"who is kim.."

tina's voice rang in my ears.. somehow i didn't know how to answer her.. i'm so shocked when she asked me that question.. cuz something inside my heart telling me that she is kim.. but now, she asked me who is kim? i don't understand all of this.. why.. why did god sent someone that got the same face, attitude and everything like kim, if only just to remind me of kim..my heart already broken into pieces just like our marriage, and now.. it just gotten more worse and my heart can never  be fix again..

"pie.. who.. who is kim.." why she didn't answer me.. her face turn out really shocked and sad at the same time when i asked her about kim.. what is their relationship actually? who is kim for.. for her..?..

huh.. she never stop unless i tell her who is kim.. "tina.. actually.. kim.. kim is my.. my ex-husband.." there, i told her.. i   told her about kim.. but why did her face seems so shocked.. her eyes wide open and hang loosely..looking at me.. her eyes never blink  even for a  second..

WHAT?!! her.. her EX? WHAT!!! it can't be right? no.. kim never told us she married already! ok i understand if she didn't tell me.. but seriously! she never told  her status even to our mom.. but what happen actually? why did. why did she say kim was her ex? they divorce? what happen actually.. but ya.. first off all, i really need to make sure that her kim and my twin kim is the same person, 

"ehem,.. pie.. umm.. if you don't mind.. umm..  why did you say that she was your ex? and where is she now?" i asked her carefully, i afraid i will hurt her feeling..  but it's too late.. her eyes suddenly teary and her tears pour down freely on her cheeks.. she seems really broke down.. she cupped her face and cry heavily.. i couldn't stand to look at her like that.. it really hurt me.. so i hug her tightly in my arms..

"we divorce tina.. our relationship turn upside down and it end with divorce just on our 6 years anniversary night.. huhuh.. she.. now.. she.. she's dead.. and already leave me forever.. why.. why tina... why did she leave me.. i can't live without her.."pie crying heavily on tina's chest.. she can't stop herself from crying.. the wounded in her heart start bleeding again..

"i feel so regret tina,..so heart broken.. that night when we met again after 2 years we divorce, i broke her heart again.. i tell her the news that i'm going to remarried with someone.. i could see that she's hurt and her eyes start teary.. but.. but i didn't do anything to stop it.. i just let it be.. and when i wa