I WANT TO PROMOTE MY OTHER FANFICS WHICH WILL BE UPDATED SOON. I HOPE YOU GUYS WILL SUPPORT IT TOO BECAUSE TAETEUK IS MY FIRST GIRLXBOY OTP :D

HUNHAN/TAETEUK FANFIC- http://www.asianfanfics.com/story/view/1014269/one-more-chance-leeteuk-taeteuk-taeyeon-exo-luhan-sehun-hunhan - this is more on hunhan my favorite boyxboy otp ^_^ 

HERE IS ANOTHER TAETEUK FIC- http://www.asianfanfics.com/story/view/1015671/instagram-secret-love-angst-leeteuk-romance-snsd-superjunior-taeteuk-taeyeon - I am really putting so much effort in this fic because my feels is overflowing for taeyeon and leeteuk ^_^ check it out! you might not like it for the characters but maybe for the plot or story itself :D 

Another day has passed and Luhan is still confused with Sehun's behavior. From time to time he could feel him watching his actions. I am really glad that I finally met again my childhood crush. I don't really why he doesn't remember me but maybe in the near future. I wonder if something happened. He seems to be someone that won't easily forgot a memory but he still gives me that looks though.

The first time I saw Sehun, I know he will give me troubles. He is that kind of guy you read in fanfictions. He is  popular, rich, handsome, cool, jerk and sometimes clever but always keep that poker face. Maybe that's why his smile and laugh looks too precious to me. He is actually cute. I see perfection in him but i know many of his flaws. Those imperfections I will gladly accept because that's how I like him but then it's something deeper perhaps?

"Luhan, why are you alone here? It is cold." the guy I'm just talking about just have to enter the scene.

"I'm just loving the cold wind. It's relaxing and I'm enjoying our last day here in Japan." I gave him a smile. He looks okay now. I really wnat to ask him about those glares he gave me and my friends.

"You look okay now."

"What do you mean?"

"Well you're not glaring at me anymore or even at my friends" I gave emphasize with the word 'friends' since I want him to know that there's really nothing to worry about. Well he already knows I like him.

"don't mind it."

"how won't I? look tell me what's the problem!"

"yah, why are you raising your voice?"

"I'm not! just answer it pls." I looked at him seriously. I want to know if this will be a confession but I'm ready if ever it is. I don't know if he really likes me too. He's staring at me right now like he's fighting with himself if he should teel me or not. What is it you want to tell me Sehun? Do you like me too?

"There's really no problem okay? Those are not glares. I am just looking at you and your friends."

I am a bit disappointed in his answer. First, he didn't said he likes me. Second is he is not actually jealous. I thought he's falling for me. Maybe I'm just misinterpreting his words and actions. Why would he even like me? He may have let me keep some of his secrets and showed me who he really is but I know it's not enough.

"I see. I better go inside now." I gave him smile the turn around. My smile faded and sowly went inside our room. I could feel his eyes looking at my back. Why do I feel like this? It's far from rejection.

"wait." I immediately stopped. My heart is beating fast. Is this the moment I've been waiting for? I turn around and gave him a questioning look.

"ahm I just...I want you to...okay just.." Sehun avoids my eyes.

"Sehun you're not making sense." I said. I saw him sigh before looking at me again.

"Sorry for my behavior during my stay here. You probably wonder why I am the one in here though I'm not a school's officer. They are all busy at school so I volunteered instead. Also...I want to see you." He said it in one go with his poker face but I saw a small blush at the last sentence. I know I am probably blushing too. Sehun looks so hot in front of me right now. Did I mention he is wearing a v-neck white shirt and black shorts? that is so my style.

Luhan, how did you become like this? It's Sehun fault.

"ahh I understand. You probably want to see if I'm doing well here right? you want to see how good of a leader I am right? haha I knew you're my fan all along." I laughed at my statement awkwardly. I don't want to know why he wants to see me because I'm afraid of the answer.

Sehun and I are not meant to be. Despite on what I feel about him, there's a low chance that we will end up together. This world is unfair. This is not a fairytale where a rich guy would fall for a poor human like me. Well I'm not that poor but far from rich. He told me I can't like someone else because I already like him but who is he to stop me? I'm not saying that I'll find someone else but I know for a fact that my world is different from his so I'll probably end up with someone who is in the same level as me. Ughh why do I feel sad about it?

"yeah right. Let's sit together on the plane tomorrow okay?" He said and my focus go back to him.

"someone already asked me to..." I didn't get to finish my sentence because sehun intervenes.

"Say no. You're sitting with me and that's final." He holds my wrist and dragged me inside our room. He told me to change my clothes on sleeping wear. I did it inside the bathroom. When I came back, he is sitting on his bed holding his phone. After a few more taps and he finally looked at me. He smiled and approached me.

"I'm sleepy. Let's sleep?" He asked and my eyes widen. He wants to sleep with me? Is that what he is implying?

"Sehun."

"what's with that reaction? are you thinking something ert right now? you're blushing."

"I'm not! I'm just..surprised. I thought you're sayign that we will sleep on the same bed." He laughs.

"Oh so do you want to sleep with me?" I blushed too hard and can't help but hide my face in my palms. The jerk is enjoying this. I will have my revenge soon.

"it sounds erted you ert!" I said and he laughs more. I'm getting annoyed because he seems to enjoy teasing me.

"Can you stop. Okay fine don't but I will sleep now." I walked pass him and lay on my bed. I turned my back at him since I don't want to see him. I'm not mad but he keeps teasing me that I don't know how to react anymore.

After a minute, the laugh ended and I heard walking. I tried to focus on sleeping but then something was pressed on my hips. It's a hand. I turn around if it is real. I saw Sehun lying besides me on my small bed. small ing bed.

"What are you doing?"

"I want to sleep like this. May I?" He asked while looking stright in my eyes. I think for a second before slowly nodding. He smiled and closed his eyes. My heart doesn't stop beating fastly. Sehun is too close. I never imagined we will be sleeping like this. My blush is definitely visible now. Can't help it when your crush is as near as this.

I feel so happy. I'm contented with everything that I could get from Sehun. This won't last anyway. Soon we will be going on our separate ways because reality will always have something that will remind me this is all an illusion.

Happy ending is only for destined people.

"Goodnight Lu."

"Goodnight Sehun." He moves his face closer to my neck and I closed my eyes while letting his scent envelope me.

when will you say goodbye sehunnie?

tell me because i am not ready for it.

So this is the update. I know it's not long but I am actually making it shorter because I realized I don't need to use many words to express what I want for this chapter. :D thank you readers for understanding.

I hope you will subscribe in my other stories too because THEY ALL HAVE THE FEELS.

I'm trying my best to improve my writing ^_^

#UNEDITED