Me:Oppa............I'm hurt.........

ELI:Where???

Me:You're holding my arms too tight......And it's already swollen.......

ELI:It's okay.....

Now he's acting that I'm not really hurt!!!! I'm so pissed off!!!

Me:Look!!! (Tried to remove his grip)

ELI:Don't even try..........

Well.........Whether I like it or not.....I can't move my arms anymore........His grip is too tight..........

Outside the campus............Students are still looking at us.......Trying to figure out what's going on.........Even if they try......They will have no clue.....Except if that girl will speak..............

Walking down the street............................

Me:Ah!! Oppa!! I want an........

ELI:No!

Me:Oppa!!

ELI:NO!!!

Me:Ice cream!!!!!!(Trying to get away from his grip)

ELI:I said no!! (His grip is getting more tighter and tighter)

Me:I want an ICE CREAM!!!!!!!

ELI:NO!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Me:I want!!!

ELI:NO!!!!!!!

We keep on saying the same word again and again.....................Until we reached our house.............What?!?!?!?!?!?! That fast?!?!?!? Aish!!!!!!He opened the gate....Still not releasing his grip........Then he opened the door........I switched on the lights.....I was trying to ......But it didn't work........He pushed me to the sofa........Then he started scolding me......Like this......

ELI:WHAT DO YOU THINK YOU'RE DOING?!?!?!?!

Me:I'm not doing anything..........

ELI:YOU'RE NOT?!?!

Me:I'm not!! (Defensive^^)

ELI:THEN EXPLAIN ALLYN?!?!?!

Me:Wow!! You remember her!!!!

ELI:DON'T TRY ME SHIEE!!!!!!

Me:I'm not!!!!

ELI:THEN EXPLAIN.......

Me:What am I going to explain?!?!

ELI:EVERYTHING!!!!!

Me:Huh?!?!?

ELI:EVERYTHING!!!!!

Me:What do you mean "EVERYTHING"???

ELI:EVERYTHING THAT HAS A CONNECTION WITH ALLYN!!!!!!

Me:Who's Allyn?!?!?

ELI:PARK ALLYN!!!!!!!!

Me:Ahhhhhh....Unnie?!?!

ELI:YES.....YOU'RE  UNNIE!!!!

Me:Well......I meet her when I was at the garden.......

ELI:NOT THAT!!!!!

Me:Then what?!?!?

Okay....We're not connected with each other.....I don't understand what does he want..........He wants me to explain......But he's not accepting it......What does he want me to explain?!?!? I'm trying to explain how did I met unnie......But........... Aish.........

ELI:WHY DO YOU WANT ME TO BE HER FRIEND AGAIN?!?!?

Me:Why?!?! You don't want her to be your friend?!?

ELI:STOP MAKING ME LAUGH SHIEE.........

See!! I don't get him!!!! What am I going to say?!?!? If he keeps on making me feel that I'm wrong!?!?!

Me:I'm not....I'm way too serious here.......

ELI:SO AM I!!!! SO TELL ME......WHY?!?!

Me:Okay....I'm gonna answer your question if you're not gonna lie to me......

ELI:DEAL.......

Me:I want you to be her friend again.......Because....

ELI:BECAUSE WHAT?!?!

Me:Because I know that you like her...

ELI:NO....I DON'T LIKE HER......

Me:See!!! You even break our deal!!!

ELI:I DIDN'T!!!

Me:You just did!!!

ELI:NO!!!!

Me:Yes!!!!

ELI:THEN....TELL ME.....

Me:I TOLD YOU....NOT TO L.I.E!!!!!!

ELI:I'M NOT!!!!

Me:You are!!!!

ELI:NO!!!

Me:Oppa!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

ELI:I DIDN'T BREAK OUR DEAL..........I'M TELLING YOU........

Me:I don't believe this.........

ELI:SHIEE....LISTEN TO ME........

Me:I'm not going to.......

ELI:KIM KYOUNG SHIEE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Well....That is the first time he called me.........In my FULL NAME..........I'm scared........Really I am......

Me:Still not listening......

ELI:WHETHER YOU LIKE IT OR NOT.........

Me:What?!?!

ELI:TOMORROW........

Me:What?!?!

ELI:YOU'RE NOT GOING TO TALK TO HER ANYMORE!!!!!

Me:What the heck?!?!

ELI:I TOLD YOU...WHETHER YOU LIKE IT OR NOT!!!!!

Me:But!!!!!!

ELI:NO BUT'S!!!!

Me:SO UNFAIR!!!!!

ELI:DIDN'T I TELL YOU?!? THAT LIFE ISN'T FAIR?!?!

Me:I'm still gonna talk to her.......

ELI:IF YOU DO........WE WILL MOVE OUT HERE.....

Me:WHAT?!?!?!?!?!?!

ELI:YOU HEARD ME..........

Me:NO WAY!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

ELI:SO......NO MORE FRIENDS........NO MORE SWIMMING & VOLLEYBALL COMPETETION.........AND MOST OF ALL......

Me:What???

ELI:NO MORE NEARBY ICE CREAM STORE!!!!!

Me:Hah!!! Like there are thousand shops of Gelatissimo!!

ELI:IN CHINA??????

Me:CHINA?!?!?!?!?!?!?!?

ELI:YES......WE'RE GOING BACK TO CHINA........

Me:Why?!?!?!

ELI:WE'RE GOING BACK IF YOU WILL NOT LISTEN TO ME..............

Me:Oppa.......(I think I'm gonna cry....)

ELI:I'M SORRY SHIEE.......BUT I THINK THIS IS FOR YOUR OWN GOOD........

Me:For my own good?!?!? DAMN IT!!!!

ELI:YES......

Me:YOU'RE SO SELFISH!!!!!!!!

ELI:I KNOW.....

Me:This is the only truth that has come out of your mouth........

ELI:I PROMISED YOU......

Me:Yeah....I know.....You promised me.......You promised me that you will not allow someone that will hurt me........

ELI:PHYSICALLY AND EMOTIONALLY (Interrupting me)

Me:You do........But I can't believe......

ELI:I'M REALLY SORRY........

Me:I understand.........Sometimes......Promises......

ELI:ARE MADE TO BE BROKEN............

Me:I know.........Don't worry......From now on......

ELI:I'M SO SORRY.........

Me:I'll listen to you............EVERY SINGLE WORD YOU SAY...............(I'm crying.....Infront of him...)

ELI:SHIEE............

Me:It's okay...No....It's not okay......

ELI:......................................................

Me:I'm not going to eat........

ELI:YOU LOST YOUR APPETITE??????

Me:No....I lost EVERYTHING........

ELI:WHAT?!?!

Me:I lost my big brother's love..........

ELI:NO......

Me:I do......

ELI:NO SHIEE.........

Me:I'm gonna be fine.......

ELI:I STILL LOVE YOU........

Me:Action speaks louder than words.....Oppa........

ELI:BELIEVE ME SHIEE...........IT'S JUST THAT......

Me:That what?!?!? That you can't forgive her??

ELI:NO..........

Me:Then what?!?! You can't seem to find your way loving her again?!?!

ELI:NO........

Me:WHAT?!?! WHAT?!?! WHAT?!?!?

ELI:I DON'T WANT TO BE IN PAIN AGAIN........

Me:Huh?!? (I'm sobbing now)

ELI:I'M GOING TO BED NOW...........GOOD NIGHT...........

I'm so mess up right now.......I can't believe that he's doing this to me......I'm his sister......I'm his best friend.....I can't accept the fact that he is still stuck on his past...........I'm really frustrated.......I don't know if I can sleep........I don't know if I can bring them back together.......I don't know what's happening to him..........What will be the solutions......What will be the consequences.........

I decided to stay at the living room.......Trying to calm myself down......Trying to understand him........Trying to let him go and teach him to move on......But I can't seem to find the way out of this.........I didn't even dare to call Kris Anne......Because I know that she will also can't sleep if she's thinking of me........Even Dong Ho.....For sure He and unnie will rush to come here as fast as they can........But I can feel that my body is not following me again..........I even commanded myself to drink some milk........But I'm still sitting here...Thinking about my big brother's conditions........What if I didn't listen to him.......Will I ever see them again?!?! Kris Anne.....My best friend......Dong Ho.....Soon to be Kris Anne's boyfriend.......And unnie Allyn.......Soon to be what?? The 4 annoying girls.....Will I ever gonna receive some threats?? Or that will be the last one today??? And Xander..........Will I ever get the chance to meet him?? Or he'll be forever mysterious to me??? I can't stop my tears flowing........I tried......But they won't listen to me..........He didn't even tried to control his temper..........

It's already 3 in the morning..........I can still see my big brother's lights on.......Is he sleeping??

Big brother's room.............................

I don't know why did I do that.........I didn't know that I can't control my temper anymore........Why did I gave some conditions to Shiee.......Why did I let her feel that I don't love her anymore?? Is she going to be alright?? Is she going to curse me from what I've done?? I only said those things because.......Because what?!? Because I'm trying to avoid Allyn?? Or I'm scared to be in pain again.......I know......It hurts so much when she did that........But time passed.......I even tried to look for her......When Shiee told me that Allyn is back.......I was so excited to see her......But why am I like this?!?! Why did I ignored her......Am I going to let her go again?! For the 2nd time?? Or I'm gonna tell her that I still love her and even though she did that........I found out that I MISSED HER SO MUCH........................If I'm going to face her......Is she gonna forgive me......For acting so cold.....For acting like she doesn't exist anymore.........For trying not to remember and know her..........For all the pain that I gave her........Is she going to forgive me......And for Shiee......Will she understand if I explain everything?? I'm so confused right now.......

Will my brother and I going to be alright again?? Or this will be the beginning of our ending??

(Our Lonely Living Room....Where I Stayed=| )

See you in the next chapter^^

-Shiee