Staring at the wall of his shared room with the rest of the soldiers,  N smiles to himself. It hasn't been that long since he has enlisted but looking at s now, he can't deny that each and everyone of them has matured a lot ever since his leaving. 

Leo, his same age friend, as unwilling as he is, takes over the role of the eldest member so well. He often calls N, sometimes just to talk about their day but most of the times it's to update him on issues regarding VIXX. Thanks to that, N doesn't even feel left out eventhough he can't be with them physically and he's always so grateful for Leo, for his life long friend, for being able to read him like an open book, for being able to ease his worries. 

Ken.. Ahh.. That cutie main vocal of his has grown up well. He's still as adorable and clingy as he has always been, often calling him just to ask how he's doing and at the same time whining about his days to him but that doesn't hide the fact that he's maturing so well. The way he makes big decisions like moving out of the dorm and creating his own YouTube channel on his own, without doubting himself, N truly is proud of him. 

Ravi, their dearest rapper and also the CEO of his own company now, N sighs yet at the same time smiles fondly. Ravi has gone far, very far that it seems impossible for N to reach him now but he's happy for him. Ravi has achieved almost all of his dreams and N could tell he's content with the way things are going. But still, he worries about him, that boy can get too deep into his work sometimes that he forgot to take care of himself. 

Hongbin, N chuckles when he remembers him. He's happy, so happy and so glad for him. Hongbin has been going out of his comfort zone these days and has been showing the world more and more of his potential. Hongbin rarely calls him, but the last time he did, he said something N never thought he would ever say willingly. "I miss you, hyung. Take care. " N laughs, wiping off a single tear that runs down his cheeks. 

Hyuk, their maknae,  no words could describe how incredibly proud N is of him. Sometimes it feels like he has improved so much that he's now even better than N himself. Dramas, new songs;N is glad the maknae of his is getting more opportunity and attention now and he knows Hyuk deserves it. He knows Hyuk can go far seeing how things are going and he can only offer him his full love and support from afar. 

"Hyung, why are you not sleeping? "A sleepy voice startles him and he turns to see his fellow soldier looking at him in the darkness. 

"Ah.. I'm sleeping now. "He says and closes his eyes with a big smile on his face. He's content because he realise s are doing well without him but he can't help being scared that they'll escape his reach by the time he's discharged. 

"Wait for me, guys. "He whispers. 

Somewhere, at another place, the 5 VIXX members stand on stage, in front of thousands of Starlight, with the same single thought in their mind. 

"We're waiting. "

A/N Hi, guys! It's been so long since I've last written here and I miss you guys a lot :( it's not that I've stopped loving VIXX or anything, I still love them all the same but I've been so busy with university. 

So, I'm sorry if my writing seems bad since my skills have undeniably gotten rusty. 

But I wanna continue writing and I'll really appreciate it if you guys can send me prompts and responds. :) 

Thank youu~