14. “You can’t leave me in the dark. You have to tell me these things.”
3. “I love you for you, don’t you dare think otherwise!”

I cried as I held onto my stomach in the bathtub, blood surrounding me. I knew that it was too late. By the time I realized what was happening I was too weak to leave the tub and get help.

I hadn’t even told Yoongi yet. This wasn’t my first miscarriage and when I found out I was pregnant again I had an ominous feeling that the previous one wouldn’t be my last.

I didn’t want Yoongi to go through what we’d been through numerous times before. All he wanted in life right now was to be a father and every time we thought we were finally in the clear and would have a child of our own, fate would decide otherwise.

I waited this time so he didn’t have to suffer through the disappointment again. I could handle it myself. I KNEW I could do this alone this time if something bad happened. And if I made it far enough along that I would almost for sure make it to term, I would tell him then.

I was too weak to move, but I knew that Yoongi would be home soon and I needed to clean up before he could see what happened.

Before I could even stand, I heard the bathroom door open and a panicked husband rushing to my side.

“Jagiya are you okay???” He asked as he reached into the bloody water and lifted me out of the mess, “What happened?”

I began to sob and told him everything. 

“You can’t leave