“What are you doing?”          “Just be patient!” I yelled. I was in the bathroom, getting changed and giggling. This was so exciting!          “Be quick!”          “It’s going to be worth the wait, trust me!” I put some perfume and came out. Taecyeon simply stared at me, his mouth wide open. I giggled and went to stand in front of him. “So…”          “Why are you dressed like this?”          “Isn’t it obvious?”          “No…”          “I want to go climb a mountain!”          “You wear boots and mini shorts like that to climb a mountain?” He shook his head. “Ana, where did you have space to put these boots in your suitcase?”          “That’s not important,” I said. I sat on the couch and crossed my legs and arms. “What is wrong with what I’m wearing?”          “When you go hiking, you put on jeans and a cotton T-shirt. You don’t wear a thick jackets like that. Also, these boots are not good as they look slippery. They are, aren’t they?” I nodded reluctantly. “You should wear snickers which I bet you don’t have because you lack space.”           “Aha! This is where you’re wring, I did bring sneakers!” I exclaimed, standing up.            “Converse do not count, Ana.” I sat back down. “Next time. I promise you we’ll come here again.” He kissed the top of my head. “I just want to relax right now. I’ve a very busy schedule to get to when we go back.”            “Your political career, hm? I’ll have to keep up with it!” He smiled at me and nodded. I couldn’t help it, but my face fell as he said it. I’ve never been so disappointed in someone my whole life. He was still lying to me. He wasn’t being sincere at all with me even while we were on our honeymoon. Did he not trust me this much?            “What? Why is your face like that?” He asked and sat next to me. He put his arm around me. I shook my head and stood up. “Ana…” I shook my head again.            “It’s nothing. I just…” I looked at the door. “I’ll be right back.” I kicked my boots off, put my slippers on and left. I quickly went to the bar and ordered some Vodka. I ended up drinking three and then I left. Three was enough. I was already feeling a little dizzy.             I suddenly found myself walking on the beach. The sun was fading away and the sky looked so beautiful. A big lump suddenly formed in my throat. I didn’t want to cry, I wanted to keep a strong face, for my own sake. But the lump was too painful. It was like it was pressing against my throat, begging to be freed. I didn’t have a choice, I had to free it or else I thought that I was going to suffocate to death. I let myself fall on the sand and started to cry my heart out. I sat and sobbed as quietly as possible.            When I lifted my eyes, all I could see were couples, walking hand in hand and admiring the sunset. A couple were kissing in the sea. A couple was building a sandcastle with their children. Would I ever be able to know this with Taecyeon? Would I ever be able to build a family with him?                 He kept lying to me. I knew the truth. But say I wasn’t a fan of Kpop, I would have believed his lied. I would have fallen for his misleading words. I hated him for not trusting me. I already knew everything I had to know about him, but the fact that he was still lying hurt. It really hur