"if you don't want this anymore, it best if we separate"

 i release the door knob and feel like i can't control my own hand.. i stumbled backward and trying to flashback what kim had just say just now.. i watched her slowly make her way out of the bathroom and went to the sliding door.. she avoided my gaze on her and walk pass me.. i try to find my voice back as i walk closer to her..this can't be true right? i meant she really love me, and now,,. no.. it's not true she want to divorce me..

"kim..." my voice cracked as i speak to her.. i can feels my eyes turns blur but i held them back..  "kim.. you just ..kidding ..right? you can't.. be serious ..right?" even how hurt i am that moment i still 100% hoping that she didn't meant her words just now..

"what if i didn't pie..? " i winced at her cold voice.. i know she's a stupid jerk with a stupid attitude but she can't be serious to let me go right?.. i saw tears pour down her cheeks as she's trying to find words to say.. "i thought you'll be happy if i made this choice pie.. i.. i always hurt you.." i can heard she sob louder.. my eyes become teary as i gathered my spirit to talk to her.. but my mouth can't produce any sound.. i just stand and look her crying infront of me..

i jumped a bit when she slammed her hand to the glass sliding door, and a trickle of blood go down from her injured hand..she sigh heavily before turn to look at me.. "pie.. lets.. lets just finish.." i cut her before she finished her words..

"why?.. why you want to end everything that we have now? why kim? is it because of that woman?!" my mouth become functional suddenly when she say that she want to end our relationship.. seriously, we've been through this gor 6 years! and now sheeasily want to end it?!.. "answer me kim! is it because of that woman?!" my tears now already pour down my cheeks.. this time i didn't make an effort to hold them back. i want she see how hurt i am and the pain in my eyes when she decided to choose that woman over me her own wife..

i come closer to her and now we're just inch away.. i didn't back even a bit.. if it's true that our relationship will end at this night.. our anniversary night, i want to heard the truth.. th