Feel It (Navi )
Drabbles of VIXX*this is requested by darkskyez as a present for my little game.. this is also slightly based on VIXX LNR VLive...
N, Leo and Ravi are currently in VIXX LR's waiting room, just talking amongst themselves. N is waiting for their manager to take him home while Leo and Ravi are waiting to go to their fan sign site for that day.
"Wonshik really couldn't focus today. He was really stressed out. "Leo suddenly complains and N, who was talking about their dance moves, turn to look at him.
"Really? Why? "He asks, eyeing Leo and Ravi in curiosity. It is rare for Ravi, out of all people to lose focus so there must be a good reason behind it.
"Because you're here. "Leo says simply without further explanation and before N can ask what he means by that, the main vocalist has stand up and walks out of the room, muttering something about needing to use the bathroom, so, naturally, N turns to Ravi.
"Is it true? That you couldn't focus and that you were stressed out today? "He asks and Ravi shrugs while refusing to meet N's eyes, which pretty much just confirms the leader's question. "Why? Taekwoon said it's because of me? What did I do wrong? "He demands.
Ravi awkwardly scratches his head. "You did nothing wrong. "he denies. "Its just because you're here that I'm stressed out and couldn't focus. "He admits in a quiet voice, as if expecting N to scold him but instead of scolding him, N just frowns.
"Its my fault then? "He wonders. "You don't like me coming to support you? You don't want me here? Am I burdening you by my presence? Should I leave? "He attacks with one question after another, voice getting more and more upset with each question.
Ravi furiously shakes his head. "No! It's not that! "He denies. "I'm very thankful that you're here with us today. "He says and N scoffs, as if he doesn't believe him. "Really, hyung! Trust me! "Ravi insists and N sighs before nodding.
"Then why is it that you said you're stressed out and couldn't focus today is because of me? "N demands and all of a sudden, Ravi's face turns to a shade of red, as if embarrassed and once more, he avoids N's gaze .
"Yesterday, when you told me that you're going to be here today, I got really excited that I couldn't sleep well last night. "He mutters and he could feel N's intense stare at him so he quickly continues. "I just... wanted to show the best to you and I kept on thinking about it that I didn't realise it got so late."He explains and finally dares himself to look up at N to see his reaction.
N blinks but there's concern written on his face.
"So I did my best on stage today. But... you didn't even look at me! You were busy talking with the staffs that you didn't even spare me a glance when I was on stage! That's really upsetting. I felt like I tried hard for nothing! "Ravi finally blurts out his real feelings, voice rising a bit and thanks to that, N's gaze soften as he looks almost apologetic.
"When I was on stage l kept on looking at you that I miss my cue.Taekwoon-hyung and even the staff got mad at me. "Ravi says, pouting . "And yet you still didn't glance at me even a bit. "He complains sulkily. "Didn't you feel it? Didn't you feel me staring at you? "
"I'm sorry. "N says sincerely, wrapping his arm around Ravi's shoulder and pulling the rapper close to him. "I was so distracted that I didn't notice. "He admits and Ravi frowns deeper.
"You only look at us when Taekwoon-hyung is singing. Do you like him better than me? "He demands, eyes darkening and N is quick to deny.
"Of course not! I like you both equally. "He says but Ravi isn't satisfied by that either.
"But I want you to like me better than you like him. "He demands and N smiles as he scoots closer to him.
"Okay. I like you better than Taekwoon. "He whispers right into Ravi's ear, tickling the rapper a little but his words manages to cheer him up. "But it's a secret, okay? Keep it between us. "
Ravi nods, now grinning like a mad man.
"I like you best, too, hyung. "
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