"I'm tired." He push Shin out the way making her stumble to the side. Shin bit her lip from letting out any tears. " Whats wrong with you--" "ME?! Whats wrong with me?!!" He turns around with madness in his eyes. Tears fell and he saw every each and one of them that drop. He sigh shaking his head "I have to go back to work." He grabs his bag. Shin stood in front of him with her head down "Why are you acting like this. Is it me? Did I do something wrong?" She begged. He sigh even more deeper and continue to walk pass her. Walking down stairs and out the door, he gets in his car and drives off.

 

 

 

 

 

 

The next morning came and Shin didn't get one wink of sleep last night. She felt all drained out by her tears. "Mommy?" Kevin climbs onto the bed. Shin wipped her tears away but her red puffy eyes couldn't hide anything. " Oh baby, what are you doing up?" Shin ask with a croak in her voice. Kevin pout as he laid next to his mother "Why are you crying mommy?" He hugged her tight. Shin couldn't find the excuse to lie to her own son, so she let it out. " Mommies heart is hurting. I feel hurt baby" She cried out to her 4 year old. Kevin cried into his mothers chest. "Don't be hurt mommy. If your hurt then....I'm hurt" He pout looking up to Shin. Roping her arms around his tiny body, she hugged him till the crying stop, which lead both into sleep again.

 

 

 

 

 

 

Waking up, Shin kiss the crown on Kevin's head. Getting out of bed, she called a friend of hers. "Yeah. Just for a few hours. Okay thank you..." Shin hung up the phone. Opening the curtins, the bright snow that falls, brightens up the room. "Mommy?" He wakes up rubbing his eye. Shin chuckle walking over to Kevin. "Morning baby" She gives him a kiss on the cheek. "Get ready. Your gonna go play with Ling Ling" Shin smile. Kevin jumped out of bed happy "Really?! Can I bring my toys?! Ling Ling likes the black dragon...I got it!" He ran out the room. Shin chuckle as she watch her little Kevin run out.

 

 

As they both ate and got ready, Shin dress up Kevin very warmly as she worn her leggings with her brown boots and high socks *a bit above her boots* and an over size light white sweater with a her red scarf. Letting her loose curly hair fall out, she walks towards Kevin "Lets go" She grabbed his hand. Shin made her husband home-made breakfast. " Did daddy not eat again?" Kevin ask as he watch Shin run around the kitchen. "Yeah, I think so. Lets just make sure" Shin chuckles as she rap up his food.

 

 

 

 

 

Getting in the car, they drive towards the company. Parking, they both get out the car and walk hand in hand inside the company. As they enter the building, Kevin hums as his eyes wonder the place "Oh? Yeolie!" Kevin drop Shin's hand and ran over to Chanyeol who was sitting in his desk in front of Wufan's office. "Oh?! hey there Kiddo!" Chanyeol got up and hugged Kevin. "I got a little gift for you buddy...Jang!" Chanyeol pulled out a lolipop from his pocket. "Wah~ for me?" Kevin said with a smile. Shin chuckle as she seen Kevin do his happy dance. "It's something he does everytime he's happy" Chanyeol laugh lightly as he watch Kevin dance. "Are you guys here to see him? he's inside. Go ahead" Chanyeol bowed as he them into the room.

 

 

 

"Thanks Chanyeol" Shin smile as she watch Chanyeol closed the door. As she turned around, Kris didn't even lift his eyes to his family. "Daddy!" Kevin yelled in a mad manner. Kris stared at his son who had his arms crossed and staring at him mad.  "Yes son?" Kris ask as he turn his way to Kevin. " Mommy's broken---Hurt!" He pout pointing at Shin who had her eyes widen. Shin felt a whole rush of confuse and embarassment. "Mommy was crying....." He frown as he stared to the ground. "And you weren't there to make it better" He mumbled. Shin bit her lip "Ummm baby. Do you want to go wait outside with Chanyeol? I'll talk to daddy" Shin smile as she took Kevins hand and walked him out.

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

Closing the door behind her, she took a deep breath before facing Kris. A force smile cross her face as she walk towards Kris "I made breakfest for you" She lift the box in her hand with a smile. Kris still didn't change his face espression. He just nodded and went back to work. Shin sigh and place the food in front of him "You should eat...." She mumbled. Kris bit his lip from the sound of his wifes voice, indeed he could tell she was hurt. " Wufan." Kris stared up to her with no words " I'll ask you this one more time. What.is.wrong?"" Shin said as she crossed her arms staring deadly into his eyes. The eyes she only gave when she was warning or about to kill people.

 

 

Wufan once again, shook his head "nothing" He began to type. Shin was slowly getting tired and mad at the same answer. "GOD DAMN IT WUFAN!!" She yelled making him close his computer and stare at her. " What is it!? What is it that I'm doing wrong?! Am I too fat, short, ugly, not giving you alot of attention?!--" "NO! I already told you it's Nothing!!" He slammed his fist on his desk, standing up. "Then why are you treating me like !!?" She yelled back in tears. " Why do I always get the feeling like I don't mean to you. Wufan....." She stared at him sadly. Just when he was about to say something, Shin spoke.

 

 

" If theres something your not telling me or....your hiding from me, then thats when I'll really leave you. Then maybe.....just maybe you'll be happy" She smiled bitterly. Tears fell as his heart feared that the women of his life was leaving him. *No Please!* He yelled in his mind. His own world was gonna leave right in front of him and because of his family book, he can't do anything. Shin took a step back "I get it, I should leave. bye"

 

 

 

 

*hold me. Don't let me go, please* she chant in her head. Waiting for the embrace she waited for months never came and she knew that no matter what she said to him or what she does, he will never move for her. Closing the door behind her, she was not gonna look back.  For now.

 

 

 

 

 

"Oh, your done?---Miss. Wu?" Chanyeol watch as Shin held her head low while sniffing. He stared over to Kevin who was playing with the girl idols and walked over to Shin. "Hey, are you okay?" He said worried as he tried to find her face. Shin had her eyes glued to the ground *why? Why? Why?* she wanted to know what was so wrong. It was hurting her more then anything.

 

 

 

 

" chanyeol...." She called out weakly. "Yes Mrs. Wu" he said with still worried. " can you please drop Kevin off at Xiumins house. I'll give you the address. Can you please" she begged while staring at the ground. It took him a while to think about it. * mr.wu is gonna be mad I left.... But* he thought again. "Okay. I'll take him there but are you okay ?" He ask as he placed a hand on her shoulder. Staring up at Chanyeol, she found it hard to due to her teary vision. "I'd be lying if I said I was okay...." She smiled threw her tears.

 

 

 

 

He felt his heart twitch at the moment and was lost. "Umm--umm"  he stutter pacing back and forth. * think chanyeol! THINK!!!* he bit his lip. Shin couldn't help but chuckle small at his reaction but that all washed away when Kevin ran over to hug her legs. Of course her eyes were still filled with tears, she just had a smile that shine brighter then her tears. "Yes baby?" She his hair. Kevin looked up and felt a wet drop land on his cheek. "Oh... Mommy" he pout as he seen the tears fall down his mommies eyes. Shin shook her head while smile " let's go. We don't want Ling Ling to wait for us." Kevin looked back towards the door and frowned "what about daddy?" Shin bit her lip and sigh " he's very busy right now. Maybe later" she cried. 

 

 

 

 

Chanyeol felt like he had to rescue her but didn't know how. He couldn't just sit back and watch. "Owhh!!!!" He fell on the floor. " le-leg! Cramp!!" He held his leg towards his chest. Shin sudden stop crying and bent down towards Chanyeols side. "Umm, here. This might help take away the pain" slowly grabbing his arm, she tightens her grip and BAM!! "Ahh!!" Chanyeol yells. Shin stands up and stares at him "y-you twisted my a-arm~" he cried. Shin smile "but do you feel any more cramps?" *She has a point but I NEVER HAD CRAMPS!!* biting his lip, he nods slowly " T-thanks?" He stood up holding his arm. 

 

 

 

 

*oh... She stop crying. BINGO!* he threw his fist in the air only to cry out in pain. Shin frown a bit as she watch him hide his pain. "Sorry about that. It's something I do when I ki---" before she could Let out any more in front of her son, chanyeol slammed his hand over "awesome! Let's not forget little Kevin~" he grin with wide warning eyes. Shin stared down to Kevin who was still frowning. "Oh, right." She nodded. " well, we better get going--" " No! I said I'll drop him off" he stood in front of both. "No no no, your arm is...." She eyes his arm that he was holding. "Ani ani ani" he waved his hands in the hair shaking his head. "I'm fine. See--ahh!" He tried flexing his arm but it only brought pain.

 

 

 

 

Shin sigh " wait here." She turned around and walk back into Kris office. "Kris." She called but only seen him staring down at his lap. "Kris?" She said worried. Kris bit his lip and made sure he held in his tears " I thought you left." He said annoyed. Feeling hurt for the millionth time, she brushed away her worried feeling for him " Chanyeols arm is broken. He's coming with me" she said and took her leave. " Let's go." She grabbed Kevin's hand as chanyeol followed behind confuse. " he said I could?" He ask making sure he wouldn't get fire....again. "Trust me." She lend her hand out. Without a second to waste, he slip his hand into hers earning a crazy THUMP. 

 

 

 

Driving towards Xiumins house, Kevin didn't let go of his mothers hand. "Baby, why do you look like that?" Shin chuckle as she felt Kevin grip on her hand. He only pout shaking his head "Mommys sad again...right?" He ask looking for tears. Shin took a while to think "ahh! I think your mommy is happy now, right?" Chanyeol cough in the back. Shin nodded slowly. "Thanks" she mouthed in the mirror which he smiled at. " I'll pick you up tonight. Be nice to Ling Ling okay?" Shin carried Kevin threw the hard snow towards the front door.

 

 

"Hi Shin!" Jia came out and hugged her. "Hi Jia, it'll be just for a while. I'll see you guys later. Love you Kevin" shin gave him a kiss on the cheek and watch him run inside the house. ".... Shin? Who's that in the car?" Jia pointed at chanyeol who looks like he was dying "talking to himself again". 

 

 

 

Chanyeol POV~

 

 

As they both left the car, I seen my arm turning purple. I felt my face turn pale "I-I'm gonna die?.... IM GONNA DIE!!!" Panicking, I stared back outside to Shin who was talking to another lady. " mommy~" I've never felt such pain in my life. All this because she was crying.... " I guess you could say it was worth it." I sigh at the sight of Shin. " I wonder what they we talking about? Did something happen between the two if them? Was it because I was when he arrived? Was it because-- why are they staring at me like that?" I tilt my head "ah , they probably think I'm crazy for talking to myself." I smile kindly at the two and slowly turned away. "Awkwwwwwaarrddd~" I mumbled threw my teeth as I turn the other way. 

 

 

 

Authors POV.

 

 

 

After the two bid goodbye, Chanyeol sat in the front next to Shin as she drove. "Ummm can I ask where we're going?" Chanyeol said as he stared at Shin. "To get that fixed." She gently pat his arm. Wincing a little, he chuckle " I'm really fine, Really! You don't have to take care of me" he smiled like always. Shin shook her head " I like to fix what I broke unlike my ing husband" shin shook her head. Chanyeol didn't know how to answer that. Instead, he just wanted to know why she was crying. "Ummm can I ask you something?" He said shyly. Shin nodded but pause "if your gonna mention my husband then no but if your not then yes" 

 

 

 

 

 

Chanyeol nodded slowly "okay, sorry" he apologize. Shin stared at him in the corner of his eye "what did you want to know?" Shin ask making Chanyeol surprise. "Oh. I was just wondering why..... Why were you crying like that. I mean it's not that your cried ugly or anything, I just never seen you cry like that and it's not like I stalk you or anything like that I--" "because I was heartbroken. That's why" shin said in a mono tone. Chanyeol pause as he place a smile on his face " well, if there's anything I could do to heal or help, I'm your go-gettah" he smiled with two thumbs up. Shin giggle taking a quick glance at him "are you always this happy?" She ask.

 

 

 

 

 

"Yeah. You could say that. My parents always made sure that the people around me should exactly be as happy as me. That's why I like helping people, like your husband..." Slowly down his convo, he bowed "sorry. I shouldn't bring up your husband like that. In sorry" he bowed again. Shin gave him a soft pat on the shoulder " don't be. I like your happiness. Let's be friends" she lend her hand out. He gladly took it and brought his hand back "owhhh!" He yelled in pain. Shin started to get worried "we're almost there. Hold on a bit" she rushed towards her house. "Be careful Shin!" He grabbed the wheel from sliding to the other car. "T-thanks" shin said as she felt his hand over hers.

 

 

 

 

 

As the two arrived to her house, Shin grabbed his hand "watch your step, it's kind of slippery" he nodded slowly as he held the smaller hand. "Warm..." He smiled. "What?" Shin said as she looked up to him. "Oh! Uhh nothing" he chuckle looking away. Shin continue and the two made it in the house safely. "Sit in the living room, I'll go bring my stuff" she rushed up stairs and towards the kitchen. Chanyeol watch as she ran around "oh umm" he thought he should help. * goodness Chanyeol!! Your suppose to be helping her, not the other way around!!* he pout to himself. Even if he tried, his arm would hurt. "Done!" Shin ran over with a pack of ice.

 

 

 

 

As Chanyeol was sitting on the couch, shin sat in front of him on the low table. " okay, you might hate me after this but it'll make all the pain go away faster, okay?" She said as he nodded. "Here shove this in your mouth" without knowing the reason why, shin shove the towel in his mouth. "What the--- ahhhh!!!" Everything went by so fast, Chanyeol was lying on the floor. "It's okay, it's okay..." Shin his back. Silently crying, he sat up and stared confuse at Shin. "I just popped your arm back in place. All that's left is the color purple and a little swollen but it'll all be gone by tomorrow." She smile as she place the ice-pack on his arm. He nodded sadly "t-thanks? Can I ask you something?" He said feeling a bit more relieved.

 

 

 

"Where did you learn all this?" He sat back down. Shin took a while to gather all her answers " Myself. Mostly because my dad was always busy taking care of the business and my mother passed away when I was 5." She grabbed his arm and the ice-pack " I grew up with the saying "Pain is Gain". Whenever my dad saw me hurt or crying, you would expect a father to hold you and tell you everything will be okay or to kiss your "boo-boo" away but he just left me there. I looked around hoping that maybe he'll be there but he wasn't. I was on my own." Her eyes focused on his arm while he stared down at her beautiful face. " So how did you learn to get over the crying at a young age?" He ask staring at her lips.

 

 

 

 

Shin giggle " I didn't get over it. I never had. I pretend to be tough to show my dad the little girl he wants but deep down inside, I'm stilling that little girl crying. After I was put in the training camp at the age of 6 I had to learn how to defend myself and to show no weakness, which brought honor to my dad. Because I'm his only child, I have so much to take on being in his place. Leaving my family to go on these stupid business meetings and fighting people who don't know how to keep their own words, I hate it" she confess. Rapping the tape around his arm from keeping the ice-pack from falling, she place pressure on it. He nodded understanding " can I ask you one more thing?" He said still staring at her lips.

 

 

 

 

"I doubt it'll be the last thing you ask me but sure, why not" she place his arm back down to his side and looked up to him. " if you had a chance to restart your whole life, would you?" He ask. Shin chuckle at the weird question "Nope. If there was a restart bottom in front of me, I wouldn't press it, I would break it. A restart is starting back from the bottom. From loving threw all the hard and broken, I think I'm fine where I am. Like they say, to every ending, there's a new beginning" she smiled. He chuckle running his hand threw his red hair. "Okay one more question!" He begged. Shin giggle crossing her arms " why the hundred questions. I feel like I'm at a press conference." She eyes him with a smile. He shrugged " I don't know, your very interesting to me" he smile. Shin nodded " of course I am" she grin. Chanyeol chuckle at her cute shrugge " what did you want to ask?" She said.

 

 

 

"Nothing big. I just wanted to show you to some of my friends. They'll be really happy to see the girl I'm always talking about. Beakhyun is actually very excited for some reason. After I mention you can knock a guy out under 30 seconds, he was really happy. Oh and D.O! He thinks your very pretty although he's never seen you and then Suho hyung is like the Mommy of the house. He thinks--" "wow wow wow. Slow your roll. You just said "they'll be very happy to see the girl I'm always talking about" and then you mention other guy that I never meet. Chanyeol are you...." She stood up eyeing him. His face was red * did I really say that!? Stupid chanyeol!* he slapped his mouth. " your my fan!!" She head lock him ruffling his red hair. He laugh embarrass " Y-your killing m-me" he choked. Shin drop her hands " sorry. That's just my way of saying " I think we're gonna be close friends." She smiled. "But, yeah I don't mind." She answer him. He stood up and pulled her into a tight hug. "Yeah!! Shin's coming over !!!" He lift her up in the air, spinning her around. 

 

 

He stood at the door, watching his wife giggle in another guys arm. Dropping his bag on the ground, Chanyeol place Shin on the ground and the two stared at Kris "It's not what you think Mrs. Wu! My arm is really broken and she helped me get it fix. I didn't mean for anything to happen. We're just friends that's all and Please don't fire me!" He begged. Shins smile drop as Wufan gave her confuse yet broken eyes. Shin chuckle grabbing Chanyeols hand. "Let's go. I'll drop you off" she pulled chanyeol to her side and walked him out. Kris stood shock at his wife as she brush pass him. Her face had a smirk on it and he couldn't help but to feel she was slowly drifting away.

 

The two got in the car and silence filled the air until chanyeol spoke. "god damn it! I did it again!! I'm so sorry! I keep getting in the way of you two. I'm sorry Shin" he felt sad. Shin shook her head "don't be." She smiled. Chanyeol stared confuse at her "what? But don't you feel heartbroken? Your husband is probably thinking wrong again." He panic. Shin shook her head 

 

 

 

 

" Let him. Two can play this game" 

 

 

Long time no Read!
Very. Very. Very sorry subbies~
I didn't mean to make you guys wait or anything. I'm just very busy. But Im finding all the time In The world just to update. I want to thank those who still waited after this long hold up. I also gift you guys with this long update. I was honestly prepared to see my story losing subbers because of the long wait but I didn't. That's why I want to thank you guys. I will TRY! With all my heart to update tomorrow or less then 24 hours. That will be my thank you gift~ okay enough with me. What do you think about the story? Chanyeol added to the list! Please give your thoughts on this chapter. It'll help me think about the next chapter faster. Really. Once again THANK YOU!!! #RIPEUNBI #LadiesCode

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