"You love who?" I turned around slowly, afraid to know who's the owner of the deep voice. I sighed in relief when I found out that it's the survey guy. What's his name again, Onew? "Nothing." I said, wiped my tears and tried to smile. "Oh, come on! I can be trusted!" He persisted. I hesitated at first but I gave up. I need someone to talk to. 

"I've been in love with my bestfriend since we were young and now he's in love with my other bestfriend and he wanted me to help him courting my other bestfriend. I was hurt when he was about to ask him to go out with him and.. and.." I was stopped by my tears and Onew kept my back for comfort. "You know, just name them clearly so that I can understand who are you talking about." He said. 

"Jonghyun is my bestfriend and Taemin is my childhood bestfriend. I like Jonghyun and he likes Taemin. Jonghyun asked me to help him courting Taemin and I was very hurt since I love him." I explained clearly and he nodded. "So the two dudes are now together?" He asked and I nodded. 

"You know, you can move on. There are many girls, I mean boys in the sea." He advised me. I really don't know what to feel honestly. I'm happy for him since he's getting his own happiness and at the same time really hurt since he's going to have a relationship with my bestfriend. I can accept that he's dating some girls or whoever but not my bestfriend. Not the one whom I treated as my son for a very long time. I can't. Really, I can't move on.

"I love him too much." I spoke. "I don't think I can do that." I continued and he nodded. "Okay, if that's what you want. Re