3 days after dating Suho, I felt something weird about this whole serious dating thing. It bores me. It really does. I mean yeah Suho’s really nice and sweet but I just feel uncomfortable about the fact that I am only going to date him until I don’t know when.   I don’t know if I should feel sorry for myself for thinking like this but I’m not enjoying dating only one guy.    Before deciding to change my mind, I gave myself a chance to date Suho again. We went to a spa this time. We talked again and again about stuff until he asks me the one question that will end this all.   “You’re not happy, are you?” Oh my God. Did he just say that?   “Um. I am but – “   “I knew it. When we don’t talk and I look at you when you’re not looking, I see thru your face that this isn’t what you want to be doing.”    “I – I’m sorry. That was rude and I shouldn’t be doing that kind of look around you especially on our date.”    “You don’t have to force yourself. If you’re not happy, it’s okay. I’ve come to realize that I liked you more before we even dated. You were jolly, cute and happy but when we started dating, it seems like we’ve become more awkward towards each other. I want the old us back.”   “I’m really sorry about this. I tried to be the best date for you but I’m not just really ready for something like this. I had fun and I’m glad I’ve known you better but I think it was so much better when we were just friends.”   “But tell me I was a great date. I’ve made you happy even once.”   “You were but this dating doesn’t suit us.”    Suho smiled or maybe he tried to smile after I said that. He looked a bit disappointed though, maybe because he really did feel something for me.   “I’m really sorry about this Suho.”   “It’s okay. I’m glad you told me earlier.” Seeing his sad face just makes me want to hug him. I did and everything was so much better.   :::   Suho drove me home and left and as soon as I took my first step towards my apartment, a person I didn’t expect to see appeared right in front of me.   “Poor guy. Did you know he liked you a lot?”    “What the heck are you doing here?” I asked annoyingly.   “I knew you weren’t going to last dating that guy when you told me you were dating someone at work when we were talking on the phone. How can a serial da