*I can't feel anything right now. I can't move. I can't talk. I can't open my eyes. I can't do anything but rage in my mind.*

Sehun's POV

It's my fault. It's my fault. It's my fault. I can't stop remembering the scene when Hyerim was hit by the car. I memorized the license and I told the police but they said the car was reported as a lost car...looking at Hyerim in this state can only remind me of one person. Chaehun.

"Hyerim-ah..." I can't stop crying from seeing her in this situation... "please wake up. The doctors said that you are stable but not willingly wake up..."

"Sehun get some rest first..."

"Luhan hyung what am I going to do?..."

"Rest and we will take turn to take care of her OK?" I nodded even though I want to stay here until she wake up.

"Baekhyun you and Chanyeol will take the first shift OK?"

"Deh Suho hyung"

Baekhyun's POV

I couldn't breathe properly when I see Hyerim on the floor with blood all around her when it is suppose to be flowers around her. We waited for hours while she is in the operation room. The doctors said she is fine but she didn't look like it...

"Bacon you can rest if you want..."

"No I'm good. I don't think I can sleep in this situation..."

"Since we are tensed right now, I will play a melody so we can relax."

"Sure..."

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=ymgQrWdK9Fk

I started adding lyrics to the song while thinking about Hyerim...

I’m struggling to find you who I cannot see
I’m struggling to find you who I cannot hear
I see things that I couldn’t see before
I hear things that I couldn’t hear before
After you left me, I have grown a power that I didn’t have before

The selfish me who has only thought about myself
The me who didn’t know your feelings and ignored it
I couldn’t believe myself that I have changed this much
Your love can still move me like this

If I just think of you, I can fill this world with you
Because each snowdrop is one tear drop that belongs to you
But theres just one thing that I can’t do and it’s to make you come to me
I hope I don’t have this miserable power

The selfish me who has only thought about myself
The me who didn’t know your feelings and ignored it
I couldn’t believe myself that I have changed this much
Your love can still move me like this

Stopping the time, (I) go back to you
I open this book of memories and I open up your page
And in the book I’m in there, in there with you

The small and weak person, because of your love
Just like this for everything (my whole existence)
I changed the whole world

The me who didn’t know how to be thankful for love
The me who thought that the end was the end
To the image of you who wanted me to be, I fixed myself everyday
I think my love will continue on forever

Stopping the time, (I) go back to you
I open this book of memories and I open up your page
And in the book I’m in there, in there with you
The things that I met that winter

I’m struggling to find you who I cannot see
I’m struggling to find you who I cannot hear

*Please wake up soon so I can sing this to you...*

"Baekhyun that was nice. Since when did you learn how to compose?"

"It just came out of my mind when I thought about Hyerim..."

"Are you going to give this song a title?"

"Sure...since right now is December and I hope miracle will help Hyerim wake up... I will name it Miracle in December..."