CHAPTER 20 

"How.. how did you find that?!" I yelled. I took G-ni from him and hugged it tight. 

"I made it again. I tried finding g-ni but... i can't find him, i learnt how to make it." he said. 

"Is it difficult to make?"

He nodded. 

I gave g-ni (?) back to him. 

"You should leave now." i said coldly. 

"No, why... why?" 

"Somethings when lost, is lost forever. No point forcing it back." trying to hint him. 

"No. I don't wanna listen." He hugged me tight. 

I tried to push him away. When i finally did, i find myself staring at a crying G-dragon. 

My heart soften. 

I turned away, trying to cover my own tears. I heard him sobbing, his cries growing louder. While i tried to muffle myself. We stood at the exact spot for 10 minutes. 

"I hate myself" he said in between sobs. 

FLASHBACK:

"Hyo-ni ah~" He said. We are cuddling in bed. 

"Yeah oppa?" 

"What will you do if i cheat on you?" 

I turned sad. 

"Hyo-ni ah, i said WHAT IF" he assured me. 

"I will probably castrate you." I giggled. 

"Oh no." he covered his manhood. i laughed. 

"Haha, enough of joking, tell me what you would really do." 

"I will probably be really upset and heart-broken." i said with a frown. 

"Rest assure, i will never cheat on you,  you're the best in my eye" 

I blushed. 

"And the almighty g-dragon will probably hate himself for the first time for cheating on my jagi." 

I blushed harder. 

I turned and face him. His eyes swollen. 

"I hate myself" he repeated, looking down at the ground, sobbing in between. 

I grabbed him by the collar and push him to the wall. He snapped up in surprise. 

I kissed him hard. Closing my eyes. He did not kiss me back, but still in the same position. 

When i pull away, he is still staring at me, surprised. 

"You're a bad boy, but i decide, i shall give you one chance, ONLY. Don't make me cry anymore.." i said as my tears dropped. 

He looked at me, eyes widened. 

He turned away and cried. 

"Oh baby, i love you so much..!" he yelled before embracing me tight. 

The anger and hatred i had disappeared as i look at him, thanking me for the one chance. 

I smiled.