He was so sad when he started to tell me. His eyes went watery and his voice was shaking. I patted his shoulder and he nodded.

"Give me a second please." he said I nodded.

"Take your time." he cleared his nose and started.

"Everything started after Minho got his first big project. He bareley meet AeMin but she was so nice and they started the relationship after just a few weeks after they meet. He was so in love with her and to be fair, she looked in love too. I really thought she will stay with him forever. I am sorry to say this Taemin, but they really looked great together." he told me and my heart felt small. It was not nice to hear the person I love looked better with someone else.

"No worries. I wanna know your story. Tell me everyhing." Onew nodded and carried on.

"Their love story was nice and lovely. I couldn't help but fall in love with her. She was so carring and sweet around Minho and they were so lovely dovey all the time. After a few months I was completly in love and totaly mad after her."

"Did you told her?" I asked and he said to wait.

"I only thought of Minho. He is my bestfriend and I wanted him to be happy. Probably he wouldn't fell good to know I was in love with his girlfriend. So I kept quiet and the months passed, I was suffering like never before. I started to drink. And drink alot. My job was in danger because I started to miss work. I was all the time in bed, all day, recovery from previous nigh drunk station. Minho tried to help me, he did not know why I was in that stupid state but I started to avoid him. I was the manager of the project he was working, and still did not appear for a few days at work. I was like that for a few months. Minho started to make excuses for me to the CEO. Anyway the CEO knew what was happening. Knew I was wasting time in pubs, drinking all my money and crying after a woman."

"How, how did you recovered?"

"The Christmas came, and Minho and Aemin left 2 weeks before Christmas for holiday. They went to California for a whole month. That month I was alright. I mean,"  he paused and averted his eyes, looking outside the window at the people passing by the small coffee shop we were in "I was alright when I coulnd't see her. She started to become someone from my past, and it made me feel better. I started to recover after they left. But soon the holiday was over and they come back. I had a nice Christmas. I could smile again, I could stay for a whole day without drinking any alcohol. When they came back, and saw her again, my whole body started to tremble. It was a sunny day, cold, extremly cold, but sunny. I was in my apartment, reviewing some documents and trying to see what I’ve missed from work when suddenly the door bell rang. I went to open the door and there were them. Minho and Aemin. Smiling. I fell into milion pieces when I saw them both. I tried to smile, for Minho, he is my bestfriend and I did my best to not hurt him.”

“I feel soo sorry for you. You’ve been a great friend, Minho is surely lucky to have you.” I said and he smiled.

“Thank you.”

“I wanna ask you something. Can I?” I was afraid to ask but still… I needed to know.

“Sure. Ask me.”

“Do you…. Onew, do you still love or feel anything for AeMin?” Maybe I was bad for thinking of such a thing but I couldn’t help but hope Onew was still in love with AeMin and they maybe … can go live somewhere else, leave Minho and me be together, they could live together, raise their kid together and me and Minho have a happy life. Onew still have feelings for that woman maybe they can have a family.

“I don’t really know Taem. I must admit that seeing her made me feel a lot of things. But I don’t know yet if there is any love feeling between the other things I felt when I saw her.”

“I see. “ I said and felt sad. Probably he is mad with her for leaving, when she left.

“She was the love of my life. The person I most loved in this life, the person who dissapointed me, the person who played me foul, the person who killed me milion times, the person who gave me strenght to carry on. I don’t know exactly how I feel right now.” I nodded. I can understand him.

“After they came back, I tried my best to avoid them, especialy AemIn. Minho saw me, and asked me why I don’t go out with them as I used to do, why I don’t like to meet him and Aemin. I told him that I don’t like to go out with them, that they are a couple and they should go out together, and I am not comfortable to gou out with them. I also told him that …. Anytime he wants to go out with me, I will go, but only when is just him. When there are only men, not women with us. He kinda understand me.”

“Yes, well is quiet normal, right?” Onew nodded.

“A few months was alright. Weeks and weeks passed and I barely saw her. Which was good cause I could have my normal life back. I tried many times to find someone else. Never worked.”

“Excuse me, do you want more coffee?” a waiter came. I nodded but Onew asked for a hot chocolate instead of coffee.

“So, one day, during the summer time, when Minho was working late, I was home, and ….” He stopped not knowing how to express himself.

“That evening my door bell rang and she was there…. Smiling. She told me she came to talk to me. She said she noticed how sad and lonely I looked in the days we meet. She did not know I was sad because of her. But whatever, then she said she believes I need a girlfriend. So she came to my door to ask me to go out with one of her friends. I thought for a second and to be fair, I wanted to push her out of my apartment and close the door. I was angry for a second when I heard her proposal. I was so mad after a few minutes hearing her stupid idea. Of cours, she didn’t knew about my feeling. I calmed down, and told her I was going to think about her offer. She left. She left me with a bitter taste of annoyance.”

“So what did you do?”

“Well, I ignored her offer, tried to let time pass, thinking that maybe she will forget about her offer. But no, after two weeks she came again to my door. I refused her. And then she came again. I was out but I found her waiting for me at my door. I refused her again. I told her I don’t want a girlfriend. She insisted. She came again and again. And one day I went extremly mad, and in front of my door we started to shout at each other. We quarell for a few minutes when I couldn’t take it anymore and shouted in her face how much I loved her since I meet her, since she starte her relationship with Minho.”

“Huh?” I gasped.

“At first she was surprised but then she started to follow me wherever I was going. Our paths started to meet almost every day. Suddenly I saw another side of her personality. She was a woman ready to cheat on Minho. The autumn is a nice period of time. She used this small detail she knew about me, that I love autumn, to make me fall deeper for her. Everytime I was out to read, in the park, she suddenly appeared there. She kept texting me to meet her in the parks, or have a coffee in a very romantic place. And so we started to meet everyday. Minho did not know about this. Aemin was now different in my eyes. Not only the sweet woman and carring as I saw her while she was with Minho. Now I could see her true personality, her normal self. I could see her happy face, or sad face. I could see her angry, mad, I could see her bored. I saw her crying and pleading. She stared to hug me and try to kiss me. I always rejected her. December started. I am not sure what she wanted from me, she wanted to cheat on Minho with me or… I don’t know.

“You’ve been loving her for a long long time, Onew. I admire you.” He nodded.

“We had a terrible quarrel in my apartment on 3^rd December, and after that day, she didn’t came back for a few days. Did not texted me, did not phoned me. Which was weired, cause she used to text me and ask me to see her everyday. Then on 13rd December Minho told me she decided to leave. Leave the country. So I started to drink that day. Really sad for this, understanding from Minho her decision, the gravity of her actions I went to that pub and drink. Minho was sad for losing Aemin because of me. I felt guilty. I felt bad.”

“Onew. Don’t blame yourself. Is not your fault.” He nodded.

“Maybe it is, maybe not. Maybe I share the blame with Aemin, but definitely I shouldn’t have loved her.”

“I believe Aemin was not ment to be with Minho.” He smiled.

“Yes, he is yours. So anyway, drinking my soul out that evening, Aemiun suddenly came there. I don’t know how she found me but she was there. And then we went to a hotel, rented a room and yes you know. In the morning, when I woke up she was in the shower. When she came back she smiled to me and dressed herself. I was in bed, angry with myself. Before she closed the door to leave she told me ‘It was worth to use drugs on you. This way I could have you for one night. Thanks Onew’. So, she drugged me in that pub. She put something in my drink.”

“What? I can’t believe her! Omg Onew.”

“After that day I never saw her again till days ago, with Minho.”

“Omg, she drugged you.”

“Yes, she dissapeared a few days before Christamas, then Minho and I came to that sky resort for that project, we meet you and everything changed. You know the rest.” I nodded.

“But Onew, she … she is a bad woman. If she did this…”

“Yes, Taem. I know, we have to do something to stop Aemin ruin Minho’s life. I know and I can feel that baby is mine. I don’t know why is she pretending to Minho’s.” I could only look in his eyes and read the sincerity in them. I nodded and smiled. Onew is a great man. We have to stop AeMin.