(Anxiety)

What's up with him?? What's taking him so long??? Is he okay??? I think he need some private time in the bathroom first.......No.......I'm the one who should be there................I'm the one who eat this couples' ice cream so much..........I hope he's fine.....Am I really his girlfriend?? Or just a girl who's a friend?? I shouldn't think about that.......It's way to far from the reality......Way too far=((

Then I saw him approaching me........

Xander:So how's the ice cream??^^

Me:It's creamy^^

Xander:Hahaha^^

Me:By the way.....I heard that you're the president of the student council??

Xander:Hmmm?? Oh~ Yeah...Why??

Me:Nothing........I was just surprised.......

Xander:Huh??

Me:Why would a HANDSOME guy like you......And the president of the student council wants to meet a girl like me.........

Xander:What's wrong with that??

Me:It's just weird......

Xander:No.....The one who's weird is the people who's always want to get some juicy issues about me.......

Me:Yeah...That's weird......

Xander:Tell me if you're done eating your ice cream..Okay??^^

Me:Sure.....

Xander:I'll drive you home....

Me:No it's okay......

Xander:No it's not.....

Me:What if Ki Bum oppa is waiting infront of our house???

Xander:I don't care.......

Me:What?? (Omo!!!!!!!)

Xander:I said I don't care.......

Me:Why??

Xander:You know how to use an excuses right??

Me:Yeah.....

Xander:Then I'll use the power of excuses^^

Me:Hahahah!! That's lying......

Xander:So??

Me:That's bad.....

Xander:No it's not a bad thing.......

Me:It is.....

Xander:You want me to give an example???

Me:What??

Xander:Just what like what happened a while ago.....

Me:What's that??

Xander:You lied........

Me:I lied......

Xander:You lied to Ki Bum......

Me:I did?? (Acting stupid)

Xander:Hahaha!! Don't even try to deny it....It's not gonna work^^

Me:Okay..I did lied.....

Xander:So...That's an example of excuse........

Me:Ahhhh~~ Cool.....

Xander:Silly girl^^

Me:The sun is setting now.....I have to go......

Xander:I told you that I'll drive you home......

Me:No need......

Xander:Are you sure you're going to be okay??

Me:I'm always okay^^

Xander:I don't think so.....

Me:Okay okay....I'm not always okay......Happy?? (Teasing him)

Xander:No...................................

Me:Huh?? I don't get it......

Xander:Never mind.........Are you done??

Me:Yeah....

Xander:Okay...Let's go then^^

Me:Sure...............

I pushed the door...............................Not knowing that he'll do the same.......................So................Our fingers intertwined.................

Me:Oh......I'm sorry.....

Xander:Hmmm??

Me:No...Nothing at all......

Xander:Shall I walk you to the station??

Me:Silly.....Our house is near here......

Xander:Cool^^

Me:Bye now.....

Xander:Bye........................

Me:Thank you for making my day^^

Xander:My pleasure^^

Me:Bye bye^^ (Waving at him)

Xander:Keep safe!!^^ (Shouting behind me)

I know that I like him..........................But why do I keep on thinking that nothing is permanent in this world..........Like.....This infatuation won't last for long.................I know that it's very weird...But what the heck!!!! I should be happy and celebrate this day with Kris Anne and Dong Ho.........

Xander:I hope she'll be fine......It's getting dark now...........Is it okay for her to walk alone??? What if something happen to her?!?! For sure I'm the one who's going to be responsible for her.......I'm the last one who was with her.......I have to check her again........But what if.......No....No more what if's!!! Damn it!!!! I have to check her again!!!! I don't care if Ki Bum or Soo Hyun is there waiting infront of their house..............I just want to take away these anxiety I'm feeling right now.........

Then he rushed to check me.....As his promised^^

No one is waiting infront of our house......Oh yeah!! Kidding.....But I feel relaxed when Ki Bum oppa is not checking me all the time.........If he's like that...............I have no choice but to tell Gabbie the truth between me and Ki Bum oppa................I can see the lights of a car's headlights...........And I don't know who's car is it.........I'm already infront of our house...........It can't be Xander oppa...................I told him that I'm going to be okay.........And he shouldn't worry too much..............

Then the car behind me honked at me............As I look behind me..............I saw him......................It's Xander oppa..........

Me:Oh???

Xander:I'm not comfortable allowing you to walk alone here....................

Me:Ughhhhhhhh(Speechless)

Xander:I just want to check you...........

Me:You're not comfortable.........And you want to check me??

Xander:Yeah.........

Me:Why????

Xander:You can't take away my anxiety Shiee........

Me:Huh???

Xander:I'm worried.........

Me:Why??

Xander:Because you're walking alone..........And the street lights are not yet switched on.........

Me:I know.............But I'm used to it.............

Xander:Okay.............Just checking on you...................

Me:Thank you....................

Xander:No.............It's okay................

Me:I will go inside now...............

Xander:Bye.......

Me:Good night.......

Xander:Good night............

So he really did checked me if I got home safely.........................It's good to know that he's caring.........I hope he'll never change................Especially when the time comes that everything is not complicated anymore........................

Then I opened the door of our house..................And I can smell the food now...............Yum yum^^ What's our menu for tonight?? I'm sure it' will be delicious...............It's my big brother who's cooking it..............For sure it will always be delicious to me^^

ELI:Shiee?? (Shouting from the kitchen)

Me:Yes oppa..............It's me!! (Taking off my shoes)

ELI:Where did you go??? (Approaching me)

Me:I was with Xander oppa.............

ELI:What??

Me:Yeah.........

ELI:Ohohohohohoho=)) (lol)

Me:What?!?!

ELI:Ayieeee........^^

Me:Huh?!?!?

ELI:Ahahahahaha!!!

Me:Yeah right......You know what.....I can smell that you are cooking now is burning..........

ELI:What?!?! (Rushing to the kitchen)

Me:Hahahaha!!!

ELI:Go upstairs and change.......

Me:Okay^^

See you in the next chapter^^

-Shiee

Xander Oppa's Car^^ Nice Ride^^