Eighteen years ago….

Leeteuk’s POV

“dad?”

I woke up and found myself lying on a hard metal bed. I was draped in a green gown, I had a shower cap on my head.

“dad?”

I tried to open my eyes but I feel sedated. A sea of people surrounded me, wearing lab gowns, holding sharp objects. I felt adrenaline rushing over me and started panicking.

“dad??”

I winced as a person tried to pin me down on the bed.

“where’s my dad?” I asked, trying to sit up. I heard a person muttering for some sedatives. What are they doing to me?

“you’ll be fine boy, your father is waiting outside, I’m doctor song.” The person wearing circular sunglasses winked at me pointed to the man standing outside the room. He was looking at us through the glass door.

“dad, you said we were going to the amusement park.” I tried to shout but my voice felt weak and rough. My father remained looking at me but he seemed so busy answering some calls for himself. Business again.

He lied to me. He never meant going to the amusement park. He meant going to a hospital.

“don’t put that to me.” I told the nurse who was about to put some mask.

“boy, we have a lot of thing to do, just cooperate.” Doctor song said gently.

I shook my head and looked at my dad again.

“dad, please stop them.” I said through the glass. “dad, please, I don’t want to have any surgery again.”

People here don’t know how painful it is to undergo a knife everytime they see something wrong with my heart.

father noticed me shouting at him and motioned me to slow down.

“dad please!” I shouted at the top of my lungs.

“jungsu, slow down.”

I broke free from the mask, hopped out of the bed and went through the glass.

“dad!” I pounded my fist through the glass door but dad only shook his head.

“dad!”

“jungsu, please stay.” Doctor song grabbed my shoulders. I yanked free and continued pounding my fists.

“dad!”

“dad, please!” tears started rolling on my cheeks.

Before I began hitting the glass again, I got sedated.