Its not the end yet..
Separated by the word: BLIND.'I've had it.' L complained, as he looked at his phone for the thousandth time.
'I thought she's different.' He said, throwing his phone on his bed.
'its all just fake.' He grunted, laying down next to his phone.
Hoya sat on L's desk, as he looked at L.
'You really don't know what's going on, do you?' He asked.
L lifted his arms up.
'Yeh I do.' He sat up.
'GIRLS. They want to be treated specially.. I know. But I'm an idol! I don't have all the time to acompany them... Jiyeon should know this.'
Hoya shook his head.
'If you can't take care of her now, how are you going to take care of her when she becomes blind again...' Hoya mumbled to himself, dismayed.
'What did you say?' L lifted his head.
'Nothing...' Hoya mumbled again, not expecting him to hear anything.
'what? I heard something. What's with Jiyeon's eyes?' L sat up.
Hoya turned around, as he crossed his arms.
'You should pay more special attention to her nowadays. There might be a possibility that she might turn blind again.' Hoya said, as he walked out of the room.
'I'm sorry, Jiyeon...' Hoya mumbled to himself, as he walked towards the kitchen, feeling helpless.
As much as he wants to stay around Jiyeon, he wasn't the right man for Jiyeon.
Jiyeon didn't need his support. She didn't need his special care.
As much as he wants to hug her, kiss her, he can't.
Because like him, Jiyeon's looking at someone she love. Alot.
Hoya shook his head, amused at how foolish he is, falling for the same girl as his friend.
He poured himself a cup of tea, as he sat at the dining table.
'Oh well. Its time to put everything down.' He said, smiling to himself, getting a dirty look by Sunggyu.
'Always talking to yourself.' He mumbled, shaking his head.
L sat in the room, stunned.
'Jiyeon... She's....' He mumbled, shock.
Quickly taking his car keys, he walked out of his room.
'Where do you think...' SUnggyu shouted, but Hoya held onto Sunggyu.
'Let him go.' Hoya said, as L looked at Hoya.
Hoya, for the first time in a while, smiled at L.
L nodded, smiling, as he ran out of the house.
Jiyeon sat in her room, sitting by the window again.
Slowly, her window was covered by little drops of rain, and rain kept knocking by the glass, making sounds a little louder than her heartbeat.
She lightly put her head by the window, as she look at her report laying lifeless-ly on the desk.
She should have seen this coming.
Meeting Minwoo, no... Myungsoo. Falling in love with him, curing her eyes... And then slowly, losing them again.
Everything will go back to the same again.
She blinked twice, as she concentrate on the little drops of water she can't feel.
Her heartbeat slower and slower. She felt this heavy feeling she hasn't felt it in her whole life.
Its her first time falling in love, and her last time.
She can't handle it anymore. Her relationship became more and more tired to her.
Hiding the truth from L makes her feel dirty.
But she fear that he would let her go.
No matter how many times Joon comfort her that L won't leave her no matter what happens to her,
she still couldn't get convinced.
It's this insecurity that no one can assure.
And she didn't like it.
Giving up, Jiyeon nodded to herself.
'Let's make this easy for everyone...' She mumbled.
Picking up her phone, she typed a few words.
But she stopped. As she looked properly.
She struggled to make herself send it.
But she pressed the button, and immediately shut down her phone.
Tears started welling up her eyes, as she bring her knees into her chest.
Wrapping herself up, she let the darkness embrace her again.
Making herself unable to breathe, she let go of her knees and climbed into bed, forcing herself to bed.
L slammed the car door, as he wiped away the rain drops dripping into his eyes.
He put in his car keys, as he quickly turn the engine on.
RIght before he could drive over to Jiyeon's place, L's phone rang.
He took a look and saw a message from Jiyeon.
Smiling, he opened it, but his smile disappeared.
*Let's break up. I'm so tired. Thanks for a this while. I love you. -Jiyeon*
L's heart stopped, feeling like Jiyeon had literally flew away, he stepped on his accelerator.
'No....' He cried to himself, wiping off his tears.
Driving and calling Jiyeon's phone at the same time, his tears flew out more.
'PICK UP THE PHONE!' L shouted at the phone, crying out loud.
'NO. YOU CAN'T DO THIS TO ME....' L said, as he band his head on the wheels.
'Speeding up, he passed 3 red lights.'
He needed to see Jiyeon quickly.
He needs to tell her how much he loves her.
He needs to let her know how much he's willing to sacrifice for her.
Just don't leave him. And he'll do anything.
His car drove at the highest speed, as it came to a junction.
Unable to control the wheels anymore, he bumped into a car in front of him, turning the wheels furiously, L lost control.
His car sped off towards a lampost, as he left himself getting pushed forward, and then hit against the wheels.
'Jeogiyeo!!! ARE YOU ALRIGHT!!! HELLOOO!!! HELP! HELP!!!'
L could hear nothing, as he felt himself feeling light.
Struggling to get out of the car, he knocked against the window.
Unable to move anymore, he pressed Jiyeon's name for the last time.
'I....' He tried to breathe, as his tears kept coming out.
'I....Jiyeon...' He panted.
Unable to take it any further, he felt his energy drained out, leaving him to lay there lifelessly, in the midst of the chaos outside.
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