|19| Tragedy.. But not literally.

A Fangirl's Diary 2: Your Promise

 

 

 

 

C H A P T E R  -  N I N E T E E N

 
 
 

[A/N: Teehee. :3 When I logged in, I only got 1 comment. :( Lol. It was sad but it doesn’t stop me from updating. :) Thanks, anyways. :) The fated day where Sehun had to choose one has come. :3 Who will it be? Let’s all find out~ ]

 

 

| Shinah’s POV |

 

 

We finally arrived at the Ski Resort and checked in.

Me, Yi Xing Oppa, Xiumin Oppa and Jessy unnie shares one room.

While Sehun and Krystal separated.

Well, they don’t really wanted to separate but since the room is only capable of 4 persons, I decided to let them separate.

“Why did you let them separate? Are you out of your mind, Shinah?!” Jessy Unnie asked, scolding me.

All I could do is reply with a deep, sharp sigh.

 

We just finished lunch and the guys are ready to have fun.

“I think I’ll just stay here. I really don’t know how to ski and the weather is not really fine.” I excused myself.

They luckily agreed and Jessy-Unnie stayed with me.

I went out for a while, trying my luck to see a glimpse of Sehun.

“Have no plans on skiing, Shinah?” I heard someone said from behind.

“Oh? Sehun-ssi. I- I have to tell you something.” I said, cant look directly on his eyes.

“Ski with me first.” He said.

Before I could oppose, he already grabbed my hand and dragged me away.

A thing that he always do.

 

 

Nest thing I knew is that we’re on the top of the mountain.

Sehun is holding my hand.

“I don’t know how to ski.” I said.

“Why did you let me drag you here?” He asked.

“Because I need to talk to you.” I said.

“Okay. Let’s talk later. Let’s just have some fun, okay?” He asked and I nodded.

Hand in hand, we skied.

Laughing and giggling.

Skinships overload.

We are having fun without acknowledging Krystal’s presence.

Yes. She’s with us the whole time.

And it makes me happy that Sehun is not paying attention to her since I came in.

Kekeke. ^^ You deserve it right.

 

 

Few seconds after, we saw Krystal sitting at the bare snoe.

We came near her, “She twisted her ankle.” Sehun said.

“What should we do?” I asked.

“I’ll just go down with her. You can go down on your own, right? I’ve taught you enough.” He said.

Before I could complain, they already left.

Krystal is smirking at me until they’re out of my sight.

You b*tch!

Go to hell.

Sehun, are you effin serious?! I don’t know how to go down. T^T

 

I arrived at our room, limping.

My body is aching on its every inch.

“Shinah? What’s wrong? Im looking for you everywhere. Its already 6pm. Where have you been?” A wooried Yi Xing Oppa asked me.

“At the mountain. I’ve had to go down by myself because Krystal twisted her ankle.” I explained but not really detailed.

“Sehun left you?! Where’s that boy?” He asked.

“Never mind, oppa. Im okay. Lets go.” I said.

As I took one step, my sight became dark and I felt myself fell on the floor.

“Shinah! Shinah!” Was the last thing I heard.

 

 

When I woke up, I was in our room with Jessy Unnie by my side.

“Shinah, are you okay?”  She asked.

“Yeah~ But my body is aching and my but hurts.” I replied.

“What happened to you and you fainted and you have high fever. Why do you have red marks on your face and why does your hurts?” She asked consecutively.

“Sehun took me at the top of the mountain. We skied but Krystal suddenly twisted her ankle and Sehun had to go down with her and I was left alone. I tried to go down but I always fail that’s why I have these red marks. My hurts because since I don’t know how to ski, I just slide down.” I explained.

“I bet that Krystal doesn’t really twisted her ankle. Where’s that Sehun?! I have to make him realize that he’s a jerk.” She said.

Before I could stop her, she was gone.

 

I went out, still limping, looking for Sehun.

I really have to tell him everything.

Its getting complicated because I think..

Im falling for him..

And its dangerous.

It will get uncontrollably uncontrollable.

 

Outside, I saw Sehun and Krystal…. KISSING. 3

 

 

| Sehun’s POV |

 

 

That Shinah is leaving me with Krystal.

I don’t know what to do.

Its getting awkward. -.-

 

I am now being dragged by Krystal outside.

She didn’t really twist her ankle.

I feel bad for Shinah. :(

“Krystal. Im sorry. I just realized that I don’t love you anymore. And I want to thank you for dumping me. You dumped me and I was perfectly caught by a better person. I agree with you that we don’t deserve each other. Its Shinah that I love.” I said, breaking our hand contact.

“No… Don’t say that. You just felt empty when I dumped you that’s why yu dated her. It was me that you really love.” She said.

“No.. I don’t love you anymo----“

I was interrupted when our lips crashed to each other.

It was for 3 seconds and I pushed her away.

“Stop this, Krystal! Let’s just be friends!” I yelled, bargained the most affordable thing that I could offer to her.

“Okay…. Then take me back to Seoul.” She said.

 

 

| Shinah’s POV |

 

 

Why do I feel like I was being stabbed?

Its really painful. 3

So.. They already made up.

My fairytale with Sehun is now over.

And the nightmare has come.

Pabo, SHinah.

You forget that Sehun is just acting all the time.

In just a millisecond, I felt someone turned me back and hugged me.

This warmth.

The warmth that has been with me ever since.

The warmth that I never noticed.

I hugged back, buried my face to his chest and cried.

Yi Xing Oppa… I don’t know what to do without you..

 

 

| Sehun’s POV |

 

 

“What are you doing? You’re girlfriend is dying with fever and you’re having some quality time with Krystal?! In case you’ve forgotten, let me remind you that Shinah is your girlfriend. But your wasting your time with the person who knew nothing but to hurt you.” Those words from Jessy Noona kept on echoing in my mind.

 

Outside at the parking lot, I was getting ready to send Krystal back to Seoul when Shinah approached me with her wet and swollen eyes.

Finally I’ll get a chance to tell her how I feel.

I love you, SHinah.

Sorry for doing things that disappoints you.

I didn’t mean to.

Can we start over?

I will promise not to hurt you.

“Let’s stop this non sense, Sehun-ssi. Im so tired.”

Crap, Sehun.

You missed a very tiny detail.

SHINAH DOESN’T LOVE YOU BACK.

 

 


 

 

Really tragic. :@

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Why do I feel like I was talking to no one? :(

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Darning, K3U_minwoo, Im afraid we're transferring to manila for my medication.

I still dont know yet.

Sorry if I havent PMed you since you told me to.

Yeah~ Its the same thing.

It got even worse.

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Chapter 73: OMIGOD!!!!! TALK ABOUT DRAMA BOMB!!!!! PLEASE UPDATE!!!!
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Chapter 29: Sweet Sehun :3
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Chapter 24: Yehet...
BAP moment :D
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Chapter 16: I really like this chapter
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Chapter 73: What happen next??Ahh..*yehet*
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Chapter 73: update soon.... :)
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Chapter 73: Plz update soon the wait is killing me... Love the story btw...^^