Prologue:

"Shut the up!" Throwing my phone away, why won't it just stop?! 

Clutching my brain and trying to shake the image of her arms wrapped around his. 

"Shut up!" Every time someone called, her voice would echo around the silent room. 

Where's the hammer? Where's the ing hammer?! 

My room was destroyed, everthing scattered around the room... no, my house. Stepping on God knows what as I looked around for the hammer. There it is! Taking it along with me. I slam it down on my phone.

"Bang!" 

It's pieces flying in every direction, similar to what she'd to me after seeing those pictures from Dispatch. Taking a swing out of my drink, I chug it down my throat, tasting the biterness. I thought she loved me. How could she-

"Ting! Ting! Ting!" The sound of the bell kept going on.

"Hahahahaha," taking another large sip of the alcohol, I gulp it down qucikly, trudging towards the door, swaying in every step I take. 

"Ji, it's us. Open up!" 

Opening the lock, I fall down clutching the door. 

"Oh, Youngbae-ah! W...what are you doing here?" I laugh, he looked at me worriedly before gabbing me, and pulling me up trying to make me stand up with the help of Daesung and Seungri.

"Our panda and Daesungie is getting strong!" I say, as make me sit down on the couch.

"God, hyung how much did you drink?" I hear Daesung ask, as he stared around the room filled with empty b