AUTHOR NOTE :
Sorry this was supposed to be add on 22nd chapter but i forgot to add it here in AFF. For people who read in Wattpad, you have no problem with it. It's just a flash back of how Irene and Mino lost contact during their trainee days.

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" I am not dating him." Irene said to her sunbae. "I told you, he's my dongsaeng."

"Dongsaeng you said? there's no such a thing called nuna-dongsaeng, you will eventually date him in no time."

"That's what i thought, i cared for him, i miss him every single night, but i just found out that affection is not love." 

Or is it Juhyun?

"I don't know that he was the same dongsaeng i used to take care of during my trainee days, i lost contact with him because my phone broke. Now i know he is okay.. i just found out when i stay at the dorm. I thought i probably like him, he's a cool man. But when i found out that he was him, and he's saving the picture, i wasn't angry. I was.... happy to know it's him" She continued.

Taeyeon kept silent and listened to her hoobae.

"Ah, this guy has grow up. I used to be taller than him, buy him food, gave him ramyeon as we both done our trainee days. Now i know why i always feel happy whenever i am in around him, why i feel safe, and why i feel...."

"Are you sure it's not love?" Taeyeon suddenly asked.

Silent filled the room as Irene was not sure about it. "I... I don't know."

"See, you are not sure. It's not because i hate him. He probably was a good man before..."

"Boy, he was a boy before, a ninth grader boy" Irene cut her sentence.

"Yes boy, whatever. It's not because of him, it's because of the influence he has received in his trainee days under YG. YG are too carefree, you can't.. just can't deal with him. I've been broken before, and i don't want you to be like me. Please, just listen to me on this."

"Can you please tell me what happened before? I don't know anything and you just ban me from meeting him? This is my personal life unni.."

"He cheated on me..." Taeyeon said.

Irene just stared at her sunbae without moving even an inch.

"Ah no, its not cheating. He was two timing me. He had not broken with Kiko, but he dated me. That jerk." 

"Kiko? So it's true you date GD sunbaenim?" Irene could not believe her ears.

Taeyeon keeps shut for a while until she responded, "Yeah, it was only for a while, but it does hurt so much. I don't want you to feel what i feel Juhyun-a."

"But you met him earlier? What kind of bull you are telling me now unni? You hate him yet you meet him?" Irene snapped at her sunbae.

"It was coincidence! It's not like i want to meet him after what happened between us. I met him at Starbucks, i talked a bit with him and i went to RV's dorm and asking what the heck is actually happening behind my back. How on earth GD knows about you staying at Winner's and I don't? I thought i am your unnie?"

"A lot of things happened unni, i can't even have my mind straight." She closed her eyes and let a sigh.

"Promise me one thing, you wont have any relationship with YG boys."

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Seoul - 2010

This girl run as far as she can. In the middle of a rainy day, still with her u