@Casharida - i'm sorry i accidentally deleted your comment here argh... if you've noticed haiz... i was using a tablet to check on new comments then i dunno what happened arghhh lolz >_< ahehe anyways you like Tabi to suffer?? omo you're one sadistic reader lol JK here i hope this is ok with you thanks for commenting i appreciate it so much!

@obliviate_soul - yep i know how you're feeling. hehehe thanks for the comment...

@cimmotabi - ahehe im glad you liked my update, hope this one doesn't bore you out too..oh you like tabi to suffer too? omo.. ahehe ;)) 

@Cissyy - wow! thanks so much for the comment, sorry if my update took me some days, been kinda busy ;) hope you'll like this too..

@Alien - Leader - yup don't worry wedding's day tomorrow already and everyone's invited haha xD thanks again!!

@JinglesShinggi - yup she just said that she'll be marrying someone else so her plan would work the way she wanted to ahehe thanks so much! im happy you liked it ;)

SEUNG HYUN'S POV:

He went to a fancy club again that night, eversince he saw her at their house that day, he'd been wanting to drown himself by these beers, liquors and wines. She said she just wanted to give him the invitation to her wedding. 'Bull' he uttered to himself as he asked for another beer from the bartender. He wanted to feel numb, hoping he won't feel this awful feeling lurching inside him.

"Seung Hyun -- do you need someone to talk to?" he heard a y lady, she's rubbing her whole body and pressing it onto his. But he's not in the mood. 

"No. Thanks Deedee??" he asked, not so sure about her name, the girl snorted.

"Kira! Alright, if ever you change your mind, you know where to find me" said Kira. He met her during a party few years ago, he can't believe she still remember him. Coz he don't. 

Then his phone ring, he checked to see who the caller is, its his mom. She probably wants me to go home already. So he turned his phone off. 

He'd been like this for weeks already, he'd go out every night then come home at around 3-5 in the morning. He locks himself in his room, trying to detached himself from his reality. One time his mom even reminded him about Bom's wedding. He wanted to curse, can't they be more sensitive to his feelings? But that was the last time he heard her talked about Bom's wedding. He'd been wondering, where she is right now. How is she? But everytime a picture of Bom and another guy comes to his mind he can't help himself but curse everyone around him. Life is unfair, just when he wanted to make things right and make it up to her. Its too late. Its ing too late. She's getting married. She said she'll introduce him to her fiance` one of this days, but she still haven't informed him yet. Well, she probably changed her mind. She don't want me to get hurt, but I am already hurt. So might as well pushed him to his limits and do more damaged, he laughed then he sighed. Her wedding's in 3 days already and he's still a complete mess. Should he attend her wedding or should he just run away like he did the last time? Running away's no use. And still a part of him wanted to see her even for the very last time. He would rather have an amnesia tha