Weekend at Victoria's elegant kitchen...

"now... Mr. Khun horvejkul , do you believe i can cook?" she said to him.

He was in the other side of the table sitting, eating, while she is standing hands leaning at the table, her face beaming with content ,coz Khun continouosly eating with gusto.He looks so cute with his mouth full of food.

"Hey eat slowly you might choke" she reminded him. Khun just smiled at her,his brows moving showing his delight at the food she cooked for him.

When khun chewed down the food

"wah.. delicious your so good...hehehehe"he exclaimed. Vitoria smiled cutely at him.

ahh like seeing her smile...ahh... she even cook so well... the meal is delicious...khun's thoughts

ahhh goodness... his really so charming...falling more for him...Victoria's thought.

how she hope their always like this...really like this

"Here eat some, too" Khun feed's her too.

they are like that while eating...

feeding each other... then smiling at each other

smiling... feeding

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Mr .Kang was outside the door looking at the two people oblivious of the world around them... so his the one making his young miss smile...making her aura bright... He smiled  happy that Victoria is smiling brightly again, he thought he wouldn't see it again...his so glad...his so into watching the happy couple inside the kitchen that it startled him when someone talked from his back.

"what are you looking at Mr. Kang"

"ah young master , your home early" he said , after being surprised. "its the young miss with a friend inside the kitchen they are eating what she cooked" he informed. Leetuk looked inside, Victoria is beaming...wow ..he thought its been a long time since he saw her smiling like that....but his smile fades as soon as he see who is with her...Khun Horvejkul... the guy which she had a full investigation...so she still continued what she plans... he thought he got through her...but no...Leetuk was so disappointed with her sister...he restrained himself from barging in...she'll talk to her later. He turns around and left the scene

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"Bye"

"Bye"

"careful driving home"

"Yeah i will...thanks again for the meal...delicious" he said  smiling "i am looking forward for more delicious  Victoria cooked meals" Victoria  nodded.

"Bye" they said again to each other, waving hand at each other.

Victoria was startled by Leetuk's appearance.

"so you still continue your plan" he said in a serious tone

"OPpa... i ah .. i ah" she stutter

"You disappoint me Victoria... i never thought you'd continue...i thought you understand...that situation like this is not good...you'll hurt more...because its forced..pressured to do it...no feelings is involve...no love... its fraud" he said in a calm voice, but his words cut like a knife to her heart.

"Oppa i just want to know how it feels to be with him..to know..." she reasoned to him

"tell me....does every night you feel what he is showing you true...real...that every smile you have quickly turns into uncertainty...to sadness coz some how you know its not real" Victoria lowers her head coz everything he just said  is true...one smile... sadness twice

"But i just want to feel how to be love by him oppa just like i want father to accept me as well... but with father there's nothing i can do... with him i can only do this..." she said tears in her eyes. Leetuk looks away he can't bear seeing her cry but he got to let her realize  that her way is not right.

"Not this  way,Victoria...your just pushing them away" 

"like i told you this is the only way that works" she said

Leetuk sigh helplessly, she is really stubborn. Victoria looks up at him. Leetuk looks at her too, her eyes asking for understanding while his is disappointment.Leetuk turns away from her and went inside the house. She got stuck at where she's standing...his disappointment at him cut like a knife...

Her legs seems to fell weak that made her falter her step, making her loose her balance, she almost fell from the steps but Mr.Kang have catch him just in time. he steady her .

"his mad"

"no his not, young miss"

"i just want them to love me..Khun and father...but now oppa is mad at me" she said sobbing

"no his not" he said firmly

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Victoria locked herself in her room...she cried all night...

looks like she had to end it ... the make believe 

her brother is right...she's deceiving herself  that everything she experienced was not real but fraud...and it pained more.

Victoria walk to her computer and open it...set as her background was a picture of them together....she knows...that it won't last...that's why she wanted to have remembrance that once  even for a while...even that its not real ...this picture...memories ...she have it to cherish...

Her tears seems don't want to stop...as if it crying out everything that when she faces him again she won't cry anymore....but the pain won't go away...