As the clock hits midnight, it marks the 6th year since VIXX was established. It is a memorable moment, for a grouo to even last longer than half a decade and the members really should be celebrating it, they want to but the situation doesn't allow them to. 

Preparing for the upcoming concerts drained them to the point of exhaustion so when they finally arrive home for the day, no onehave enough strength to even walk to their own rooms anymore; opting to just lay down all over the living room. 

"Happy 6th anniversary, guys. "N murmurs as he watch the clock continue to tick by and he's answered by the exact same words. 

"Happy anniversary, hyungs. "

"Happy anniversary. "

"Happy 6th anniversary. "

Once they've all exchanged the congratulatory words, they go quiet once more and N honestly thought that they've all fall asleep but Ravi's sudden voice proves him wrong. 

"Remember when Hyuk was smaller than us? That was such a sweet time, wasn't it? "He says in a light hearted tone and Hyuk scoffs, but says nothing. 

"He was so scared of Taekwoon-hyung that he even considered quitting. I can't imagine how it's going to be if he really quit though. "Ken pipes in, chuckling at the annoyed expression over Hyuk's face. 

"I'm scared of no one now. "Hyuk reminds making both Leo and Hongbin laugh. 

"Of course. You're literally a giant, we're the one who should be afraid of you. "Hongbin teases, grinning fondly. 

"Just what did we fed you, Hyuk-ah? "Leo wonders and Hyuk turn his head to look at N, who's being strangely quiet. 

"Ask that to Hakyeon-hyung. "He says. "But honestly, he never let me diet. Even when you hyungs are dieting, he always forced me to eat more. I think he regrets it now. "He says and there's still no response from N, so they thought he's already sleeping. 

"Nah, I don't think so. He complains about you being too huge but I think he secretly likes it. You're like a protective presence, he told me that. "Ravi says and Hyuk couldn't help but to feel proud at that. 

"Protective presence huh? "He mumbles, smiling. "But do you remember when Jaehwan-hyung sang that ottokaji song all the time? It was really annoying that I felt like zipping his mouth shut . "He says and Ken is quick to protest. 

"Hey! My ottokaji song is very addicting,you know?! "He says before immediately singing the said song, earning him a smack from the pillow that Leo threw and making them all laugh . 

"Remember when Wonshik had that bright orange hair and Taekwoon-hyung had that long Hyde hair? That was hilarious. "Hongbin reminds, eliciting a groan from Leo and an offended shout from Ravi.

"Hey! I love that orange hair though and as if you could talk about long hair. Do you want me to show you your farmer hair during Super Hero? "Ravi threatens and Hongbin lets his mouth hang open.

"Ah. "Is the only thing the visual could say.

"What is this? Are we having a reminiscing embarrassing moments time? Then shall I remind you that we all had that jajangmyun lips? "Hyuk reminds and the sound that escapes his hyungs mouth are enough to show that neither of them are willing to relive that moment. 

They all go quiet again after that, lost in their own thoughts until Ken's voice break the silence. 

"Do you remember the old Hakyeon-hyung? He was always so enthusiasted, always so loud and cheerful, always so positive. I kinda miss the old him. "He whispers, glancing over at the unmoving N. 

"Yeah. I wonder where all his energy went? He's such a shut in these days that as much as I don't want to admit it, I miss him being loud. "Ravi agrees. 

"He's just maturing, guys. Don't make it sound like it's such a bad thing. "Leo reprimand but none of them view it the same way as he does. 

"You are maturing too, hyung. But you're getting more outgoing and it's the opposite to Hakyeon-hyung. "Hyuk says. "Do you think it's our fault?  Are we the reason why Hakyeon-hyung changed so much? "He  wonders. 

"Maybe we are. "Hongbin says and immediately, the mood turns bitter. 

"You're not. "N's sudden voice startles them since they thought he's already sleeping. "I didn't change because of you. "He denies.

"Then why? "

N laughs. "I  learnt about responsibility. And I know what is expected of me as your leader. A leader needs to be rational, logical and calm. A loud, playful and childish leader isn't a good leader and I want to be a good one. "He says. 

"Thats not true. "

"It is. "

"But --"

"Don't think too much about it. It's only natural for a leader to adapt to the need of his group, isn't it? I'm just adapting, that's all it is. "