*based on the event on 090817 where N collapsed on stage due to the heat. I do not blame anybody about this and I hope you don't too

Today is hot, like really hot, N admits that. And the fact that he's wearing layered clothing really isn't helping either. He kinda regret wearing them but they're already on stage and there's no way he's going to get a chance to go and change. So he's going to have to deal with it the best he can. 

He's sweating very profusely. They've barely performed 3 songs yet he feels so exhausted like he's been performing for hours. It's getting more and more difficult to catch up with the song after every passing second but he knows he can't just stop. He needs to do this, as VIXX, as a responsible leader and performer. But as much as he tried to push himself, it eventually becomes too much for him. 

They are nearing the end for the song and so he does his solo part as best as he could, he goes down, spun, twirl and spin perfectly, though a beat late but once he's done with it and is about to stand up straight once more, the world tilt for him and unable to balance himself, he drops; his head spinning and his vision slightly blurry. 

No, I can't be like this. 

People are watching. 

My members are still dancing. 

The song is still playing. 

Stand up. 

I have to stand back up. 

That was his thoughts as he push himself to stand back up and continue performing but then there's someone grabbing his arm, squeezing it very strong and upon looking up, even through his hazy vision, he realises that it's Hongbin who have a worried expression on his face. 

Hongbin's hand moves from his arm to his hand and he tries to use it as a leverage to stand up but he still couldn't and the grip of Hongbin's hand tightens to the point that his skin turns white and his veins show. 

It hurts. Hongbin's tight grip on his hand hurt, he realise that but he doesn't push him away. He needs this. He needs to knows that someone has his back. 

Soon enough, there's an arm around his waist and a large hand on his arm, effortlessly pulling him up. Leo, he realises. He manages to stand up but then his legs goes weak and he sags against his same aged friend, who once again, completely bear his weight for him as he's dragged away to a cooler, quieter place. 

He's then leaned against the wall and he could feel Leo's hands leaving him so he desperately tries to grab him and when he manages to grab his hand, he pats it twice and gives it a weak squeeze before letting his hand fall. 

Please take over. 

I'm counting on you. 

That is what he was trying to convey and when Leo nods, giving him a determined face, he knows his message is understood. 

"Just rest. I got this "He hear him says so he forces a smile and let his eyes slide close. 

What happens after that is a blurr to him. He remembers being moved somewhere else, being transported away, being carried and he also remember being prodded and answering some question. 

He doesn't remember what those questions are nor does he remember his answer but he do remember hearing someone say that he's going to be just fine and he really hopes it's true. 

And when his mind finally clears up and he finally registers his surrounding, he realises that he's in the comfort of his own room, back at their own dorm and that s are all there. 

There's worried look on all their faces so he says the first thing that comes into his mind. 

"I'm sorry. "

A/N I'm not sure how to do this but I'm planning to write one for each member so it may takes some time. 

Also, Hakyeon is okay now so don't worry :)

Just continue to cheer for him and all of them okay?