|28| You little Stalker
A Fangirl's Diary 2: Your Promise
C H A P T E R - T W E N T Y ' E I G H T
| Shinah’s POV |
We all swam at the beach during the afternoon.
We set aside, hate, bad feelings and had some fun.
By 6 o’clock, we lit up the bonfire near the shore and formed a huge circle.
I was beside Chanyeol and Yi Xing Oppa.
Sehun was in front of us with Luhan Oppa and Krystal by his side.
We had a jamming session which I enjoyed too much.
It was fun.
By 9 o’clock, Tao Oppa came with bottles of Soju with him.
“Let’s all have some fun! It’s our last night here.” He beamed.
“YEAH~~” Everyone agreed.
So, they had fun.
I just kept laughing at how they looked.
The guys are heavily drunk and acting like idiots.
“Guys.. Stop.. You’re all drunk.” I said but no one seemed to notice me.
Even the girls were drunk as well.
They started whining and sobbing.
Then in just 2 seconds, thye would laugh again.
These guys are really...
I can’t believe that I am the only one who isn’t drunk.
I don’t really drink, actually.
I only do that when I'm depressed and when problems became unbearable.
“Shinah… SHINAH.!!” I turned to Sehun who called me.
Everyone looked at him and shut their mouths.
I looked at Yi Xing Oppa.
He nodded and smiled with his red eyes.
“N-Nae, Sehun-ssi?” I asked nervously..
“Neon… Do you hate me?” He asked, drunk.
“I- I don’t know..” I simply answered and looked down.
“I guess you do.. I'm sorry for hurting you.. I didn’t mean to. When we were in the Ski Resort, I was planning to confess to you and ask you if you can be my real girlfriend but you asked me to stop. I love you, Shinah. I'm sorry for hurting you.. I'm sorry for loving you this much. And I respect that you don’t love me back.” He said, sobbing.
I cried as well.
It really hurts.
So it was all a misunderstanding.
He loves me too..
I love you, Sehun..
But I guess it’s too late now.
If only you told me earlier, things won’t be like this.
Soon, I found all of them dozing off.
I guided them inside the house one by one.
It’s really hard because they smelt terrible and acted like monkeys.
I lastly picked up Sehun, put his arm around my neck and I put my hand aroung his waist.
He’s like a zombie when drunk.
Muttering words.
I laid him on his bed once we get there.
I put the blanket on his body.
I leaned in closer and caressed his cheek with a smile on my face.
“Shinah….” He mumbled with his eyes closed and eyebrows furrowed. “If you hate me.. Then I’ll just leave…”
Even in your dreams.. It was still me?
I feel the same, Sehun.
I feel exactly the same.
“No.. Just stay..” I whispered.
“Then… Can you just disappear? My heart… It's aching to death.. There’s a pain that's always there all the time.” He mumbled and changed his position, facing the wall.
I couldn't move, like my feet were rooted on the floor.
Is that what you really want, Sehun? To make me disappear?
I went back at the shore and poured a pail of salt water at the bonfire.
I picked up the bottled of Soju and found a phone at the spot where Sehun was sitting a while ago.
Maybe this is his phone.
I opened it and saw my selca photo set as his wallpaper.
I remembered that I posted this selca on twitter last week.
I went back at the rest house and went straight to my bed.
I unlocked Sehun’s phone and strolled.
I found 2 picture albums on his gallery.
The one is entitled, “MY LIFE” while the other one is, “JUST NOTHING.”
I opened the “MY LIFE” folder and found my selcas and mini-album pictures.
Wow~ Is he my stalker?
This guy…
So I am his life..
I started tearing up again.
Why am I so naïve and I didn’t notice how you felt, Sehun?
I opened next the “JUST NOTHING” folder and saw his cute and adorable selcas which hadn't been leaked out in the public.
I know many fangirls would die with this.
I am so lucky. ^^
I grabbed my phone and opened the Bluetooth device and passed all of his selca to my phone.
[A/N: Okay.. If any of you doesn’t know what Bluetooth is, it’s a device which allows 2 phones to exchange files for free. ^^ Moving on with the story~]
I might miss this face.
The face that I have fallen into and loved the most.
[A/N: I finally reached my 100th Subscriber! Thank you to pradivtatas for being my 100th subber. ^^ I love you all~ Because I love you all, I will do a double update. ^^ So how's this chapter? Drop you comments~ Sehun is sweet, isnt he? I love him~ GAAAAH. Anyways continue to Comment and
AzerSyaqeer - The poster shop has a maximum of 6 characters. But dont worry. Kai is still one of the main characters and is going to be appearing on chapter 31 or 32, i guess? :)
Hanssa - I posted on your wall. ^^ have you seen it? Keep it a secret, okay? ^^
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