"Help! Please, help us!" I begged the nurses and doctors in the emergency room. I'm trying to calm down but seeing the unconsious Jonghyun, I cannot. I'm thankful that Taemin, Minho and appa are here to help me. 

Almost everyone from the emergency room helped Jonghyun. They checked his heartbeat, his breathing, his eyes, everything. The nurse came to me and said that I'm not allowed to stay here in the emergency room so I decided to join Taemin, Minho and Appa outside. 

We waited for two hours and thank God that the doctor came out. He went to us with a gloomy expression. No, please.. not that expression. "Mr. Kim Jonghyun's family?" The doctor asked and I shook my head. "No, we're his friends. His family is in Seoul." Taemin answered and I continued. "I'm Kim Kibum and I'm his boyfriend." And the doctor nodded. "Can I talk to you for a moment, please? Privately?" He asked. "Of course." I'm nervous. Totally nervous.

"I'll say it direct to the point. Please, don't be too shocked and try to calm yourself." The doctor warned me and I just nodded but I'm really nervous. "Mr. Kim Jonghyun.. Uhm.. His condition got worsened. His immune system is so weak that his cancer cells got spread throughout of his body. I'm sorry, Mr. Kim Kibum but Jonghyun has only a few days to live." The only thing that I heard is "Jonghyun" and "Few Days To Live". I felt my tears falling down after I hear those words. Jonghyun.. J