I'm Still Scared, But...

Why Her?

I had prepared the mango pudding the night before, and just finished the spring rolls. Sana texted me the location that we'd be meeting at this morning, too. 

"Ah! Tzuyu! Before you go!" My mother stopped me, and spun me around. I knew this was coming. "You've forgotten that Sana's an adult. She knows that you two will be married, so she's going to want something more than a normal picnic, you know." She winked. "Let me give you something better to wear. Show some skin! Besides, after the marriage it'll probably be a nightly thing. You may as well get used to it now." She took me into my room, and gave me a black lacy push-up bra, matching underwear, a short black skirt, black tights, and a white lacy top, which was sort of see-through and exposed my bra a little. "Now you're ready!"

I just sighed and left. I called Sana once I got into the car. I put the phone on speaker, and put it on my dashboard. She picked up a little later than usual. She was probably driving.

"Everything okay, Tzuyu?" She asked, and I started driving.

"Everything's good. Did you bring something for me to change into?"

"Yeah. I have a hoodie and sweatpants, but I have some gym shorts and a t-shirt, too, just in case it's too warm for the hoodie and sweatpants. I have the blanket, too. Why? Is it bad?"

"It's really bad." I shivered. "My bra is really visible. I don't even want to get out of my car." 

"When you get there, I can find you, and you can change right away in your car." 

"My windows aren't tinted, so..." 

"Oh. Oops. I can walk you to the bathroom, or somewhere you can change, if that would help." 

"That would be great. Thank you!" I grinned, knowing that Sana truly cared for me and wanted me to be comfortable. I couldn't have been any more grateful that she wasn't a ert, because honestly, I'm nowhere near ready to lose my ity. It's scary...I'd probably cry if the person I had to marry wanted to have with me this early on. It'd probably be at least a month into the marriage until I feel ready to even try doing anything. 

"No worries, Tzu~ I just pulled into the parking lot. I'll sit on my car so you can park near me." 

"Thank you so much. I owe you for this."

"Okay, deal. If I like your cooking, you need to cook me something next time you come over."

I giggled; Sana could be adorably childish at times. It was charming. "Okay, you got it. I'll be at the parking lot soon."

"Mkay, I'm sitting on my car." I heard some cat calling from her line, but it was a man's voice. 

"Tell him to shut up." I growled. 

"What? He isn't talking to- Ohh, yeah you're right he is talking to me." 

"Yeah, shut him up. Swear at him or something. I might just run him over." 

"Jealous?" She giggled. "It's fine, Tzuyu. Hey! Get the hell away from me!" 

I drove into the parking lot just in time to see Sana kick him...in the face. I laughed, watching him fall, and run away. I parked next to her and rolled down my window. "I was gonna run him over, but I saw that you handled things well."

"Oh. You saw that?"

"Yeah. It was awesome!" 

"Thanks..." She blushed. "Oh geez, what the hell are you wearing?!" She jumped off of her car and opened the passenger door. She took all of the clothes she brought for me out. "My car's windows are tinted, but I don't blame you if you don't want to change out here after, you know, that." 

"If you're making sure nobody is watching, I feel pretty safe changing in your car." I chuckled, getting out. 

"Geez, your own mother put you in this?" She looked me up and down, not checking me out, but she looked concerned. "I'm going to have spare clothes for you for as long as you live with her." 

"Thanks." I grinned, and she opened the door to her car. 

"It might be a little cramped to change in there, but it's better than changing outside." 

"It's a lot better. Thank you so much, Sana." She closed the door behind me, and disappeared from my view, until I saw her in front of the car. She hopped up and sat on the hood. I kind of wished I could roll down the windshield and push her off. Not to be mean, just to be playful. I finished changing, and hopped out of her car. "Thank you!" I was now comfy, wearing a hoodie and gym shorts. 

"Aww! You look adorable!" It surprised me how much she liked me when I looked like I just rolled out of bed...besides my makeup, that is. My hair was messy from changing clothes. 

"I probably look like trash." I chuckled.

"No~ You're adorable~" She opened her arms, then put them back down at her sides. She looked like she was trying to resist hugging me. It was really cute. I went a little closer to her, and hugged her myself. She always held herself back around me, and I appreciated it. "Thank you, Tzuyu."

"For what?" I chuckled, letting go. She pulled me back into the hug. 

"Hugging me." I felt her nuzzle her face into my neck. It was nice to cuddle with her. "Oops! I'm sorry!" She let me go. "You're probably hungry. Let's go eat." 

"I'll cuddle you some more later." I saw her face blush at my words. I put my clothes in my car, and took the bag of food I prepared. Once I turned, I saw that she had two bags of food. 

"Let's go!" She grinned, and I followed her to a picnic table. It was by a lake, but it was a clean area. She set the food that she brought down, and I did the same. "If you still have energy, we can go look at the lake. I asked Mina, since she was here with Momo yesterday-"

"Who's Momo?" I asked. I was confused why Mina was out here alone with someone else.

"Momo? Ohh, Mina has had a crush on her for the longest time. Momo finally asked her to hang out, since they haven't in a while, and she asked her out. Mina came home and just started crying tears of joy." She giggled, but I wasn't happy. "They're out again today. They're practically stuck together. From what Mina told me when she got back, it sounds like Momo also had a crush on her. Apparently, Momo cried when she moved to Korea, but she cried again when Mina moved to Korea as well. The first time was sadness, the second time was happiness." 

"Oh." 

"What's wrong, Tzu?" 

"Nothing, I just...I don't feel so good." 

"Do you want to go home?" She looked disappointed, but I could tell she was worried. This is what I get for crushing on my fiancee's best friend. Sana deserved better than me skipping out on our date that she planned, because I was upset that her best friend was in love with someone else.

"No. I'm sure I'll get better later." I forced a smile. 

"Sit down and eat." She pointed to the bench, and I sat down, but she didn't. She opened up the food that she brought, and it looked delicious. She had chicken ramyeon in a thermos, and she took out a bento box full of different fruits. She took out another box that had kimchi in it. She took out yet another box that had some gimbap. When she noticed I didn't start eating yet, she pushed the ramyeon towards me. "Eat." I smiled at her, and began eating with the chopsticks I had packed. 

"It's really good!" I looked up at her, and she grinned.

"Really?!" She squealed, and ran over and hugged me. "Thank you, Tzu~" 

I opened up the food that I brought. "You should eat, too." 

"Aww~" She nuzzled me. I couldn't help but giggle at her cute actions. She sat next to me, and opened up the spring rolls I brought. She tasted one, and seemed like she liked it. "It's so good! Thank you, Tzuyu~" I couldn't help but be happy around her. Even if my soul was crushed when I heard that Mina was with someone else, having Sana by my side made everything bearable. Scratch that, Sana made it enjoyable to be out with her, and without Mina. It was fun to be with Sana. 

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K_1807
#1
Chapter 25: I enjoyed reading this story. Thank you author-nim :))))
Teudoongie1
#2
Chapter 25: This is so fluffy!! I love this story ❤️ this is so fun to read 😍
KarinaBby
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Chapter 1: Currently reading this story ♥
achubababa
#4
Chapter 9: i'm kinda confuse with this satzu's character development, one time sana act like "omg tzuyu is a baby, she's innocent af i shouldn't talk to her about " 5 minutes later "tzuyu, this is dahyun and we have , hundred times, also i'm drinking alcohol, yeah and have yeah and drinking alcohol". and why they need to cover their mouth while talking?
pearswitch #5
Chapter 25: so sooooft. I love!!
Chou_Sana #6
damn, let them be a homophobic, we don't need their opinion, just do what u love too we support u
sinrinjensooyulsic08 #7
Chapter 25: Doneeee!!! Agaainnn!!
Btopinkforever
#8
Chapter 25: Wow this such a beautiful ending and finally leader Jihyo appeared in the fic <3
Btopinkforever
#9
Chapter 24: Holy shizzz
Btopinkforever
#10
Chapter 23: Yasssss it finally happened my heart was so soft until the end haha