Realizing
Taming The Number One Player
A/N ; I kinda fast forwarded because honestly I couldn’t think of anything to write about so now be prepared cause after this chapter major things are gonna happen! :O ENJOY <333
It had been 4 months since Luhan had found out about Sunghee’s pregnancy and yet he still was in his little phase of shock.
Sunghee’s baby bump had began to show and almost everyone at school had found out about her pregnancy but none of them knew who the father was. Or so Sunghee had thought.
The both of them had rarely seen each other during the four months but during the few rare occasions where they had seen each other, They would act as if they were complete strangers.
While Sunghee had been out getting things prepared for the baby and keeping on track with school, Luhan had been going out, sleeping around and skipping school, worrying Exo.
It was mid-afternoon when Exo had decided to hangout and meet at Suho’s house. All of them were there except for Luhan who had decided to spend the day with Yuri.
“Guys when do you think he’ll snap out of it?” Asked Baekhyun
“I don’t know but we should give him more time.” Suho said thoughtfully
“Give him more time? That’s Stupid! All he does is skip school and sleep around. Giving him more time to do that? How dumb does that sound.” Kai piped up starting to get frustrated with Luhan’s behaviour
“I agree with Kai, he’s hurting his health and if he continues to do this nothing goods gonna happen. We need to talk to him.” Kyungsoo replied
“Guys just stop worrying about it, he’ll figure out what to do soon. So just drop it.” Kris casually said knowing Luhan would be smart enough to figure out what to do soon enough.
“Bu-”
“I said drop it.”
“Gosh fine hyung.” Baekhyun gloomily said
LUHAN’S P.O.V
The past four months seemed like hell.
No matter what I did, the sad images of the past always came back and haunted me.
All i could do was resort to drinking and sleeping with other girls.
I can tell Exo’s getting worried about me.
Goodness I feel worthless.
I don’t deserve to be apart of the babies life.
The day Sunghee had told me about her being pregnant scared me less.
I mean it was out of nowhere and then I let my ego out and ruined everything by hurting Sunghee.
But during these four long months of isolation and thinking,
I had finally realised why I would get strangely angry over her being with another guy. But I was too hard headed to realise it then. Now seeing her with Lay or her interacting with the guys from B.A.P, heck even seeing her with the Exo members made me mad. Once they found out Sunghee was pregnant with my baby, they all had suddenly became close with Sunghee.
Now I realise it though. I finally understand why I had acted so terribly when she had told me. I knew what I had felt towards her. But I was afraid at first. The way my heart would race increasingly when she was around. How in my eyes there wasn’t a single flaw to her. Or how when we’d interact I would get strange butterflies. I knew when I had first saw her she was special.
Now that I realise this feeling, the feeling that is so exquisite, so sweet yet frightening, terrible and painful, a rollercoaster of mixed feelings. The feeling that I had blocked out for so long.
That’s right the feeling of love.
Long story short, I Love Sunghee. But I had been to ignorant and realised it too late.
What can I do now?
A/N ; DUN DUN DUNNNNN CLIFF HANGER ! BUT LUHAN LOVES SUNGHEE! :o Is it too late? ;-; You’ll find out soon ! C; Part 2 outta the double udate COMPLETEEE ! <3 but oh lawdy 154 subscribers? SRSLY THANKS I LOVE Y'ALL SO MUCH <3
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