"Key, Jonghyun has brain cancer." 

This is making me weak. Why? Why in so many people, why Jonghyun? I know that he had done so many things but why cancer? And what's worse is... brain cancer! I don't know what to feel. I'm so confused, stressed and mentally frustrated. First, I need to face Jinki and then now, I need to face Jonghyun. What am I going to do? 

I felt my tears falling on my cheeks. I wiped them up in case that Onew might enter my room. I don't want him to know about Jonghyun having cancer. Jonghyun's mother warned me though. She told me that Jonghyun had told her not to tell me about his condition. Of course, she couldn't help it but tell me. She trusted me so much. I looked at my watch and it's already eight in the morning. Onew is waiting downstairs and I need to talk to him later... about our relationship.

I fixed myself after I took a short shower. I'm not wearing my best clothes. I don't feel like dressing up today. I only wear my jeans and my shirt. Nothing more special about this. After I checked every details of my body, I went down and Onew looked at me with a big smile on his face. I felt guilty. 

"Shall we go now?" He asked sweetly and I just nodded. He offered me an arm to hook and I accepted it. "Where do you want to go first?" He asked. "Anywhere you like but somewhere quiet." I answered. He just nodded his head and opened his car. He let me enter first