A Goodbye
Beautiful Stranger
Another dream once again. We have a culminating activity at school, and we are required to dance. I was lost that time, but he managed to stop me from going around and held my hand. Then we danced like that of a flashmob. Kris and I were full of skinship, and it was okay for him.
What's weird is that my dream shifted once again to the best love team. There was a poll, and that my best friends were there.
Kai Lee was also there, asking Kris to take me out and dance with me, but again he refused.
It was almost perfect, until that scene came.
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The final meeting for arnis has finally arrived and I got a 1.5 on this PE subject. Actually, I've been asking for a sign that time. That, he would ask for my number. But of course, HE NEVER DID.
When we were about to begin the final arnis activity, I went to the restroom for a while, hoping he would find me. Nah, I'm actually fixing my hair.
When I showed up, he was raising his hand, with a smile on his face. I was like a kid. Does he really have to do that? Not that I hate it.
During the redonda, he was still persistent despite of me having a hard time. Good thing I got a 2.25. I would hate myself if ever I get a failing grades. He was extra nice to me, and that I wonder.
We were asked to sit based on our class numbers. I was with the bad guy turned good once again. Sometimes, our hands and legs would meet, but I didn't mind. Kris was seated next to another girl, by the way. And one of my seatmates is the friend of the girl who kept on looking at me badly.
After Mr. Tao gave us the final bow, and congratulated us, Kris and I parted ways.
We'll never see each other again. I almost broke my heart waiting that he would notice me, but he didn't.
I thought everything's fine. Even if I know the outcome, why is this happening? Maybe they're right. I used my mind, but it never confessed my true feelings. All this time I was denying that I like him, when I really do.
I placed all my frustrations during my speech in Filipino class. It's a poem made for him. I got a good grade and my teacher complimented me and said that I'm appropriate to take up AB Literature. Even so, I knew that this is over.
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