Yoona’s POV

I woke up to the brightness of the room. Of course, Yuri was next to me. I couldn’t help but smile at how peaceful and beautiful she looked as she slept. I was so excited for tonight. Tonight was the night I will finally confess to her. I know she has a boyfriend but I need to get it off my chest. All I could do before was contain all my feelings in books. One day I’d show her, when I’m ready that is.

“Stop staring at me…” She suddenly groaned. I noticed I didn’t remove my sight from her and I laughed.

“Yah! Then get up!” I hit her with a pillow and she sat up while staring at me angrily. She then cracked a smile and pulled me into a hug.

“Aish! Why do you have to be so annoying?” She asked me as she let go and looked at me. I smiled at her and shrugged.

“Since there’s no class today, let’s go out!” I said happily as I got out of bed and went to get dressed.

“Why?” She pouted as she fell back in bed. I saw her flail her arms and legs everywhere as if she were frustrated. I held in my laughter as I pulled a pink t-shirt over my head. She fell on the floor as I yanked her arm so she’d get up. “I’m up!” She shrieked as I forced her to stand up. She thwacked my nose and went to wash up. Once she was done, I pulled her arm and ran down the halls. I didn’t care if I would get in trouble by the teachers.

“Yah! Slow down!” Yuri yelled from behind. I shook my head and ran out of the front doors.

“Ah! That fresh air!” I said as I spread my arms out and spun around in the open area.

“You’re so weird…” I heard her mutter. I stopped spinning and glared at her in a cute way. She giggled and linked arms with me. “So, where are we going?” She asked. I looked at my watch which read 3:30.

“Well, we woke up late and my plans have to be quick. So… You’ll see when we get there!” I walked down the street with Yuri on my arm. I had to make sure we made it back home by 6. So we only had a couple hours. Within these hours I planned to eat, shop, try on clothes, and eat some more before coming back home.

“Ooh! Let’s go eat some yummy food before we go somewhere!” Yuri said. I nodded and led her to the closest food vendor.

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It was now 6 and we were sitting in my room with bags of clothes and a bag of food.

“Yuri-ah…” I started to say. She looked up from her bowl of noodles and nodded. “Uhm… Please listen to this song for me! Listen close to the lyrics.” I told her. She nodded and put her bowl down as I pulled my laptop out. I looked up Soyu X JunggiGo – Some I turned the screen so she can look at it. As I thought, she stared at it carefully. I heard the lyrics and tried not to blush.

            Sometimes, I get annoyed without even knowing

            But my feelings for you haven’t changed

            Maybe I’m the weird one, I thought as I struggled by myself

Yuri looked up at me and smiled. I smiled nervously.

                These days, it feels like you’re mine, it seems like you’re mine but not.

            It feels like I’m yours, it seems like your mine but not.

            What are we? I’m confused, don’t be aloof.

            It feels like we’re lovers, it seems like we’re lovers but not

            Whenever you see me, you act so vague to me

            These days, I hate hearing that I’m just like a friend

I tried my hardest not to blush at this point. These were my true feelings. Yuri noticed something and opened to speak.

“Why are you blushing like that? It’s like you’re confessing for the first ti-“ She cut herself off and her eyes were wide.

            Pretending we’re just friends, acting like we’re lovers, don’t do that

She stared at me speechless. was agape and tried to say something. The blood was rushing up to my face, I could feel it.

                Don’t just laugh like you don’t know and stop this now, be real with me

                Don’t put me in your heart and look everywhere else

               Why don’t you stop acting like you don’t know when you do know?

            Don’t give excuses that you’re tired but hurry and tell me, I love you

I laughed nervously and twiddled my thumbs. What would she say? Will she hate me? Will she accept me? Why am I just now thinking about this?

“Im Yoona! Is this a confession?” She asked with a confused tone and wide eyes. I slowly nodded yes. I looked up at her, I felt shameful. She probably hated me now. Instead, I felt a hand touch my cheek and I looked up. She smiled at me brightly. “I’m sorry…” She said to me while lowering her head. I knew it.

“For what?” I asked quietly. She stayed silent for a bit and looked at me.

“For having to break it off with Jongdae.” She grinned at me and my mouth opened. “Mmhm…I’ll call him tomorrow to tell him.” She shrugged and moved so she was sitting next to me. For the first time, she made me feel… like a whole new person. I couldn’t help but grin as she wrapped her arms around me. I let my head fall back and I laughed stupidly.

“What’s so funny?” She asked while giggling. I covered my face with my hand and looked at her while smiling. This day couldn’t get better for me. My crush liking me back? I have been in one sided love for so long that I forgot how it feels to actually get affection back.

“I never thought that you would actually accept me.” I admitted to her. She opened her eyes wide again. “What?” I asked while becoming serious again.

“Yoona… You are really one good prankster! Aish you really are a child.” She shook her head and stood up. I felt my heart hit my ribs as I stood up and looked at her in the eyes. I felt a tear go down my face. She looked at me shocked again. “Why are you crying?” She asked. I shook my head and dashed out of the room. I ran towards the elevator and pressed the button so it closed fast. I saw Yuri get close and I pressed the button multiple times until it closed. I couldn’t stand to see her face at this moment. Did she really think I was joking? I pulled myself into the corner and let all my tears fall. The door opened and I covered my face. The unknown person got in and I kept my face covered. The elevator was silent except for the constant sniffling that came from me.

“Miss… Are you okay?” The voice asked. I nodded and the person stayed silent. The door opened once again and the stranger left. I dropped my hands that were covering my face and took deep breaths. This was just the best day of my life, now it’s my most embarrassing day. The elevator dinged and I covered my face again.

“Yoona…” The familiar voice said. I turned my head so I faced the wall. She tapped my shoulder and I just shook it off. “Yoona!” She raised her voice and I winced as she forcefully turned me around by pulling my shoulder. She held my shoulders and stared at me. I tried to avoid her gaze but she made it hard. I looked up at her with my teary eyes and she just smiled. “Why are you making this dramatic? Your pranks never go this far.” She said as she laughed. I tried to crack a smile so she wouldn’t be suspicious or think I was being serious.

“Yah! You should’ve seen your face!” I said back while laughing. It hurt so much to just smile and act like I’m okay. I pushed her away and walked out of the elevator as the doors opened.

“I knew I wouldn’t fall for them!” I heard her yell. I nodded and waved goodbye to her. As I passed the first corner, I started to sprint. Tears fell from my face faster and I tried my best to wipe them. I panted as I stood out on the school balcony.

“Why am I stupid? Thinking that this could’ve worked out, I’m an idiot!” I yelled out loud as I shed some more tears and criticized myself more. “I’ll just forget my feelings and go for someone I can actually have.” I said out loud. I forced a smile on my face. My feelings for her will soon disappear.

Yuri’s POV

I quietly followed Yoona as she got off the elevator. She ran down the hall and I watched her wipe her face from the corner I hid behind. I slowly followed her from behind and watched as she stood out on the balcony. I saw her cry more and more. She started screaming to herself and I just hid behind the wall. I felt my own eyes tear up. What did I do? I was just scared… and nervous. I didn’t want to make her cry. I love her, but… She’s my friend. What do I do? I can’t date my friend… Should I tell Jongdae? Would he even care? I shook my head from my thoughts and ran towards the stairs. I should go check with him. I walked outside and ran towards the forest. I could only see him on certain nights, today can be one of these nights if I beg.

“Jongdae!” I yelled as I approached the small gravesite. No one would find it unless the spirits actually lead you here. I heard a loud groan and I turned around. A sleepy Jongdae was rubbing his eyes as he sat on his gravestone.

“Yuri? What’s up?” He asked in a sleepy tone. I went to him and stared at him with sorry eyes.

“I’m sorry… Yoona likes me.” I told him. He looked at me with a smile and nodded.

“I understand. Go to her. There’s no point dating someone who’s dead…” He said to me as he patted my head.

“Are you sure?” I asked him. He nodded and pushed me away.

“Yeah, I’m just a dead person. She’s your best friend. Plus she’s alive.” He smiled and waved me goodbye. I bowed and started running. She shouldn’t be too upset. I’m going to confess back. Are my feelings for her even real? I really hope so…

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A/N: Woo! A Yoonyul chapter! I guess i was listening to the song and i thought 'this would fit Yoona and Yuris situation?' And it made it on my screen. (If you havent heard it, you should listen to it. It's good!) I have so little time to update and i have so much done! Ugh! If there is a scene that takes place in the winter and it's currently april, it's because it's snowing where i am. 3 days until spring and it snows... Thank chu for reading~~ Comment and vote! Sorry for the long authors note...