Who am I?

My sweet nerd

" He's coming soon." I repeated this time in front of my father who was equally as shocked as i was and had no say in words.

" What can i say Ilhoon. It's been a long time since i haven't seen that boy it will be great to see him again. I mean...you won't...hate him right? It's not his fault you know-"

" No dad I won't. I'm actually quite happy to see him." I say reassuring my dad and I am not lying I can't wait to see him. A week from now is quite too long for me to wait but I will wait patiently I can actually feel the rush in my veins just imagining that i can finally see him again! I can't wait to tell yongguk, Soohyun, and Mir- Well maybe not Mir but he will get to know. I speed walk back to my room to grab my phone which was thrown on the bed earlier by me, I dial yongguk's number and wait for his response.

Ring.....Ring.....Ring...

" (pant) (pant) Hello?" I hear Yongguk's voice gruff but breathy like if he's been running or something.

" Are you running?" I ask curious to know why he is panting so much.

" (pant) (pant)....."

" Yongguk?"

" Ugh what do you want?" Yongguk groans.

" Um I just wanted to let you know that-" I got interrupted by a loud moan in the background and shushing. My eyes dart open as soon as i realise what i just walked into.

" Sorry, carry on."

" Gross! Dude if you were in the middle of making out you should have told me" I say quickly ending the call before he could defend himself. I then debate in my head whether i should call soohyun or not, We hardly hang out. Actually pretty dangerous stopped hanging out together ever since sungjae got in the picture and i think to myself how it has come to this. I dial Soohyun anyway and it took a while before he finally picks up.

" Yes?" Soohyun spoke with his usual motionless voice.

" Hi Long time no.... see?"

" Agreed." 

" So....did you get the message?"

" What message?"

" From him, he's coming."

" I did."

" okay....." I respond. Me and soohyun never really talk on the phone because of this exact reason. awkwardness. " Alright that's all I wanted you to know, goodbye then." I say

" okay." He says and we both hang up and i immediately feel relief. I had nothing to do but to rest so i lay in my bed trying to just think until i hear a knock on my door. " Who is it?"

" Hyung?"

Sungjae.

" Come on in!" I say sitting up in bed. He opens the door and looks around my room before shyly looking down and smiling. " What is it?" I find myself trying to hide my smile.

" Um hyung? T-there was something i forgot to give you a few days ago." He says still looking at the floor and I notice that both of his hands were hid behind his back like if he is hiding something.

" W-what is it?" I ask nervously. Sungjae stays quiet probably debating with himself, I hope he doesn't regret his decision to come to me, Maybe i make him uncomfortable. He pouts a little and then he walks towards me handing me a medium sized rilakkuma bear that fits right into my hands.

" That." He says bluntly looking anywhere except me.

" Thanks." I say smiling and he returns the smile before leaving. When the door closed behind him i look at my newly bear and smile at it unconsciously. I'm not a fan of sweet and cute stuff like flowers or teddy bears, I usually throw away those kinds of gifts away but i'll make an exception. Just because he's Sungjae.

~~~~xX Sungjae

I don't know why i felt so nervous giving the toy to Ilhoon, I didn't feel nervous giving it to minhyuk, Mr.Jung, to mir, yongguk, to parents, and so on forth I just don't know what Ilhoon has been making me feel lately. I go back all the way downstairs to the first floor and enter my lovely room so that i can go back to watch detective movies or just movies that could make me think hard on problem solving instead of thinking about him. Fifteen minutes later and I was already into the movie when I heard the doorbell ring. I forgot that I invited Jackson over so I didn't answer it, thinking that it was someone else's company until I heard Mr.Jung calling for my name.

" Sungjae! Sunny boy you have a guest." Mr.Jung said. His voice sounding rather strange.

" Coming!" I responded running out of my room happily. I see Mr.Jung and Jackson standing near each other, Jackson smiling and Mr.Jung not quite happy. " Jackson~" I chirp hugging him and he returns the hug. " Nice to see you too Sungjae." He says and we both turn to look at Mr.Jung who is still frowning slightly.

" Mr.Jung This is Wang Jackson my friend and Jackson this is Mr.Jung, Ilhoon's father."

" Nice to meet you." Jackson says bowing and Mr.jung nodded. " Have fun boys." He simply said and I swear I just saw him glaring angrily at Jackson before walking away. " So? Where's your room?"

" Right this way, sir." I playfully say acting like a butler while guiding him into my room that i made sure was perfectly cleaned, Well it's never unclean but there's always dust that count.

" Why thank you, sebastian." Jackson responds referring to that anime i saw a year ago.

" Oh my god, Jackson now we have Anime in common." I say smiling

" Dude really? Cool. Let's go watch some."

~~~

Jackson and I never really had a plan of what to do so we ended up watching anime, some scary movie, playing mortal kombat ( In which i almost vomit after every fatality. Who knew Jackson hyung likes those types of games? I sure don't.) And then we end up just talking.

" So do you have someone you like?" This was Jackson's next question after swarming me with tons of other questions. And in an instant I thought Ilhoon. I shake my head violently trying to get that thought of my head.

" No." I reply.

" Why did you hesitate?" Jackson asked his dark eyes staring at me.

" I-i didn't."

" Yes you did." Jackson is very persistent.

" I was thinking about it."

" Who you like?"

If I like anyone. In which I don't "

" Okay. I hope you're not lying yook sungjae cuz I have the eyes of the hawk and I got an eye on you." He said forming the ' I got an eye on you' sign.

" Okay my turn!" I say happily moving a game piece across the board. Yep we are playing chess. " What is your crush?" I ask. I can see a hint of blush on his cheeks and he hesitates.

" N-no one." He responds moving a piece.

 

" Why did you hesitate?"I respond mimicking him. 

" Boy don't you dare." Jackson sends empty threats and I laugh.

" Aww Wang Jackson likes someone." I say through my laughter and i start to coo at him.

" Fine. Fine I do like someone but amma be a man about it and confess unlike you who won't admit ."

" I'm telling the truth hyung I don't like anybody. So? Who is it?"

" And you expect me to tell you? No way!"

" Hyung~"

" (sigh) It is a boy at our school and he is younger than both of us. " Jackson begins and i nod my head urging him to continue. " He is actually my best friend. Can you believe it? I have a crush on my best friend!" Jackson says and I stare at him in awe, That is very cute having a crush on your best friend. " Actually it's not a crush I'm in love but.....I have been avoiding him Sungjae....for a week and i miss him so much."

" But why?"

" (sigh) Because I don't want to mess up our relationship because of my stupid feelings!"

" No jackson you shouldn't think that way. I think you should talk to him about it or at least find out his feelings for you." I suggested even though i was never good with advices but nonetheless Jackson smiled. " Thanks Sungjae I will." 

~~~~~~xX Ilhoon Short moment from earlier

I was listening to music on my phone trying to sleep as soon as possible because I was tired and sleepy but I couldn't find myself to sleep. I hold my rilakkuma bear tightly against my body inhaling it's scent and i wished it would smell like Sungjae but soon it will just smell like me.

I felt something grab my feet and i look up to see my dad pouting. I pull the headphones away from my ear and turn to look at him. " What is it dad?"

" Ilhoonnie~ Sungjae is cheating on you~ " He whines.

" Excuse me?" I say staring at him as if he were to be an idiot.

" Who is jackson?" He ask and I immediately became alarmed.

" Jackson?"

" Yes Wang Jackson or something like that." My father informed me and I couldn't help but to feel burdened. Jealousy? I don't know but whatever it was it was hurting me slightly.

" Nah dad it's just Sungjae's friend." I say laying myself back in bed. To be honest I was actually saying this to myself just to reassure myself.

" If you say so.." Dad was about to leave but i stopped him.

" Wait dad! Is he downstairs? Right now?"

" (sigh) yep"

" Okay thanks."

" Need anything else?"

" Nope."

~~~~~ ~~~~~xX Next day third pov

Sungjae Woke up the next day to have someone knock on the door. " Yes?" He says in a drowsy voice.

" It's me Ilhoon." The disembodied voice says.

" Hold on!" Sungjae practically yells as he jumps off of bed searches for any sign of uncleanliness in his room and fixes his bed to then rush to his private bathroom to wash his face. " Okay" He yells checking himself one more time. Ilhoon enters with a tray in his hands and he places it on one of Sungjae's glass tables. " Dad told me to bring you this." Ilhoon lied. He wanted an excuse to see Sungjae.

" Oh great! tell him i said thanks." Sungjae said and Ilhoon nodded standing there awkwardly. He got an excuse to see him but he didn't plan anything from there. Sungjae noticed this and looked over at Ilhoon. " Do you need anything else?" He asked.

" Nope. Not at all." He responded still standing. Sungjae shook off the weird actions and went to eat his toast with a side of bacon and eggs. " Sit down." He motioned Ilhoon to sit since it looks like Ilhoon wasn't going anywhere.

" Thanks."

" Ilhoon?"

" Yes?"

" Do you like someone?" Sungjae asked unexpectedly almost causing Ilhoon to choke on his saliva. He was panicking he didn't know what to say, he stood silent for a while which was a mistake.

" So you do like someone?" Sungjae said forcing Ilhoon to blush.

" I didn't say anything." Ilhoon tried to defend himself.

" Your silence said it all." Sungjae said smiling but he kinda wished Ilhoon didn't like someone he didn't know but he felt quite jealous.

" Y-yeah i guess i do." Ilhoon trailed on with silence.

 

 

 

" W-who is it?" Sungjae finally asked and Ilhoon stood frozen he needed to be saved but how? When this mansion is peaceful and quiet, When sungjae's parents worked on the day, when his dad must be upstairs, When Sungjae's friend was probably ing yongguk, when they were alone. And finally it happened.  A miracle. 

Just as Ilhoon was about to lose his mind his phone rings a tune.

" Uh...Do you mind if i get this?" Ilhoon asked taking  his phone out of his pocket to see a text.

" Y-yeah sure." Sungjae smiled going back to eat his breakfast.

Ilhoon looked down at his phone and smiled to see who the message belonged to.

~~xX IlhoonBeAr // two years ago\\

Hyung how is chicago?

~~xX ChicagoBABE // two years ago \\

It's very nice i missed my family. brb i gotta do something. bye!

~~xX IlhoonBeAr // two years ago \\

Bye hyung~ (╥﹏╥)

~~xX ChicagoBABE // yesterday \\

Ilhoon i think i'm coming back to korea in one week idk. plz respond

~~xX ilhoonBeAr // yesterday\\

Really hyung! Omg you r coming back!

~~xX ChicagoBABE // yesterday \\

Yep. idk when tho I'm excited. ☆*:.。.o(≧▽≦)o.。.:*☆ omg yay! 

We will c each other bro!

~~xX ilhoonBeAr // yesterday \\

I've missed you hyung. Can't wait to see you! I love you

~~xX ChicagoBABE // yesterday \\

Love you too bear ( ̄ε ̄@) (⌒▽⌒)♡

~~xX ChicagoBABE // Today \\

I'm at your door. I think...............

~~~~~xX Author-nim Xx~~~~~

Hey guys it's another update and what do you think of this story so far?, what should i improve? who do you think is coming back even though it's obvious.   (¬_¬'')ԅ( ̄ε ̄ԅ)                I love mortal kombat! anyone else? no? okay........

 

I have another question

Who do you guys think should be bottom? Sungjae? or Ilhoon?

at first i was aiming for sungjae to be bottom but now i just don't know. plz guys i need you to answer this even if you don't like to comment i need more than 2 or 3 people commenting on this question because i want to make a clear decision. there is no way that this story has 2k views (in which i'm eternity grateful for) and only 3 or 7 people vote and comment it's not fair~ so plz guys? do me a favor and help me

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Jaggum #1
Chapter 35: Author nim please update new chapter
We are waiting
sw7296 #2
Chapter 35: I love iljae so much!!! ?
iljae1234
#3
i love this story so much pls update authornim????
Vivalarevolution
#4
Chapter 35: Awwwww
ChloeExodus #5
Chapter 34: Thank you so much for the amazing update!! :") I really love this story and have been a patient fan for a while now~! <3 I wish you all the best!!
Kittycatknight #6
Chapter 34: Yay you're back!!! :D Thankyou for the update :) looking forward reading the next chapter!!
kkeuchi
#7
Chapter 34: Thank you for the update! Hhhhhh i sincerely hope something happens on the trip ;)) Mr. Jung doing all of us a favour and shoving iljae together!!
Kittycatknight #8
Chapter 33: Thankyou for updating !! I am patient :) looking forward to the next chapter !!! I have a feeling its going to be a rather eventful trip
LoveLoveJagiyeol
#9
Chapter 32: Will you not update this anymore? I wish you'll continue updating this. I really like the story. :)