|63| Anguish
A Fangirl's Diary 2: Your Promise
C H A P T E R - S I X T Y ' T H R E E
A/N: Hello, good readers! Im sorry if this update took years to be posted. I had a writer's block and God knows how hard it was. Oh well, update today~]
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[ Shinah's POV ]
"Uhh.. Tia, mianhae. I really cant. I am busy."
"Is that so, Unnie? But I really want you to come.."
"Ugh. Fine. I'll go with you."
And I hung up before she could even answer.
There it is.
She invited me to join her and Sehun on their 'date'.
I. AM. SO. PISSED.
Wtf?
Date?!
Like it is a real one. :-/
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"Oppa~ I want that one~" Tia pouted, whining over a silly teddy bear.
We're at the Lotte Park.
And being a fool I am, I really tagged along with them.
Tsh.
I shouldnt have went here.
Tss. I hate seeing this pathetic girl.
The fact that we're actually fooling and lying to her bugs me so much.
"Ugh. Im going to the comfort room." I groaned and went out before they could react.
I am carriying a lot of paper bags with stuffs that Tia bought inside.
I remembered that Tia asked me to carry this.
What am I, a chaperone here?
They MUST stop whatever they're doing now before I lose my temper.
They should not make me angry like this especially now that I am hot tempered because Miss Author is having a severe writer's block. ˋ︿ˊ
"Stop doing this, Tia." Sehun said, removing Tia's arms on his.
This is the scene when I came back.
I went closer to them, eavesdropping.
"Why, oppa?" Tia asked, already teary eyed.
"I told you, haven't I? I already have a girlfriend."
"So what? She's not here so its okay."
Wtf?!
"But I love her! And that's something that I am not feeling for you."
"But you will learn to love me again, Oppa. Soon. You already did so its not impossible anymore."
"I never loved you!"
"Yes, you did! Have you forgotten, Oppa? We were so happy that time! What happened to us now?"
"I never loved you, Tia. It was Max! She's the one I love. Not you!"
"........"
"You're pathetic, Tia.. And annoying."
Oh no.
Not that harsh, Sehun.
She's ill..
"Hey~ Hehe...." I butted in, but the awkwardness was still there. "What happened?"
"N-nothing.... I'll gust go to the Rest Room." Tia ran away, with her hands covering her face.
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"Ya! Why did you do that?" I asked Sehun when Tia is gone.
"Can you blame me? She's so annoying.. And touchy."
"Just ride on it! Have you forgotten? She's ill!"
"Uh.. Y-yeah. Im sorry. I dont know what I did.."
"Its alright. Be careful next time, Okay? Control your temper."
"I will, for you." He hugged me and kissed my forehead after.
"I knew it." As soon as I heard that mumble, I quickly pushed Sehun away from me.
I looked at her, she's half glaring at me.
"Oh, you're there, Tia. What did you say?" I asked, slightly nervous, pretending that I heard nothing.
Her expression instatly changed into a normal one, "Nothing! Let's go?"
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We went back at the parking lot.
I am so tired!
I opened the door at the backseat and sat inside.
Sehun is at the driver's seat while Tia is at the passenger's.
I tightly closed my eyes, leaned my head and breathed heavily.
I dont know if I could still do this.
This is so painful.
"Are you okay, Shinah?" Sehun asked, looking at me through the rare view mirror.
I just ignored and pretended that I am asleep.
I am just..
"Never mind her, Oppa. You shouldnt have told her to come. She's just ruining our date." - Tia
My blood automatically boiled the moment I heard that.
Bullcrap. :-/
'I really want you to come'.
Oh, please btch.
I never knew you're that fake. :-/
"Srsly, Oppa. Why does she have to be always here? We dont need a maid anyway."
Wtf?!
ASDFGHJKL. :-/
BTCH. BTCH. BTCH.
"Stop it, Tia. Shinah is.. one of my close friends. We were together for so long." - Sehun
"I dont care! I want her away from you!"
"Shut up. You're not my girlfriend to say that." Sehun calmly said.
"But I will be! AGAIN. Soon."
"Stop talking nonsense."
"I am not! Just stay away from her huh?"
"You're not in the position to say that to me, Tia. And you have no part in my life so I wont follow you."
Now I know why Sehun hates her so much.
She's close minded and immature.
I cant believe that this girl, this type of girl, pretended to be me.
Im so far compared to her.
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"Shinah, ireona.." (Wake up)
"Ugh.." I stretched, pretending that I just woke up.
Sehun just sweetly smiled at me.
A smile full of love..
And assurance that everything's going to be fine.
I got out of the car.
The scene I saw shocked me the most.
It was Tia.. kissing Sehun.
On the lips..
Anger bursted on me.
I dont know what had gotten to me but next thing I knew, my feet are dragging me to them.
I grabbed Tia's arm and forcefully pulled her away from my boyfriend.
I glared at her while pulling out my handkerchief from my pocket.
I used it to wipe Sehun's lips.
After that, I grabbed the back of his neck and kissed him.
"No one can kiss him except for me, got it?!"
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[A/N: Shinah's mad. So dangerous. ︶︿︶ Please help me think of a wonderful Christmas Gift to you, my readers. ^^ For those who has been with me ever since (@seohyun10, @Heartfilia), for those who never got tired of voicing out their comments per chapter (@HoMinWon96, @jasmin113, @seohyun10) and for everyone. (The readers mentioned here, I just picked them depending on how they support my fanfic. I will choose atlease 15, I guess?) So, help me think of a very nice gift.]
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