There wasn't one part of your body that wasn't aching, you pried your eyes openly slowly and winced at the light in the room "Sweetie?" You heard a soft voice call to your right and you moved your head "Hey _____" Xiumin was sat at the edge of the bed, his hair pushed off his face, although he was smiling you could see the tiredness on his usually bright face "Why does everything hurt Minnie?" You whispered rubbing your forehead with your hands "Don't do that...." he pouted before sighing "You have a really bad fever, you've been asleep for two days" His tone was laced with worry "Two days?" You mumbled sitting up, it was a hassle but you couldn't stand laying down any more "Here...." he fluffed up the pillows and moved them so you could rest against them "I'm....really sorry" You shut your eyes and sighed "For what?" "Causing everyone so much bother..." Tears pricked your eyes but you tried to keep them away "Hey....sweetie don't cry" His voice was calm and soft, you opened your eyes "You're all always worrying about me and I don't like it, in fact I hate it" You sniffled keeping your gaze on your hands "Come here...." He shuffled beside you and pulled you onto his lap "Listen to me...we all care about you so much because we love you, our lifes are complete now because you're here with us" His headed rested on your shoulder and you heard him sigh in content "No matter how much you dislike us worrying about you, I'm afraid none of us will stop" he paused "Both Junmyeon and Kris worry more because they're both the alpha's and they have to do everything to make sure you're always safe" He sighed "I don't want to go back Min" You trembled "Why don't you? Was it one of the K side in your dream?" You just nodded "Who?" You tensed "K-Kai" The panic was rising within you once again and yo