C H A P T E R  -  T W E N T Y 

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| Shinah’s POV |

 

 

When I saw Sehun at the parking lot,  I quickly went in front of him without hesitation.

He suddenly smiled at me.

How could he even smile when I'm so miserable here?

Yeah~ maybe you’re so happy now.

You finally got Krystal back. Yippee for you...

Congratulations, Sehun.

“Let’s stop this non sense, Sehun-ssi. I'm so tired.” I said, looking down.

“What?” He asked.

“Let’s stop this. You finally got what you want. You’re with Krystal now. You won't need me anymore.” I said.

Tears are starting to form in my eyes again.

And this is something I can't take a hold of.

“You’re my slave and I want you to stay.. Here.. By my side..” He said.

“You want me to stay by your side and witness all of your lovey dovey moments with Krystal? I'm so tired of this. I want to have my own life. I want to date the real person that I want to.” I said.

Sehun suddenly looked at me in the eyes.

I think I just nailed something that hurted his pride.

He gulped, “If that’s what you want. Then I guess we’re now over. Thank you for your help, Shinah. I really owe you a lot.” He said and entered his car.

 

 

I weakly walked towards our room, crying.

It's really over.

No more Sehun.

No more pain.

No more fake boyfriend.

“Shinah? Are you okay?” Yi Xing Oppa asked.

I gave him a faint smile.

“Lets talk.” He said and grabbed my hand.

 

 

We reached a little garden at the hotel and sat at the bench.

“Tell me what happened.” Yi Xing Oppa ordered.

I shook my head, “N-nothing happened, Oppa.”

Just then, Yi Xing Oppa wrapped his arms around me.

As soon as I felt his warm comfort, salt water flushed from my eyes again.

The pain wincing in my chest was unbearable.

“I cant understand why you’re crying for him. You love him, don’t you?” He asked.

I just cried. I don’t know how to respond.

“Stop crying, Shinah. He’s not even your real boyfriend.” He said.

I let go of the hug and looked at him, “You knew?”

“Yes. So, stop crying over him because he’s not worth it.” He said.

“It hurts, Oppa. I shouldn’t be feeling like this because for him, I'm just nothing. For him, everything is just an act. He doesn’t even think about my feelings.” I kept crying and hugged him.

“How ‘bout you, Shinah? Have you ever thought about my feelings?” He suddenly asked.

I furrowed my eyebrows and looked straight into his eyes.

“I'm sorry, Oppa.” I apologized, lowering my head.

“No need to.” He said

He held my chin softly and lifted my face up to meet his.

He leaned closer and planted a light kiss on my lips.

I was stunned. But I found it sweet.

You, pabo, Shinah.

You never saw Yi Xing Oppa’s feelings.

“I want to be your boyfriend, Shinah. I’ve loved you ever since. I will promise to love you until my very last breath. I will protect you as long as I can. I will run to you whenever you need me, even if you’re a thousand miles away. Shinah, all it takes is a YES, and I will never ever leave you.” His sweet words melted me right away.

I teared up again.

Not because of pain.

But because of happiness.

Why am I so blind?

I never knew how he felt.

“Yes, Oppa. Yes.” I said while crying and continued hugging him.

He my hair, “I will help you forget about Sehun. No… I WILL ASSURE YOU THAT YOU’LL FORGET ABOUT HIM.”

 

 

| Sehun’s POV |

 

 

I'm handling the wheels with a very deep pain in my heart.

Why am I so fool to forget that Shinah never felt the same as me?

I guess I'm being obsessed with her.

I'm stucked in her sweet trap.

Drown in her pool of gorgeousness and perfection.

I never knew that tears were suddenly falling down my cheeks.

I'm seriously crying over her.

Am I the first guy who had gone crazy over her?

 

 

Next thing I knew is that I was on my bed.

Still crying.

Actually, crying is my silent sanctuary.

Crying is not a weakness.

It’s a liquid reaction when my chest can't handle too much pain anymore.

 

 

When I woke up the next morning, I saw everyone gathered at the living room.

U-Nite is also there.

“What’s happening?” I asked Luhan Hyung while rubbing my eyes.

When he was about to respond, Shinah walked in with Lay behind her.

“Let’s just listen” Luhan Hyung said.

“Hello, everyone. Thanks for coming in. I just want to tell everyone that what we, Sehun and I were not real. I'm sorry for lying to all of you. It was all Sehun’s idea to win Krystal back. Now that he succeeded, I want to tell you all that we NEVER dated.” She said.

I felt that very pain on my chest again.

Why are you doing this to me Shinah?

Arent you satisfied yet?

You made me feel like you were in disgust and would never dare to date me.

What you did last night broke my heart.

But this one hurts more.

 

 

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Hello, everyone~ ♥

Omona. :3 Lay is now Shinah's REAL boyfriend ♥

 I felt sorry for Sehun. :((

What should Sehun do? Let go or Fight for Shinah?

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