JIYEON POV

It’s 3:00 a.m and I’m still up, I texted Hyomin that I can’t come home. I waited Jinwoon to wake up but he was still there laying on his bed like a dead person that he don’t even care that he needs to go to work. After I saw last night at the club what should I tell him when he wakes up? I don’t understand him anymore, sometimes he act like a jealous husband and then now he act like he forget about me, he even kiss Seohyun. It really hurts to see him with Seohyun but what should I do? I can’t expect anything from him, I shouldn’t expect that he can love me the way I felt for him. This is all my fault anyway, I never ask him to do this, coz I’m just hurting myself.

I didn’t notice that I fell into sleep and when I open my eyes I was in Jinwoon’s bedroom and it’s already 8:00 in the morning. I was yawning and ready to get up out of the bed when Jinwoon came inside holding a container and he prepared a breakfast for me.

Jinwoon: good morning Jiyeon…here, have a breakfast… (He speak softly, he put the food on the table, near me) go on, come on… sit here (he slowly pull me and help me to sit on the chair)

Jiyeon: (at first I didn’t try to say a word and just staring at the food. Jinwoon is showing that he care about me right now and what’s next? What about last night?) Jin…woon-shi…

Jinwoon: deh? (he was fixing the bed)

Jiyeon: don’t you remember anything last night? (I just stare at the food while talking to him)

Jinwoon: I do remember everything… (he went near me)

Jiyeon: so why are you acting that you don’t need to explain anything to me now?

Jinwoon: that’s because…Jiyeon-ah… I don’t know what to say…but…

Jiyeon: (I stand up and look at him) kunde? You know what? Let’s just give space to each other…after that maybe you can think if what am I really to you…just come and see me when your mind is clear and decide what do we need to do.

Jinwoon: (he grab my hand) look Jiyeon, I didn’t know how it happened but I didn’t mean it…I was so upset yesterday and it’s because I drink too much…

Jiyeon: don’t worry…I’m doing this because you need to think and realize who do you really want by your side…I’m not mad because you kissed Seohyun, I’m just upset about you, you’re smart right? But why can’t you understand your own feelings Jinwoon?

Jinwoon: Jiyeon…mianhe… (I left him)

I went home and Hyomin is not there, I stay all day on the apartment crying for a guy who doesn’t know anything about love. This is the first time I felt like this to a guy, my past relationship was just for fun, it doesn’t last long coz I’m not interested in a long term relationship. I just slept with 2 guys in my life, if by any chance Jinwoon would be the 3rd one and I hope he would be the last one. I’m in danger zone..my heart is crying because of him, how I wish Jinwoon will truly love me.

JINWOON POV

Jiyeon left, I was so stupid for hurting her over and over again. Maybe she’s right, maybe I need to think of it, maybe I was just used that she was there all the time, maybe this feelings isn’t real or maybe real. I think I should just set aside all of this stuff and go back to my daily routine, since Jiyeon came to my life my life became unpredictable but happy, with her I can smile all the time.